Talking To The Moon

🖤Espen❤️ 22 Searching for beauty in the mundane

[bits-and-things]

Hellooo❤️🖤

I just wanted to make a little get to know post:3

My name is Espen I like literature I’ve always loved writing although I only started to like reading when teachers stopped telling me to read. I love classic literature, old poetry and horror 📖📇

🎨I love art….Painting has always been a love of mine and now it’s turned into any kind of art. Sculpturing, painting, drawing, crochet, sewing literally anything artistic I will try.🖌️

Omg music is my favorite thing in the world🎧. I love all type of music I would love to make music but I’m too scatter brained🎶. Red is my favorite color, I have a completely red room. I listen to a lot of alternative bands falling in reverse has been my top band on Spotify for longer than I care to admit. 🎸

Fun facts: I’m a cat person, I’m almost done with uni, I have over 20 piercings and tattoos, I love clubbing and drinking🍺. You can dm me I might take a minute to answer cause I forget I own a phone.❤️🖤❤️

[bits-and-things]

Guys…i don’t think I have ever experienced such a pain in my life….so today I already woke up with the worst stomach ache cause hot girls have tummy issues obviously. I power through it cause I am truly a brave soldier I’m getting ready for work all that jazz…I get out of the shower and I hang up my towel and I go to grab my clothes that are by my fan………I bend out get my clothes as I’m coming back up some-fuckin-how and here is where I’m gonna get TMI so lean in close…guys my nipple piercing got caught in the cage part of my fan (╥﹏╥). I moved like nothing was caught cause I was unaware I was about to enter Dante Inferno ಥ﹏ಥ. The way I yelped in pain like a dog…then crumpled to the floor must of looked like a cartoon. Genuinely had to check if everything was still attached and where it was supposed to be….but im fineeee everything is fineeee ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) it currently looks and feels like a horror movie under my bra and my pen just ran out and I don’t get paid till next week (╥‸╥)<\3 im literally gonna cry..donate a dollar to save a hurt nip lmao.

[bits-and-things]

That fact today is only half over and I’m already completely over it…too many things have gone wrong and their is still so much to go wrong:,) soooo if anyone wants to buy me a pen you’d be my favorite person and would be sponsoring my sanity for the day.

[nocturnal-nora]

Tag game: Ten people you'd like to get to know

Thanks for the tag @biggusficus! I love this 😊

Last song: "Best Friend" by Foster The People🎧 To my suprise I would have bet it would have been Tame Impala, Michael Jackson or DJO as usual lol.

Currently watching: Ahhh spooky how do you know i'm watching something while i'm scrolling on Tumblr🫣 . Okkkayyy Love Island USA season 8 episode 6 the one that came out 3 hours ago lol

Current obsession: Actually my forever obsessions this isn't a phase mom! Lol Paladin Danse, DJO/Joe Keery, Cleaning videos, Fallout Settlement build videos, anything Fallout, Reading fanficts, manifestation techniques, TUMBLRRRRR, hot older men, DILFS, thirst traps, men kissing, art, boba tea and i'll say it again JOE KEERY, men with big eyes, men with big butts, men who looklike they are in misery like in a sad puppy dog way? lol, tons of emojis when I text☺️ and long longgg naps

Currently reading: "Win Today" by John H. Fisher I'm on page 2 lol but I like it so far

Currently working on: completing tasks, managing my OCD, writing my first fanfict and one shots, cleaning my room for the past 3 months, being more social, setting boundaries, mentally preparing to continue college in August, starting a Youtube channel for settlement builds fallout 4, creating+posting digital art on here and youtube

And more importantly over all being a better person and advocating for myself

Also being excited about life🌞

Currently wearing: "Uhhh Khakis?" remember that Jake from state Farm commercial?😅 okay i’m corny tough crowd tough crowd

I am wearing black leggings, a jumbo sized rose pink scrunchie holding my pineapple bun, an insanely oversized pastel pink shirt from an Italian restaurant called "Casa de Amore" and a hefty pad 🙃 my period is killing me sorry for the tmi

Last Google search: Joe Keery's birth chart😍 (seeing if he's compatible with me...spoiler alert he is so watchout girlies😜) and I typed in on my other tab "diamond City hobo fallout 4" because I forgot Sheffield's name (I never use the word hobo but for some reason I did? 🤔lol)

Favorite flower: OKAYYY so I have a Sunflower🌻obsession like my whole life!

