A lot of things i want to do

this tumbler is dedicated to express my feels about a lot of things that i loved and i want to do.

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It’ happening!!!!

in previous posting i tell you that i made fanfiction for my new fangirling activity. it’s writing progress!!! huwaaaa *cried happily. 

EHEMMMM.. sooooo, this fanfict will written in bahasa for its debut. i will translate it as much as i can with my awkward English... *haha. This character and role description are teaser. Feel free to guessing which member is given the role. 

*i give you a hint, look at my previous post...*windshield laughter, with snort* 

UNIVERSE TO COME HOME. 

Universtaff ; A entity that obey the ‘ONE’ to make certain universe to run as smooth as it can. They have a superviser but never meet their employer. Eventhough they also rare to see their superviser. Universtaff just to mere entity to meet the ‘ONE’. When they doing their ‘jobs’ they not allowed to know each other identity accept authorize by their superviser. They have to keep it all secret their move as Universtaff. In the universe where they deploy they given certain human identity. It’s very rare for universtaff given a famous people identity. Unless the figure/ people who under their protection are very importan to write human history.

Watcher: are the most tipe of unverstaff. They easy to identify each other and keep silence of it. Their job is to ‘watch’ (of course ^^;) and write a report as a data base for human history in certain universe where they assign to. They watch certain figure or person as they assign the job. They also given a human identity that close with the figure. Closer their human identity to that figure, it can be sign of how important is the figure of human history. It’s uncommon for watcher to cooperate to other universtaff. 

Cacher : are rare tipe of universtaff. They are the best at keep their identity secret. Sometimes watcher cannot identify them. Make them uncommon to work with another type of universtaff. Sometimes they go to war, a real fight to protect or kill directly certain person, people or grup that have impact to human history. Most of them working as a spy in the human world. They often give their own kind name ‘spy among spy’ as pun to each other. They have all skill they need as they already ‘authorize’ for certain jobs. Skill known so far; superhuman streight (including; power, speed and other physical enhancement), time manipulation, teleportation, and wipe a memory like watcher. But they need certain amount of credit to use it. Some skill are to expensive or limited use only, like time manipulation or wiping a memory. 

Sitio ; is ex-universtaff commonly ex-cacher that recreant from they duty. Usualy if universtaff did’t do their jobs right, their existance gonna wipe out. It also effect their human identity as well. They will become someone who change a personality or confuse person who diagnose with insanity. But a Sitio have grown as grup of defector of cause. They keep under the radar and feed lost soul to make them exist. Sometimes they can identify token of the soul easly just by make them love or adore them. They seduce the lost soul until loving them with a whole heart. So they can devour it easly willingly. 

Lost soul ; is a soul that not supose to be in the certain world or universe. It also can be a switched soul too(like “KIMI NO NAWA” movie). They identify by ‘token of the soul’. An object that they didn’t know the history are. They uncosiously know that the object very important to them. If they try to figure it out ‘why’ without appearance of ‘wisher’ they can be very overwhelm and drown in despair. It make them easy target for Sitio. Lost soul have a limited time to find home or their existance will be wiped. Actualy they send back to their home universe, but in bad shape (as a person in state of comma in hospital for a long time, can be death in the process). They countdown start when they meet their ‘wisher.’ Lost soul need wisher to love them equaly. Feel as they feel, in other word love each other to go home. Lost soul have a fragment of memory of their human identity in their original universe. They appear as dream. They also have uncontrollabelly attraction to their ‘wisher’. 

Wisher ; is certain person or figure that ‘pray’ so desperately to save a spesifict soul. Their desperation create a lost soul. Only wisher or ‘Key’ (that unverstaff called them) can send lost soul home to their original universe. Wisher are connected to their lost soul in certain way. Can be from connected dream, uncontrollabelly attraction, or randomly crossing path. Sometimes wisher can read their lost soul emotion. Their connection can be distract if lost soul start to fond with others figures or entity (usualy this when Sitio coming). They also will falling to emptiness when lost soul are perish. That can be more than one potential ‘Key’, but only the original ‘Key’ can open the door to come home. 

