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i don’t wanna die, i just want to cease existing

ya boys getting stress and depress hives. Now my sadness has manifested physically. God send me a angel and take me away from here please.

alone~going the fuck through it

nothing like having fucking anxiety attacks in every public place ever 😂😂😂😂😂

your boy is going the fuck thru it man. like really. like how am I not good enough for anyone, how can I just be thrown to the side so easily. the world and all the people in it are so cold, I’m so fucking lonely man. I put all my chips into a bag for someone and now I’m just. Fucked all the time. Always fucking alone. Always have panic attack’s. Like I wanna fucking die so many times out of my day. I just want this shitty life to finally get better. I’ve been waiting for ducking years man. If there’s a god just ducking please just save me already from this ducking hell. I’m a piece of fucking garbage that’s just been thrown to the side of everyone’s fucking life. I’m a casualty. Nobody fucking cares. Nobody man. Im just alone and insufficient and insignificant. Do you know how much it hurts to be fucking grieving and someone doesn’t give a single fuck. To tell someone you miss them and to just be ducking ignored. Why do I always end up loving these fucking shittyy people. Why. God if you’re real. Just fucking save me now please anyways. I’m fuycking begggijg at this. Point

iamnotokaybutnobodywilleverknoworevencare

going thru it

in houston

nothing like TWO job rejection emails to remind you that you really ain’t shit and not good enough. 😊

lol fuck lol my lol fucking lol joke lol of lol a lol life.

fuckekekekkekwkakkkcfuck

6am, & I haven’t been able to sleep. Wondering why everyone just throws me to the side. Why people can just leave my life without batting an eye. How my life can change so much in one week. Things haven’t been looking up in so long. I just feel like I’m alone and drowning all the time. Drowning in negativity, sorrow and loneliness. I feel like such a bit part in everyone’s lives around me. I just want to feel wanted, significant, anything.i want to be someone’s everything, so significant in someone’s life it hurts when we aren’t around each other. I haven’t been loved they way I really wanna be loved. Hell, I haven’t been loved period. One day these feelings will end, and that’s what’s getting me through it all, but honestly I don’t know how much longer it can go on for. I’m hanging on by a thread. I wish I could just sit and talk to someone. But there’s no one around. And if there are people around it’s what they want to talk about and how they feel. People around me have constantly bombarded me with their negativity, and talk about what they’re feeling. I have always listened. But once things are up for them, they just throw me to the side and never reciprocate. I just feel so much wrong in my soul. My heart physically hurts. My brain physically hurts. I’m emotionally and mentally at my breaking point.

killme:)

almost 4 years already of just dying inside. make it stop

today has been the hardest in a long time, it’s like my worthlessness grows little by little. like idk, i don’t want to live with this feeling anymore.

fuck man, i feel so worthless and insignificant please make it stop already, please.

the universe always reminds me, im not good enough

24+ years & counting

For once, I want someone to try for me, make a sincere effort.

I feel like I’m asking for too much.

Too much

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