🌸bleachedbb🌸

HW: 123 GW: 100 UGW: 93

[bleachedbuni]

DAY 1

I dont really feel comfy giving my current weight (you guys probably understand plus im lowkey embarrassed) but I will give you other stats💞

Hw: 123 pounds

Gw: 100

Ugw: 93

DAY 2

I am around 5'1. Its cute, but it also makes me look stuby

DAY3

this is my thinspő

(Im not at all into b0nspø (no hate if you are))

But i like this pic because her body looks so young, yet its a bit curvy at the same time. Her arms are so slim too.

DAY4

My greatest fear abt weightloss is if when i loose the weight my body is still ugly. I would kms 😭

[v3r0n1qu3]

Being curvy/chubby/fat attracts mostly men who want to be protected and they usually have mommy (or other) issues

Being skinny attracts men who want to protect you

[alice-and-milk]

Whenever I was a "normal" weight and super curvy I attracted weird men who wanted a dom girl or guys who acted feminine, now and whenever I was skinny it was the total opposite and I was treat like a delicate princess 🩷 it is worth it

[bleachedbuni]

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[bleachedbuni]

im backkkk. I was busy with guys, but they dumped me, so now I have new inspiration to loose weight :D

[bleachedbuni]

I look so weird and frumpy in every pair of shorts and the manniquins look so good. I want to be one.

[bleachedbuni]

So i went to the mall with friends and bought clothes. They look cute, but imagine how much better theyd look if I lost 15 pounds💞

[sk11nybutterfly444]

my dash is SO DRY lately soooo ->

REBLOG IF UR AN ACTIVE EDBLR BLOG AS OF: APRIL 2024

[bleachedbuni]

Yesterday was my family easter dinner. As you can expect, I ate. Despite jogging 3 hours prior to "prepare" I feel like a fat piece of shit. I never want to eat again and i actually miss the feeling of starving. Im praying that i didnt gain too much weight.

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[bleachedbuni]

my birthday is soon and i asked for clothing store gift cards. Im gonna use them in a month when im at my gw. so exited

[bleachedbuni]

rant

I had the most embarrassing dream last night. I was seated next to my crush and i finally got the courage to talk to him (irl im so nervous around him) and we hit it off really good, then later we went back to class. He called me weird to his friends and i overheard. I couldnt stop myself from tearing up and he saw me cry. It was so embarrassing and im so thankful it was a dream.

Maybe this dream comes from the feeling of not being good enough for him. This feeling is the same reason i starve. I want to look better. I never feel good enough.

[bleachedbuni]

coke zero > diet coke

[bleachedbuni]

Does anyone else have a very skinny sibling who eats a lot. Im so jealous, like why couldnt i have gotten those genetics?!?!

[bleachedbuni]

Honeys, I am so fucking hungry right now. Pray for me so i have the strength not to go down on a bowl of mac n cheese. (resisting actually mentally hurts)

Update: I didnt eat it yayaya🤗

[bleachedbuni]

my posts keep getting removed. wtf

[pr3ttylilz0mbie]

i just wish i was as pretty as everyone i’m around. feeling like an ugly duck is the worst

[bleachedbuni]

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[bleachedbuni]

Guys I lost 3 pounds in a week 😺

[lol64nonexistent]

Thought I saw a pufferfish in the mirror, turns out it was just my face 😞

[bleachedbuni]

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[fleuvien]