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This Blog will contain Back and White Photos that I enjoy...for enjoyment of Adults only.

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Goodbye

To my follows, it's goodbye. I will no longer be posting to this site in fact will be deleting it. Why? Because I no longer need it...life for me is pretty rock bottom and I face a lot of changes, not many for the good or so it would seem. I'm alone tonight and have had time to think...too much maybe! The love of my life is moving away, for reasons I understand but it is difficult for me...but will try with all my love to make it work... My life needs to change, and I realise I am alone and have to do this on my own for myself, however difficult it is. Hopefully some will come along with me on my journey and who knows others may join me on the way. I crave commitment from others but realise I can not rely on it being there. I guess if you don't know what you want in life it's difficult to give a commitment. I have done things in the past I'm not proud of, I guess a lot of us have. I have reflected on these and will learn and make myself a better person. Tonight I'm alone when all I desire is his company and warmth, but he's away. I wish he was here... So what does the future hold? Who knows.....I hope you all find what your looking for in life.

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Happy Birthday to me, Happy 2nd Birthday to me....

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I like the word....cordially

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Note to Neil....

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Can only hope...

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Life

Big day in my life today...finally stopped thinking about things....starting to do things...my life is complicated...too complicated...I have today started down a path that will ultimately hurt people, and has already, and me I guess. But it's something I have to do for me...it could be the start of something amazing, a Phoenix rising from the ashes, or I could end up on the junk heap....but as I'm already on the junk heap..... Im scared and very alone...but I have to be strong for me....and only me...coz that all there is 😏

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Long lonely walk on the beech….was good time to reflect and think about things that are close to my heart….

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GABRIELLE – Out of Reach

This was played on the radio last week as I was driving through the New Forest and it totally devastated me....I thought at the time the lyrics were apt for my feelings and situation....I now know I was loved by you....even if you can't say it...❤️....this is for you Verse 1 Knew the signs wasn't right I was stupid for a while Swept away by you And now I feel like a fool Chorus So confused My heart's bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far I never had your heart Out of reach, couldn't see We were never meant to be Verse 2 Catch myself from despair I could drown if I stay here Keeping busy everyday I know I will be ok Chorus But I'm So confused My heart's bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far I never had your heart Out of reach, couldn't see We were never meant to be Bridge So much hurt, so much pain Takes a while to regain What is lost inside And I hope that in time You'll be out of my mind I'll be over you Chorus And now I'm So confused My heart's bruised Was I ever loved by you? Out of reach, so far I never had your heart Out of reach, couldn't see We were never meant to be Out of reach, so far, You never gave your heart In my reach, I can see There's a life out there for me

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Just remember this...

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Hope

'Hope' is the thing with feathers— That perches in the soul— And sings the tune without the words— And never stops—at all— And sweetest—in the Gale—is heard— And sore must be the storm— That could abash the little Bird That kept so many warm— I've heard it in the chillest land— And on the strangest Sea— Yet, never, in Extremity, It asked a crumb—of Me.

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I wish I was happier....just so sad 😢😢

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Love Hurts

I know in my heart its over You just want me for a friend I realize more each moment Your love is at the end I find it hard to look at you It still hurts to see your face I can't forget how good you felt I miss your sweet embrace I can not bare to hear you talk Weak vibrations are so wrong There's no affection in your voice The sound of love is gone There's pain in every breath I take The air broadcasts your cologne At home, at work, and everywhere I'm lost and all alone I've heard it said "Time heals all wounds" I can only hope its true Right now it seems unlikely Because I'm still in love with you

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Clocks W.H Auden

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead, Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now: put out every one; Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun; Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood. For nothing now can ever come to any good.