My wallet, my room decor, my car decor, keychains, earrings etc you name it. Which is odd cause huh Joe Keery's Elle cover for 2025 has him with a sunflower!💛 (Coincidence? I think NOT!🕵🏻‍♀️I'm telling you we are total soulmatessss! You all are getting the wedding invites don’t worry🤭)

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I'm tagging, and you don't have to do it, just thought it was cutesy ... @advictoriams @autumnrose40 @pee-wee-tommy-blog @randomthoughtshere24 @alyx-sp-artkorzinochka @keithvalentinex @gunpowdernlead @burthdaycakee @falloutwrangler111 @purplebutterflyglasses

@roddyincowgirlboots

I did 11 tags now 🤷🏻‍♀️…sue me

Mutuals I'm too shy to poke, anyone I forgot I'm so sorry I still love you all 💕

[heavydirtyscul]

I was tagged by @nocturnal-nora 💙 now I can’t see my name but I’m doing it anyway it’s a fun game ☺️

Last song: Djo - Try me

Currently watching: Fargo the series

Current obsession: Djooo, Noah Kahan, Olivia Rodrigo, tøp, aaand Michael Jackson, I’ve watched tons of documents/archive videos of him performing ✨🕺

Currently reading: I have this book by Robert Greene - The Laws of Human Nature, and I dose it chapter by chapter ✨

Currently working on: myself and my mind, and I’m trying to go back to basics of drawing ✍️

Currently wearing: black tshirt and striped trousers

Last Google search: uuuuh, probably some florists nearby!

Favourite flower: Hmm, it shifted to small pinky/creamy roses lately, these delicate ones 💞 But I also love carnations and sunflowers 🌻💐

tagging, no pressure: @rememberinghim-comesinflashbacks @n-avigating @mushroomfrogo @fangirlposts @cozykeery @this-is-purgatory-silverstar @shinybugpoem @rightbefcregloom @dragpvth @snugbug27 @courageisneverforgotten 💙

[n-avigating]

thank you for the tag @heavydirtyscul 🤍 a very fun tag game indeed!

last song: this feels like the end - nothing but thieves

currently watching: classic doctor who & taskmaster

current obsession: 2nd doctor & avatar the last airbender... two wildly different things

currently reading: how to age disgracefully by clare pooley (this book reads like a britcom, it's amazing)

currently working on: not anything currently but i've got the urge to get back into drawing/painting recently

currently wearing: cargo trousers and a muppet tshirt

last google search: the twilight soundtrack........................

favourite flower: clematis, love in a mist & bluebells! they're so prettyyyyy

tagging, but no pressure: @backslidingbandito @void-moon @coughdropsandsoftspots @thelightbulbman @yeah-ephi @cowboyjoshdun @dragpvth @henrybeasley (anyone else who would like to do it for fun! and that makes 10)

[thelightbulbman]

thank you for tagging me @n-avigating! this looks fun!

last song: well right now i'm listening to fall away by twenty one pilots (wow, who's surprised that it's tøp... /s)

currently watching: after seeing everyone get excited about agggtm i have finallyyyyy started watching it. i really loved the books, so it is fun to see it be transformed for the show. i may have watched the whole of season one yesterday >_<

current obsession: my forever obsession of twenty one pilots. you will watch me thinking about them for most of the day. also i've been really obsessed with dissecting the poetry i am reading at the moment as i finished 'crush' by richard siken last month.

currently reading: i've just finished 'tree and leaf' and now started 'smith of wootton major' by tolkien. i've got a little collection of his works in one book and i am enjoying it immensely.

