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★Uranus through the houses: what generational curse you are here to break★
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Uranus in 1st: to break the stigma around being yourself, your "real" self, doing you, what you really want and going against the wind because that is your purpose and calling. Finding yourself, and not hiding it away. Doing everything you desire to, not confronting to societal or traditional norms, being the one of heart
Uranus in 2nd: Speaking up, showing what respect is supposed to mean for one self, initiating the concept of self respect and personal boundaries, re-inventing the relationship with money, material things and desires.
Uranus in 3rd: Big thoughts, innovative thinking. Thinking in a broad manner, against the current circumstances or conditioning. Big dreamers for a reason. Usually either extremely strong or extremely weak relationship with siblings for whatever the reason. New, big ideologies. Breaking the generational thinking patterns.
Uranus in 4th: Someone who would follow their heart. Choosing their chosen family, prioritizing the family they created. Following the spirit of their soul and mind. Bringing reforms in the whole family, changing the family dynamics from their generation and lineage, reforming traditional dogmas and orthodoxes running in the family through generations.
Uranus in 5th: Taking pleasures of life seriously. Being more attuned to your inner voice if it signals you to follow your dreams, hobbies and passions. Leaving this "work until you die" kind of mentality and actually indulging in things you like, following your heart, the rhythm of your soul. Full of creative energy.
Uranus in 6th: Breaking monotony in life, breaking this idea and pattern of stability, security, and predictability in life. Leaving behind the idea of, "tunnel vision", basically. May despise following routines, structures, traditions in life. Usually have spontaneous bursts of energy instead of being consistent per se, usually the "turbulent" types.
Uranus in 7th: for this placement, I feel their spouse or partner would heal patterns more than them. I mean both of you together would change things together, but they would more likely lead or initiate this revolution. Your family may have hard time settling with them, but eventually all would be good.
Uranus in 8th: The way the shadow side of life is treated or talked about. Maybe you grew up in a family where darker things like, death, or other taboo topics were not discussed. This is true for a majority of people who do not have this placement as well, but you would be the one who may introduce them to such ideas and may be in charge of making them comfortable embracing their own shadows, and so you may often experience projection from your family often, because you're triggering their shadows.
Uranus in 9th: Someone who would not accept things taught to them for no reason, without explanation. Other placement that speaks in terms of genetic unwinding. You would change the way upcoming generation thinks. You may question religion, traditions, beliefs a lot, not to ridicule them, but to find their relevance in the current world. Expanding the tunnel vision, the view of the world. You may adapt a different culture or a philosophy than the one you're born with and challenge the idea of unknown and foreign in your family.
Uranus in 10th: This stigma attached to people and society and the world. "what would they say" "what would they think" and you may most probably set out to do things no one in your lineage could think of doing, especially in terms of jobs and career, creating something new altogether. You may be seen as eccentric by others for that, but more you grow in this energy, more you would heal this idea of following the crowd for people who are lost themselves.
Uranus in 11th: This again for people who have the wildest dreams and do not care about being a part of the social community or to conform to it in any way. You are very very likely to have high spirits, and follow your higher purpose, your dreams. More of a rebel kind of placement, you do not care if your dreams or ambitions are different than the one imposed or planned for you. You would break this programming of needing to be a certain way, a certain success recipe, a certain dream, in your lineage.
Uranus in 12th: More of a visionary kind of placement. Someone who does not conform to immediate ideas and tunnel visions. Someone who's thoughts and ideas would not make sense currently but would be the future. You are here to heal subconscious programming, limiting beliefs, thoughts, and opinions of your lineage. The deepest of all the above placement and very transformative. You yourself may have experienced unexpected changes and events in life, that shake you right from the bottom until a steady foundation is built, and you are meant to transmute this same lessons and light to your lineage.
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saturn through the signs & houses: the part of life that feels like it has to be earned
how to use this: read for your saturn sign and/or house. if you have both the sign and house mentioned, it’ll probably feel even louder.
disclaimer: saturn isn’t just delays, karma and restrictions. saturn is also where you feel older than your age, where you compare yourself to other people the most, where you secretly feel behind, where you put impossible expectations on yourself and where you often become your own worst critic. it’s also where you slowly become incredibly wise with age.
