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𝔾𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕝 𝕀𝕟𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟

“ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴏʟᴅɪᴇʀ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʀ? ꜰᴀʟꜱᴇ. ᴀ ꜱᴏʟᴅɪᴇʀ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʀᴏɴᴛ ʟɪɴᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ʙᴀᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʀ ɪꜱ ᴏᴠᴇʀ.”

ℝ𝕦𝕝𝕖𝕤 | 𝕍𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕖𝕤 | 𝔸𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 | 𝔸𝕤𝕜 𝕄𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕤 | ℙ𝕖𝕣𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕖𝕣 ℂ𝕒𝕝𝕝

Independent and open roleplay blog for Selene of the Underworld series. Please read the rules before interacting, and be advised that this blog may contain violence, gore, death, and/or sexual themes. Multiverse, OC, and duplicate-friendly.

Penned by Patrick/legend--wolf, she/her. 20+, minors DNI. Inbox is open to all. Icons by manonhelps.

Tracking: #blccdbound

Affiliates: @wcrstarter, @halfvampirehalflycan, @beast-boy10, @retriibutions

threespringspoet

The blueprint, words by: @threespringspoet

#they were after queue #musings #self: what will i become?

(i may start doing this thing where i'm inactive for days at a time and then fervently begin posting like i'm on drugs oops)

#(i assure you that the only drug i am on is my adhd meds)#ooc

(vibrating shaking heart pounding trembling because i haven't had caffeine today)

(how do people make ship edits i have an idea)

legends-and-savages

"I was laying low the whole time." She said. "Trying my best to blend in so no I haven't outwardly heard anything." Eve said. "But I think that you two are good at hiding so if he's anywhere he's in hiding." Eve said.

"But you would know better, but I'm ready to go looking if you are." Eve said. "Unless you can't leave." Eve said. "Because I can go looking if you're busy as long as you point me in the right direction."

Bless the girl, she truly was trying to establish an emotional connection with her mother despite Selene clearly having no idea how to interact with the child. Everything about Eve is like a reflection of her father and it both pains and heals Selene.

She only ponders Eve's proposal for a moment before ultimately shaking her head in gentle refusal. "If he truly is out there in hiding, then he is able to take care of himself for the time being...and if not, then his body will remain where it rests." Michael might be missing still, but the girl in front of her is not, and Selene does not want to lose another person she cares for. "Come, let us return to the castle. There is someone who has expressed interest in meeting you for a while."

#ic #reply #v; there is no end #legends and savages #(first off i am so sorry it's been taking me so long to reply 😭)#(i really don't mean to be this slow lol)#(good god i can't seem to decide if michael is still alive or not at this time)

Me, feeling uninspired and overworked: Maybe I should take a break from RPing

Also me, taking a break from RPing: God I feel so bad basically leaving people on read

So first things first, I want to make one thing very clear.

I am not quitting nor abandoning this blog.

Flawed as though the movies may be, I wholeheartedly believe that Selene's story has made me change as a person. Not in a major way, but definitely in how I see the world and people as a whole. However, in recent weeks I've found my creativity and inspiration kind of take a nosedive. @beast-boy10 and @legends-and-savages (sorry for the ping) in particular have most likely noticed how my replies have significantly slowed recently and I'm sorry for that. It is not that I am disinterested in the threads we have, it's that the spark of inspiration I had when I started this blog has faded.

Oh yeah. That time when I started this blog. When blccdbound first launched I was a full-time college student and unemployed (not for lack of trying lol). I started a new job in January and it has kind of sapped alllll my energy. I don't hate it, but it's definitely physically and mentally draining and after my shift I'm kind of done with life for the day.

I am, for lack of a better term, burnt out in every single facet of my life right now and that unfortunately means that my activity here has suffered.

I'll still be here. I'll still lurk around, reblog a few things here and there, and maybe I'll even find it within me to do replies or asks. But I am definitely taking a break for the time being. I don't want to be one of those many, many, Selene RP blogs that has a run a few months long before dropping off the face of the earth.

So until I can find a new balance in the many priorities I now find, I probably won't be as active as I used to be.

#ooc #about #(i'm just....really tired)

Michael chuckles at Lena's remarks on the Vampire Coven's stubbornness “Yes I expect not. But demons definitely are a threat to be reckoned with. My pack and I have faced down quite a few of the demons already. As you can see from the skeletons. Due to almost losing a large number of my pack I decided to try and find ways of boosting the abilities of Lycans. And I created a serum that greatly enhances the abilities of immortals. A super soldier serum to be precise. It enhances their abilities to a level similar to that of Marius.” He explains. “I haven’t yet used it on myself. I’m not sure it would be wise. We hybrids are after all in a class all our own.”