currently working on: managing my socialising alongside my new job. i struggle to balance everything in my life and usually just end up doing one thing until i burn out :/ but hopefully i can find a better divide of everything this time.

currently wearing: shorts and a t-shirt and my socks have little ferns on them - they are very cute

last search: umm. i guess technically it was me loading up tumblr, because i'm on desktop. but before that i was looking for hotels to stay at for some upcoming concerts i am going to.

favourite flower: right now i should say sunflower, because i am in the middle of a tallest sunflower competition with my family. but i do love a dandelion. they are so bright and fun and then you get to blow all their seeds away! also bluebells are really pretty.

okay now to tag other people, but no pressure: @iwasinthebath, @chaussonsauxapples, @brainwormcity, @pierrebeasley, @nearlyalmosthuman2, @carryallyournames, @stars4roryy, @helloclancy, @grabmy-bat, @swimmingthestrait

[stars4roryy]

thanks for the tag eddie!! this was fun

last song: paladin strait by twenty one pilots. been listening to clancy on repeat all day ofc

currently watching: buffy, I'm on the very last episode.... afterwards I'm gonna rewatch the 12th doctor's era again and get back to classic who

current obsession: twenty one pilots 😺 and granola and my jellycat sky dragon

currently reading: nothing unfortunately but I have 'on earth we're briefly gorgeous' on hold at my library

currently working on: managing my chronic illnesses and mh, appreciating the small things and quitting tiktok (unironically maybe harder than anything else I've quit they put steroids in that evil app)

currently wearing: black joggers and a mossy green bug t-shirt

last search: 'if i skip an ldn dose can i have it the next morning' boring 😔 reddit said it was probably fine to

favourite flower: bluebells and sunflowers

no pressure tags @starless--city @otsa-s @xx-starlitvixen-xx @xxmytwistednightmarexx @jerboaoa + anyone!

[starless--city]

ty for the tag ^_^ last song: laika by spiderhouse currently watching: started pluribus with my dad this week but we're only on episode three so far. but i really like it, its great. oh and also watching all of the mlp equestria girls movies with my little brother because i need to introduce him to peak cinema. we watched the second one yesterday

current obsession: uhh honestly idk. ive been watching a lot of dnp and bunch of friends lately so ig that?

currently reading: nothing at the moment, but i finished the midnight library by matt haig a few days ago. it was pretty good. i need to go to the library this weekend

currently working on: online psych course, trying to procrastinate on the internet less (its not going well) currently wearing: one of my mum's old shalwar kameez. its dark purplish with orange and green flowers

last search: 'after drinking bleach how long until the person dies' um.... im not providing context for that

favourite flower: sunflowers and jasmine

tagging (/nf): @deadwo0d @human-n0-l0ng3r @chewing-on-lead @because-i-do-it-all-the-time @eating-the-sand @archiviism @not-new-jeans @astralduck08 @dakotawastaken @ang3l-ocean there we go, 10 people !!

[human-n0-l0ng3r]

aaaah tysm for the tag!! :))

last song: pitiful by mthu !!

currently watching: i’m trying to power my way through the goslingverse and my letterboxd watchlist.. sighs heavily 

current obsession: bloodymary!! 

currently reading: broca’s brain (carl sagan) and project hail mary (andy weir)

currently working on: well right now i’m eating a bagel. but in general i’m working on getting through my letterboxd watchlist and a stack of books

currently wearing: bulky cardigan that i stole from my friend and boxers

last search: “how to get manic panic off of shower” 

favorite flower: forget me nots, gladiolus + foxglove as of rn

tags! /nf : @eli-eli-lema-sabachthani @ach1lles-heel @boyblogdog @guineapigdork @caesuim @nowhere-4ever @tenpoiintbuck @cat-found-in-an-allie + open :)

[cat-found-in-an-allie]

hello hello tis i.

last song: Paint it black, by the Rolling stones

currently watching: A clockwork orange. go watch it.

