Goodbye
To my follows, it's goodbye. I will no longer be posting to this site in fact will be deleting it. Why? Because I no longer need it...life for me is pretty rock bottom and I face a lot of changes, not many for the good or so it would seem. I'm alone tonight and have had time to think...too much maybe! The love of my life is moving away, for reasons I understand but it is difficult for me...but will try with all my love to make it work... My life needs to change, and I realise I am alone and have to do this on my own for myself, however difficult it is. Hopefully some will come along with me on my journey and who knows others may join me on the way. I crave commitment from others but realise I can not rely on it being there. I guess if you don't know what you want in life it's difficult to give a commitment. I have done things in the past I'm not proud of, I guess a lot of us have. I have reflected on these and will learn and make myself a better person. Tonight I'm alone when all I desire is his company and warmth, but he's away. I wish he was here... So what does the future hold? Who knows.....I hope you all find what your looking for in life.