Token of the Soul; is a glitch when someone have two existance in one unverse and it manifest as a certain object. It also fuction as a mark that tell universtaff of missplace existance, where they need to make it right. The object is clue from where universe they rip apart. It can be anythings; pen, pocket watch, pins, lipstick, braclet. It react if they crossing path with universtaff or ‘wisher’ of their soul. They need to meet their ‘wisher’ to come home.

I HOPE I CAN SHARE THIS ‘CHOOSING YOUR STORY’ STYLE HERE WITH YOU SOON!!! BYEEEE.... 

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brain: hi, you already finish the first alternate chapter, let's post them!

heart: i'm not ready for this... plus this fanfic is in bahasa...

brain: just the prologue maybe...

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this my resolution this year. I am also just learn how to write some parallel story that you can chose your ending. and i about to explode while making a draft.

Anyways, this story i create purposely to feed my thirst about my new fandom. yes its #btsfanfic. 

huraaay for mee

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I will become more productive in this quarantine time

everyone RN

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Random a.i.r

until this episode I still heartache  

seeing flowers from a glass bottle, 

in plastic ways

hurt when I see small flowers. 

become suffocated, flutters in every wave, tug, and breath 

when waters step by step longing for. 

then gone...

they change into green and bubbly figuration 

it doesn't as brownish as I remember, 

or clear as your vision to the future. 

and I still broke hearth when I heard your pen whispering to the age of plastic.  

13062018

[illneverrecover]

V Route (AND RAY ROUTE) Email Answers (UPDATE: COMPLETE)

Hey all -

I’ve seen some people asking for the answers for the guest emails, so I’ve been writing some down as I go.

I don’t know how spoilery this is, so putting it under a cut for those who haven’t had a chance to play the route yet, just in case!

I’ve seen some asks about emails since this route gives us a whole new set of guests, so I decided to see if I could help some homies out by keeping track of them. I’ll update as I go - I’m on the middle of day three DAY 5 right now, so I don’t have a ton of answers quite yet.  

UPDATE: Thanks to several generous Nonny’s, this is now complete!!!

IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER: 

Vampire (suggested by Jumin)

blood packs

House in the city (thanks  @goldsword1093!)

Modern & chic suit (thanks @kattehxx!)

Pluto (suggested by Seven)

No I’m not! (thanks Nonny for correcting me!)

Hades

Kerberos

Udon (suggested by Jumin, surprisingly)

I want to eat you! 

Go 180, stir fry (thanks Nonny for this!)

It’s good for health

Cleaning Fairy (suggested by Seven)

Using Machine

This is getting embarrassing (thanks @midoriyah-my-boy -I think it was you, my dumbass responded to your ask before doublechecking RIP me)

Spy training academy

Bpmonster (suggested by Zen)

experience electric shock

Shouldn’t miss the chance

What’s wrong with that?

Normal (suggested by Jaehee)

Rich enough to fill a swimming pool with money

There’s also a celebrity coming!

Hacker

DarkDragon (suggested by Seven)

I think it’s cool! Of course you can!

Smug, light and hope of students (thanks goldsword1093!)

Symbol of strength (thanks goldsword1093!)

Neuropsychiatry (suggested by Jaehee/Yoosung)

Freud

Dreams

Schizophrenia

Chickendelivery (suggested by Zen)

1200 - 1400 won

Press the stop button (thanks, Nonny!)

Goshiwon (thanks, Nonny!)

Clanguage (suggested by Seven)

Hello World! (which I knew was right, but I hit the other one cause I was distracted, don’t be like me).

D. Ritchie (thanks, goldsword1093!)

Trust the programmer

Earlyadapter

Drone (thanks goldsword1093!)

Wireless earphone (thanks goldsword1093!)

Crowd funding site

Watchmaster (suggested by Jumin)

Bezel

Minute hand 24 times, hour hand 2 time

To meet someone you love

Costume (suggested by Yoosung)

Never played main hero with awesome clothes

Player mentality increases +10 (thanks goldsword1093!)