current obssesion: fish + this one musician from kentucky (cough cough, xander tuttle)

currently reading: The Sherlock Holmes books! i recently finished the return of sherlock holmes

currently working on: a fish in a soda can

currently wearing: a grey undershirt, my emoest t shirt, fashion pants, and a comfy hoodie

last search: silly fish (images)

favorite flower: roses and the lotus cuz im basic </3

my frens: @cl0wn1nth3fuckr0und @uniformedwater @june-on-neptune @fakeassemotraans @erikvoice-perfection @kennyissilly @adrianiscrineagain @ivewhops @y0urbrother-thefailure @myblo0dispurple + open tags

[june-on-neptune]

last song: My World - Conan Gray

currently watching: shameless

current obsession: in-between obsessions rn / too busy moving apartments

currently reading: flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keys (its my favorite book i reread it every few years)

currently working on: music always

currently wearing: dark brown shirt and light blue striped long sleeve shirt corduroy pants and boots + 3 necklaces my weeding ring and glasses

last google search: Golden-handed tamarin

favourite flower: carnation

@saturnscraftstudio @onyx-phantom @jamiethesoprano @stacy616 @riotgrrrlgerardway

[onyx-phantom]

thanks for the tag @june-on-neptune

last song: Sextape - Deftones

currently watching: The Summer Hikaru Died

current obsession: going out on my motorcycle whenever i get a chance and David Bowie

currently reading: If We Were Villains by M.L. Rio + Catching Fire by Suzanne Collins (annual re-read)

currently working on: getting another motorcycle and keeping up with working out

currently wearing: black band t-shirt, green cargo pants, black hightop converse, silver chain, silver rings, black leather bracelet.

last google search: googled a question about the Hunger Games- lore related

favorite flower: daffodils

@usagi-03 @emssweetooth @crypticdesire @qrispyqueen69

[usagi-03]

Thank u for the tag!! @onyx-phantom

Last song: Vinculo- Enjambre

Currently watching: The summer Hikaru Died

Current obsession: My puppy

Currently reading: Nothing specific rn but reading fanfics here and there

Currently working on: Getting my bachelor’s degree

Currently wearing: A gray shirt with a tea cup filled with blood design, shorts, and sandals

Last google search: “Doma by Jósean Log lyrics”

Favorite flower: Lily of the valley

Tagging: @ratorose @a-random-url @allti-vera @remedy06 @littleleaguefailure @xxmobulaxx @fadedashtray @vampirechao @apollosicarus @sylusxoxo

[xxmobulaxx]

Tagged by @usagi-03 Thanks for the tag ^^

Last song : Pork Soda by Glass Animals

Currently watching : "Shameless" and "The Boys"

Current obsession : Alien Stage and Frankenstein (novel)

Currently reading : "Left Hand of Darkness" by Ursula K. Le Guin

Currently working on : Getting my Visa. Paperwork hell...

Currently wearing : White tank top with red small flower patterns, denim miniskirt, blue headband, knee socks and platform mary janes

Last Google search : "Custom guitar pick"

Favorite flower : Poppy

Tagging :

@sleepygirlinterlude @apollosicarus @thehat-man @wolfofmorbach @lo-vebunny @windwollf90 @bluecandle7 @taurus-boredom @lackofmetal

[sleepygirlinterlude]

Thanks for the tag 🖤 @xxmobulaxx

Last song: Hot Blooded by New Constellations

Currently watching: American Horror Story

Current Obsession: uhhhh idk

Currently reading: nothing rn last book I read was These Violent Delights by Micah Nemerever

Currently working on: not having a mental breakdown

Currently wearing: black tank top with a brown sweater on top, dark grey dress pants, and Delia oxfords (boring, ugly, basic work uniform)

Last google search: HeavenSent cavity locket

Favorite flower: that one flower from Tangled idk I’m not a flower person

Tagging:

@howtohavesexwithangels @bruisednicotinekisses @bl00dvyy @paranoiaavenue @bits-and-things @apollosicarus @morgassmo

[bits-and-things]

Hellooooo thank you so much tagging me :3

Last song - That’s What Everybody Said by Wabie : funny enough it was actually my first time listening to that song. It just came up on my Spotify, but after listening to it like halfway through I decided I severely fucked with it. Then proceeded to add it to my likes and some playlists.