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✶ saturn in aries / saturn in the 1st house
i don’t think people talk enough about how this placement can make someone feel like everyone else got given a handbook on confidence that they somehow missed out on. you may have spent a lot of your life watching people be decisive, bold and self-assured while wondering why things that seem so natural to everyone else feel so difficult for you. i’ve noticed this placement can make someone weirdly hard on themselves for making mistakes because deep down there’s a fear of looking incapable or not knowing what they’re doing. another thing i see all the time is people with this placement apologising for taking up space, asking for reassurance more than people realise or second-guessing decisions after they’ve already made them. you can also have a complicated relationship with anger. either you hold it in until you suddenly explode or you feel guilty for being angry at all. many people with this placement were mature in some ways very young but still feel like they’re “behind” in becoming who they’re supposed to be. what’s ironic is that other people often see you as much braver and stronger than you see yourself. saturn here tends to reward you later in life with a quiet confidence that can’t be faked because you’ve had to build it from the ground up. advice: stop waiting to feel fearless before doing things. your confidence usually comes after the action, not before it.
✶ saturn in taurus / saturn in the 2nd house
this placement often worries about security far more than people realise. even during periods where life is stable, there can be a little voice in the back of your mind saying, “but what if something goes wrong?” i’ve noticed a lot of people with this placement struggle spending money on themselves, asking for help or even accepting compliments because they often feel like everything has to be earned first. another thing i’ve noticed is that you may have a difficult relationship with receiving. receiving gifts, support, praise or affection can sometimes feel strangely uncomfortable because part of you thinks you should be able to provide everything for yourself. saturn here can also make someone underestimate their own value. you may compare your success, appearance, finances or achievements to everyone else and feel like you’re not doing enough. many people with this placement had to learn lessons around scarcity very early in life, whether emotional or material, which can make you cling tightly to what makes you feel safe. ironically, this placement often becomes incredibly abundant later in life because you’ve learned the value of patience and consistency. advice: you’re allowed to enjoy things before you’ve “earned” them. life isn’t supposed to be all responsibility and survival.
✶ saturn in gemini / saturn in the 3rd house
this placement can create some of the biggest overthinkers i’ve ever seen. you may replay conversations from years ago and still cringe over something nobody else remembers. i’ve noticed people with this placement often worry about saying the wrong thing, being misunderstood or sounding unintelligent. there can be a tendency to compare your intelligence to other people’s and secretly feel like everyone else knows something you don’t. another thing i see a lot is people with this placement thinking of the perfect thing to say hours after the conversation has already ended. some people with this placement grew up feeling unheard, interrupted, shy or like they had to prove they were smart enough. because of this, you can become extremely thoughtful with words and very careful about what you say. the interesting thing is that saturn here often creates incredibly wise people because you’ve spent your whole life analysing everything. advice: your voice matters even when it shakes. not every thought has to be perfect before it’s shared.
✶ saturn in cancer / saturn in the 4th house
this placement often feels emotionally older than everyone around them. there can be a sense that you had to grow up quickly or become responsible for things that shouldn’t have been your responsibility. i’ve noticed people with this placement struggle asking for help because they’re so used to being the helper, the listener or the dependable one. another thing i see often is people feeling guilty for having needs. you may take care of everyone else’s feelings while quietly neglecting your own. saturn here can also create people who crave emotional security but struggle to trust it when they finally have it because they’re so used to preparing for things to go wrong. home, family and belonging can feel like very serious subjects to you. many people with this placement become the “parent friend” because they naturally carry responsibility. advice: not everything has to rest on your shoulders and you’re allowed to let people support you too.
✶ saturn in leo / saturn in the 5th house
despite what people assume, this placement can actually be terrified of attention. you may want to express yourself, create things and be seen, yet simultaneously fear embarrassment, criticism or being judged. i’ve noticed many people with this placement hide their talents, downplay compliments or struggle believing praise when they receive it. another thing i see often is people feeling like they have to be exceptional before they deserve recognition. there can be a fear of looking silly, being too much or taking up too much space. some people with this placement become extremely hard on themselves creatively and stop themselves from trying things because they fear not being good enough. ironically, saturn here often creates some of the most talented people because you’ve spent so long refining your gifts. advice: your creativity deserves to exist even when it’s imperfect.