"You would do wise as to not reveal that just yet. Most high-ranking vampires would react with fear and hostility if they heard of your accomplishments," Lena warns Michael. "The easiest way to convince the council that these demons are real and pose a threat is to hopefully capture one, if you are able to. The previous Elders never had to go through such arduous processes with the council to get anything done, but they wanted to limit Selene's power as much as they could when they agreed to promote her."

Selene's eyes fade back into blue. "Knowing you, time has never been an issue." Yet she can't disagree with his statement; they may not get another chance to be together like this for a while once the alliance is cemented and defense plans are drawn up.

He chuckles, kissing her passionately. "Shall we try a different sex position for a bit? Like doggy style?" He suggests with michievious smile, thinking about getting more kinky.

A coy smile plays across Selene's lips. "What, you want to fuck me like the dog that you are?" she asks playfully.

"Wolf, but yeah basically." He agrees, smirking in amusement at the coy smile on her face. He can tell she likes the idea a lot. And he doesn't blame her, a new sex position can be fun.

Selene narrows her eyes in challenge. "Same thing, szerelem. And if it excites you so much then why are we still talking?" She reaches down between their bodies to brush her fingers against the base of his cock to prove her point.

He smiles and gets off of her, smiling and waits for her to get into position. She has a very fine ass, he notes as he waits for her.

Selene turns onto her hands and knees in front of Michael, heart starting to race in anticipation for what they are about to do. She clicks her tongue when he doesn't move immediately. "Well?"

He smiles and gets into position, and enters her pussy, quickly and seamlessly, eager to begin again. This was new and it felt great to him.

A stifled moan makes its way out of Selene's lips when Michael enters her again. The new angle makes the head of his cock grind up against a particularly sensitive spot inside of her and she clenches the sheets beneath her in her hands.

He thrusts gently at first, but with increasing force, and varying the depth to which he thrusts, enjoying the pleasure. "Mmm this feels great doesn't it?" He moans as he fucks her.

"Just...just a bit," she answers him, wanting to maintain at least some composure in the situation, at least until her climax is almost upon her. Selene was never one to talk very much in general, let alone in bed.

#ic #reply #v; rise from the ashes #beast boy10

roleplayasksandmemes

Reblog to let others know you're all right with random starters in your inbox.

#musings #self: what will i become?

(I need someone to come and beat the shit out me for disappearing for days on end)

Michael chuckles at Lena's remarks on the Vampire Coven's stubbornness “Yes I expect not. But demons definitely are a threat to be reckoned with. My pack and I have faced down quite a few of the demons already. As you can see from the skeletons. Due to almost losing a large number of my pack I decided to try and find ways of boosting the abilities of Lycans. And I created a serum that greatly enhances the abilities of immortals. A super soldier serum to be precise. It enhances their abilities to a level similar to that of Marius.” He explains. “I haven’t yet used it on myself. I’m not sure it would be wise. We hybrids are after all in a class all our own.”

"You would do wise as to not reveal that just yet. Most high-ranking vampires would react with fear and hostility if they heard of your accomplishments," Lena warns Michael. "The easiest way to convince the council that these demons are real and pose a threat is to hopefully capture one, if you are able to. The previous Elders never had to go through such arduous processes with the council to get anything done, but they wanted to limit Selene's power as much as they could when they agreed to promote her."

Selene's eyes fade back into blue. "Knowing you, time has never been an issue." Yet she can't disagree with his statement; they may not get another chance to be together like this for a while once the alliance is cemented and defense plans are drawn up.

He chuckles, kissing her passionately. "Shall we try a different sex position for a bit? Like doggy style?" He suggests with michievious smile, thinking about getting more kinky.

A coy smile plays across Selene's lips. "What, you want to fuck me like the dog that you are?" she asks playfully.

"Wolf, but yeah basically." He agrees, smirking in amusement at the coy smile on her face. He can tell she likes the idea a lot. And he doesn't blame her, a new sex position can be fun.

Selene narrows her eyes in challenge. "Same thing, szerelem. And if it excites you so much then why are we still talking?" She reaches down between their bodies to brush her fingers against the base of his cock to prove her point.

He smiles and gets off of her, smiling and waits for her to get into position. She has a very fine ass, he notes as he waits for her.

Selene turns onto her hands and knees in front of Michael, heart starting to race in anticipation for what they are about to do. She clicks her tongue when he doesn't move immediately. "Well?"

He smiles and gets into position, and enters her pussy, quickly and seamlessly, eager to begin again. This was new and it felt great to him.

A stifled moan makes its way out of Selene's lips when Michael enters her again. The new angle makes the head of his cock grind up against a particularly sensitive spot inside of her and she clenches the sheets beneath her in her hands.

#beast boy10 #reply #v; rise from the ashes #ic

halfvampirehalflycan

Michael could hear the door open, but he just sighed. Once in a while, someone would come down here, but it was usually just one of the servants making sure no one else was here. He didn't even think they knew he was here. They rarely walked from the threshold, just checking the floor before they closed the door.