Currently watching - so I am just started watching Solar Opposites it’s not the type of thing I usually watch but it’s fun. I usually watch a lot of horror and true crime but every once in awhile I take a cartoon break so I guess that’s the era I’m in now. The last horror series I watched is called Metamorphosis which I really liked it now one of my favorites. Psychological thrillers are my shit truly nothing better than putting one on and smoking in bed.

Current Obsession - I spent way too long thinking of this…I have so many 5 minute obsessions I’m all over the place all the time…..right now maybe photography and makeup. I used to be really into them in highschool but fell out of it but recently I’ve been having a lot more fun with my makeup and photos. I actually just did a whole photoshoot in the woods not too long ago. I wanna start posting more photos I just haven’t been able to find the time recently.

Currently Reading - I am re-reading one of my favorite books called “Someone Who Will Love you in All your Damaged Glory” I love this book so much I’ve never read anything like it before and it came to me at a perfect time in life. I love reading my favorite author is a poet….Edgar Allan Poe something about how he writes is just perfect to me..i love poems and pretty words that just do something to me haha. Although I have had a craving to re-read another book series called “Diary of an Oxygen Thief” that is also a book like no other and I have a super fun story about that book/author…

Currently Working On - so many things actually…Jesus I’m actually drowning it’s insane…literally holding on to sanity by a hair. I got a new job and I’m looking at moving and I’m fixing my yard and traveling for some concerts and making some new clothes for summer and still trying to do my art stuff and sleep. The amount of stuff I’m doing makes me perpetually exhausted,but summer is always like that for me I always do so much. One cause I need money for the summer….so I have to do a lot of jobs and then cause all the stuff I do in always traveling and getting new jobs it’s a fun and vicious cycle.

Currently Wearing - The wording of this made me laugh it’s very 21 questions to me haha. I am currently a black t-shirt has has a cartoon skull smoking with the sleeves rolled up a bit cause it’s really big on me. With blue denim baggy shorts…fishnets under my shorts and my beat to shit vans that’s I’ve had for forever and half.

Last Google Search - “printed rolling papers” I really want fun papers cause likeeeee if I’m smoking why can’t it be fun and girly ya know. I have pink papers but I wants cute ones with hearts or something.

Favorite Flower - I have an insanely cliche answer…red roses…yes I know very basic but I don’t care they’re so pretty and they smell so nice. My love for red roses is a great one…they always remind of good times and not so much home but like what home could be. Not to be too sentimental but they is a a lot of reason as to why they are my favorite. Belle is one of my favorite Disney princesses too so that helps a lot but everything about roses has always enthralled me…the fact they grow really well with blood insane and metal for something so pretty.

Tagging: @leonie-giardini @acrilykk @sincereollie @yourcutegf @phantompool @jojoweb @sicklycoldcrusader @xxn0pexx @danboran @grainnomad

[bits-and-things]

When I die please bury me

Just not in a cemetery

Place me somewhere beautiful, but nice and deep

Let earthworms devour me

Maybe when they make it to my heart they’ll see

Visions of you and me

When I die please bury at me night when the moon is full

So my soul can sail space in it’s infinity

Let the cosmos tell me secrets and stories

I’ll share ours even though it drips with melancholy

[bits-and-things]

The last few weeks have been so busy im so tired :,) buttttt its fine im fine, the weather is warm so honestly i don’t need sleep i just need to photosynthesis. I’m so excited for the weather to warm up a bit more so i can go hang out by the water :)

[bits-and-things]

Have you ever come across a book quote that describes your own life with scary accuracy?