✶ saturn in virgo / saturn in the 6th house
i honestly think this is one of the placements most likely to be constantly hard on themselves. you may hold yourself to standards that you would never expect from anyone else. i’ve noticed people with this placement struggle resting because there’s always something else that needs fixing, improving or organising. another thing is that you may attach your worth to being useful. when you’re helping people, working hard or being productive, you feel valuable. when you’re resting, you can feel guilty. saturn here can also create people who worry about getting things wrong, missing details or not doing enough. many people with this placement become the person everyone relies on because you’re dependable, but it can become exhausting when you feel like you can never put yourself first. advice: your value doesn’t disappear when you’re resting.
✶ saturn in libra / saturn in the 7th house
relationships can feel incredibly serious to you. i’ve noticed people with this placement often compare their relationships to everyone else’s or feel like they’re behind in some way. you may put a lot of pressure on yourself to make relationships work and can stay in situations longer than you should because you feel responsible for keeping the peace. another thing i’ve noticed is that people with this placement often mature a lot through relationships and learn difficult lessons about boundaries, fairness and self-worth. there can also be a fear of disappointing others or making the wrong choices in love. advice: maintaining harmony shouldn’t come at the expense of yourself.
✶ saturn in scorpio / saturn in the 8th house
this placement takes trust incredibly seriously. i’ve noticed people with this placement often expect betrayal before it even happens. vulnerability can feel dangerous because you know how painful loss, rejection or disappointment can be. another thing i’ve noticed is that many people with this placement carry emotional burdens privately and rarely let others see how much they’re struggling. you may want deep connections but simultaneously fear them because closeness feels risky. saturn here often creates people who become fascinated by psychology, trauma, healing and understanding human behaviour because you’ve spent so much time trying to understand yourself and others. advice: not everyone is going to hurt you the way you’ve been hurt before.
✶ saturn in sagittarius / saturn in the 9th house
you may secretly feel like you should have life figured out by now. i’ve noticed people with this placement often put pressure on themselves to have answers, know their purpose or understand where they’re heading. another thing is that you may feel embarrassed when your beliefs change because you hold yourself to high intellectual or moral standards. saturn here can create people who question everything and spend years searching for meaning. ironically, this placement often becomes incredibly wise because you’ve questioned so much. advice: you’re allowed to be learning. nobody has all the answers.
✶ saturn in capricorn / saturn in the 10th house
this placement often feels like it was born carrying responsibilities. there can be a sense that you’re always thinking about the future, your goals or what needs to be done next. i’ve noticed people with this placement often tie their self-worth to achievements and can struggle to relax because being productive feels safer than slowing down. another thing is that people may assume you’re stronger than you actually feel because you appear capable and composed. many people with this placement feel older than their peers when they’re young and then younger than their peers later in life because they finally learn how to enjoy themselves. advice: you don’t need to earn rest.
✶ saturn in aquarius / saturn in the 11th house
this placement can feel like being an outsider even when you’re surrounded by people. i’ve noticed many people with this placement struggle feeling like they truly belong somewhere. friendships can feel incredibly important to you and you may take loyalty very seriously. another thing i’ve noticed is that you may compare your social life to other people’s and wonder why connection seems easier for everyone else. saturn here can also create people who feel different, misunderstood or ahead of their time. ironically, many people with this placement become the very person others look up to because they learn to embrace what makes them unique. advice: you don’t need to fit in to be valued.
✶ saturn in pisces / saturn in the 12th house
this placement often carries invisible weight. i’ve noticed people with this placement can be incredibly hard on themselves internally while appearing completely fine on the outside. there may be guilt that you can’t explain, worries that you keep to yourself or a tendency to carry emotional burdens that don’t even belong to you. another thing i’ve noticed is that people with this placement often need a lot of alone time but then feel guilty for needing it. boundaries can be difficult because you naturally absorb so much from the world around you. saturn here often creates deeply compassionate and understanding people because you’ve spent so much of your life navigating difficult emotions privately. advice: not every burden is yours to carry.
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Blue velvet worm, Euperipatoides rowelli, Peripatopsidae
Euperipatoides rowelli occurs in humid, temperate forests of southeastern Australia. Its main habitat is decaying logs on the forest floor, where it lives in crevices and feeds on small invertebrates.
Specimens are rarely found alone, usually forming groups of a few individuals containing females, males, and juveniles. Laboratory observations on behavior concluded that these groups present some sort of hierarchy with dominant females.
Photographed in New South Wales by squiresk
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