Then he caught the smell.

It was faint. The air was too damp and musty for him to really pick up on anything too well. Yet, that was a smell that he knew anywhere. It was one that made his heart flip in his chest.

Selene.

If this was like one of those movies, Michael would have a rush of energy hearing his mate's voice. He would shoot up from where he was sitting, reaching through the bars and trying to get to her as quickly as he could. But this was not a movie, it was real life. He could barely lift his head, let alone stand up to greet her. His head did shoot up though at the sound of her voice.

"Selene," His voice was raspy, weak from disuse. He had barely spoken since he had revived and it honestly sounded like it. "I'm in here."

Selene is not too proud to admit that she's dreamed of this exact moment for years; being reunited with Michael in this life or the next. Every possible way she might be able to see him again. Recovering his lifeless body and putting him to rest. Discovering alive and well, but with no memory of her and making the heartwrenching decision to let him go. Finding each other again the same way they first met -- through a pure chance counter. But never had she envisioned something like this, where he has been under the same roof as her for who knows how long.

Selene makes her way to where she heard his voice. Broken, hoarse, and barely audible, but his nonetheless. Really, she should not have been surprised at the state of being he is being kept in, but her heart breaks for him anyway when she lays eyes on him. Her Michael, eyes black with starvation and unhealthily emaciated, body caked in dirt and blood.

Someone is definitely losing their head soon.

Yet despite the sorry state he's been left in, despite the fact that he's clearly too weak to do anything but lift his head off the ground, despite being surrounded by the stench of blood and grime and death, Selene can't help but see the same man he was when they first met. the same kind doctor who had saved her life from certain death when he could have just as easily left her to die in a sinking car.

Selene sinks to her knees in front of the iron bars that separate her from her mate and it's all she can do to not start sobbing with [pure relief at seeing him again. She reaches through the bars to hold his face in her hands, voice trembling, gaze not missing the long ugly scar on his throat. "Oh Michael...what have they done to you?"

#(oh no not an icon from THAT scene lol)#reply #ic #v; The War is Over (blood wars AU)#halfvampirehalflycan

(Sorry for the replies taking longer than usual to come out lately. Hey at least I'm not using AI to write my drafts, like how my work schedule has been completely screwed up because management handed off scheduling duties to a fucking clanker)

#(the scheduling and hours worked per day makes no sense)#(which means everyone is overworked and overdue)#(which means chaos everywhere)#(which often means i'm too tired and burnt out to do replies right away)#ooc

Michael chuckles at Lena's remarks on the Vampire Coven's stubbornness “Yes I expect not. But demons definitely are a threat to be reckoned with. My pack and I have faced down quite a few of the demons already. As you can see from the skeletons. Due to almost losing a large number of my pack I decided to try and find ways of boosting the abilities of Lycans. And I created a serum that greatly enhances the abilities of immortals. A super soldier serum to be precise. It enhances their abilities to a level similar to that of Marius.” He explains. “I haven’t yet used it on myself. I’m not sure it would be wise. We hybrids are after all in a class all our own.”

"You would do wise as to not reveal that just yet. Most high-ranking vampires would react with fear and hostility if they heard of your accomplishments," Lena warns Michael. "The easiest way to convince the council that these demons are real and pose a threat is to hopefully capture one, if you are able to. The previous Elders never had to go through such arduous processes with the council to get anything done, but they wanted to limit Selene's power as much as they could when they agreed to promote her."

Selene's eyes fade back into blue. "Knowing you, time has never been an issue." Yet she can't disagree with his statement; they may not get another chance to be together like this for a while once the alliance is cemented and defense plans are drawn up.

He chuckles, kissing her passionately. "Shall we try a different sex position for a bit? Like doggy style?" He suggests with michievious smile, thinking about getting more kinky.

A coy smile plays across Selene's lips. "What, you want to fuck me like the dog that you are?" she asks playfully.

"Wolf, but yeah basically." He agrees, smirking in amusement at the coy smile on her face. He can tell she likes the idea a lot. And he doesn't blame her, a new sex position can be fun.

Selene narrows her eyes in challenge. "Same thing, szerelem. And if it excites you so much then why are we still talking?" She reaches down between their bodies to brush her fingers against the base of his cock to prove her point.

He smiles and gets off of her, smiling and waits for her to get into position. She has a very fine ass, he notes as he waits for her.

Selene turns onto her hands and knees in front of Michael, heart starting to race in anticipation for what they are about to do. She clicks her tongue when he doesn't move immediately. "Well?"

#reply #v; rise from the ashes #ic #beast boy10

(Everyone always talks about how cool Selene teaming up with Alice from Resident Evil would be, but no one is talking about how kickass it would be for her to team up with Eric Draven from The Crow)

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