This is such a cool question! I’ve been thinking about for a couple of days while I’ve been at work. It’s really given me something to think about and I keep coming back to a book I got in San Francisco. I got this book at a super low emotional as well as physical time in my life. I was dealing with a lot and I’ve always found solace in books, so I really turned to them in that time of my life. The book I found at a secondhand bookstore that I somehow managed to drag myself to is called “Someone Who Will Love You in all Your Damaged Glory” by Raphael Bob - Waksberg

The whole book called to me its by the creator of “Bojack Horseman” which is a prevalent show in my life. It’s a pink book with an egg that has a cracked shell and tape over the crack that has “someone” written on it. It’s full of short stories a lot of small bits resonate with me, but there is a story that sticks out it’s called “Rules for Taboo”. I was siting at my favorite place (the beach) reading my book and I got to this story. I didn’t think much when I read the first part it’s just the rules for Taboo……but it goes into examples and each example really specific, like inside jokes. It gives a looking glass into a relationship and it’s just a very interesting and different story. I’m sure a lot of people can relate to bites and pieces of the story…even though the details are intimate and specific. The story has an example of tomorrow and what you can’t say to describe it and what you can say. The example ends with this sentence. “This terrifies me and I don’t know why. Maybe I’m just weak. Maybe we’re both so incredibly weak”.

When I read that I took a pause for a moment…as small and probably cliche as some way think the line is it just made me feel very seen in a time where I completely closed myself in. I re-read the story before I answered this. It brought me back the feelings of reading it for the first time. It’s one of my favorite books I’ve read ever read and I’m really happy I found it at that bookstore.

[bits-and-things]

What piercing do you want next?

I love piercings

I currently have…alot I think it’s like 17 or 18 I started getting piercings when I was a teenager I got some done in actual piercing places and others……in my bathroom and friend’s (⸝⸝⸝╺﹏╺⸝⸝⸝) but we’re not gonna talk about that.

My next piercing is gonna be an addition to these 2 surface piercings ↜₍^ > w <^₎ Ψ it’s gonna be 2 more surface dermals where my collar bones begin.

I got the idea kinda out of the blue one day……did some research at a coffee shop then went annnddd got them done with at a shop. Me and the piercer came up with this cool placement ૮꒰˶ ^ ˕ ^ ꒱ა . The next piercing the jewelry is also gonna be 2 cute little crosses which I am uubbber excited about

I’m also getting these soon too ૮꒰ ˶> ༝ < ྀི˶꒱ა

[bits-and-things]

Do you have any tattoos? If so, which is your favorite?

I have alotttttt of tattoos teehee I love tattoos and I love the process of getting them. I got my first one at 16 (done professionally)…..then I got many more before 18 that I did do by myself ('''' •᷄ ᴗ •᷅ ) *I do not recommend most of the ones I did myself are professionally covered now.*

I think I have around 20-25 tattoos and I love them all very differently I don’t have a favorite per-say mostly cause anytime I get a new one it becomes my favorite lol. ૮꒰ ˶^༝ ^˶꒱ა ♡

One day I’ll do a whole post for all my tattoos but I need a tan first lol <3

[bits-and-things]

~Stars shining bright above you~✨

~dream a little dream of me🌙

[bits-and-things]

Out or all can you show me your fav tats?

I don’t have a favorite but my most recent is one on my leg. It’s on the back of my thigh and it’s Morticia and Gomez Addams dancing. My artist made it from a picture from the old black and white show from a test photo of them the actors together in costume. :)

[bits-and-things]

ur style is so cool do u wanna be friends? also i make music i could show u how it works!!

That’s so cool, both of those sound awesome :3

[bits-and-things]

"I am the soft starlight at night. Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep." Sylvia Plath

[bits-and-things]

I miss the summer sun

[lunamonchtuna]

— Sylvia Plath, from The Letters of Sylvia Plath Vol. I: 1940-1956 (via lunamonchtuna)

[bits-and-things]

Time is a funny thing, one moment it was you and me embracing a warm breeze. The next moment it was just me alone in a hallow..cold..unforgiving breeze.

[bits-and-things]

Pretty girls make graves