Take part in the costume contest

Mr. Santa

3 moles behind the ears of Rudolph (thanks goldsword1093!)

The color you like

To be with their family for one day

Michelangeli (suggested by Jumin)

Sistine Chapel

Pieta

The last judgement

Retortfoodmaster

3 minutes (thanks goldsword1093!)

Pizza cheese (thanks goldsword1093!)

Cook meals however you want

Internetcafe

Luxurious buffet (thanks goldsword1093!)

Researcher of environments

PVP

Invisible 

H20

KCN

Behind (your name here)

Gymleader

Chicken breast

Squats

Treadmill

Hairdesigner

Afro hair

Afro hair

Yes

Installation

 Shoot a bat light into the sky

Because it lets you work in the dark

Robin boy

Icecreamseller

Rice flavored ice cream

Coffee

Scoop the ice cream into a flower

Satellite

Saint dogs

Nothing but the flesh of an astronaut

Satellite

Curryfactory

Indian Curry

Masala

Vindalo Factory

Familydoctor

…

…

…

Infodeptleader (thank you, Nonny & @art-of-dreaming!)

.—- .—- .—- .—-

-.— (thank you @emerald-love-blog-blog!!)

Choose the one with the most dots (or 9 dots on 3rd row). (thank you @kuronoageha!)

NOW HERE LIES THE EMAIL ANSWERS FROM RAY ROUTE: (shoutout to the anon who sent them all to me!)

Legendary Poet

Cake in the Shape of Cakes

And undone I find the mass of the plate

We also have bowls of rice

Database

Your name/players name

Yoosung Kimg

Not yet finalized

Insurance

Terms

Inegibility of marriage

coachlea insurance

Eyeglasses

Long sighted glasses

Blue light blocking glasses

heart shaped glasses

PillowLove

Munch

Take your blanket

We have a thin blanket 

Youth

Night owl

Read for self-improvement

health management

Body Guard

Check the names and invitations 

Play with Elizabeth 3rd

Next to Mr. Han

WhiteHacker

Strike First!

Unknown

Anonymous

Housekeeper

Agency

Silence is gold 

abuse your position

Politics

Voting!

National Sovereignity

Antarctic the land of Penguins

Reviewer

Credibility

Because you are lazy

cosmetic reviews

ProRhythmist

Slick, dope lit music

Nail art to train

racing game

Betago

Behind the cheerleaders

waiting list

idol concert

Thanks to everyone who has sent me messages, comments, and asks to help me finish this!  if anyone has anything they want to add or if I’m missing anything, let me know! Hope this helps some! <3 

[illneverrecover]

THIS NOW HAS ALL THE RAY ROUTE EMAIL ANSWERS IN IT!!  Thanks to the precious anon who sent them to me. So here lies Another Story Email Answer Guide! 

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I won't give up on this dream yet. Please give me a chance

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Is there any answers without a book?

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long time no post...

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Finally got there!! 😭 With low accuracy 😢 Class assignment Piccaso: Sylvette Media: oil painting on 50x60 canvas #piccasoappreciationart #arttherapyclass #arttherapymethods

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#WIP still many to go! Edisi keracunan water brush...😅😅 #watercolor #tree

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Grab the pencils and start scribbling.. 😊

[cassandrajean]

40,000 Followers Giveaway

I have passed 40k followers so I’ll do a giveaway like I promised!!

Rules!!!

▼ Only one like & one reblog counts per person (so you can have 2 tickets) 

▼ This is a giveaway for followers so only people who actually follow me can win. 

Prizes!!!

★ 1 winner will receive a tarot illustration of the character of their choice.

★ 1 winner will receive a colored portrait of the character of their choice.

★ 2 Winners will receive a sketch of the character they choose. 

The giveaway will end May 20th!!!

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Want this so muuuuch.. 😄😄😍

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What have u done comifuroooooo...?!?! *cry in the corner stare at the wallet #menyesalmemangkemudian with Yuni and ace – View on Path.