“We never were made to be holy.”

I’m not very active on here anymore I am on my normie blog though. •shedblr / vent blog•

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Oh well hello there, welcome to my blog, I’m Ash. I recommend reading my intro as there are parts that have some importance, so while you read through this grab a cup of tea and enjoy your visit!

Last updated: 5/5/26

Age: 15.

Pronouns: They/Them, He/Him and I occasionally refer to myself as we or us.

Favorite music: Baby Bugs, Banshee, The Amazing Devil, McCafferty and so many more.

Favorite books: living dead girl by Elizabeth Scott, Hunger Games series, Hell Followed With Us by Andrew Joseph White, anything by Stephen King.

Favorite movies/shows: Violet Evergarden, The Descent, Jentry Chau, The Blair Witch Project, Arcane, The Martian. (I could go on and on I love movies.)

Games I happen to play: Infinity Niki, Minecraft, Sims 4, rarely Genshin Impact and a little Roblox.

Random other interests: horror and gore, frogs, Greek Mythology, writing, interior design, The Amazing Digital Circus, movies and the production process of them, space.

I love and appreciate interacting with you guys feel free to send me an ask or dm though do know I usually take a bit to respond but I’m not ignoring you!

Normie blog: @killermushroomm

Backup: @earthbound-angell

I have no dni I block freely

I am diagnosed with ADHD, PTSD, anxiety and depression with psychotic traits. I suspect I have DID and my doctor is keeping an eye on it

I am an wingedkin and also foxkin!

Do expect various triggering topics such as eating disorder behavior, homicidal thoughts and plans, self harm, religion, suicidal thoughts, and some mentions of wanting people to inflict harm on me (though I have another blog for that, there won’t be much talk about it)

I tag gore and blood so block that, let me know if you need me to tag stuff for you I’m always willing to make this a safe space.

Block and don’t report!! this is my safe space and I have friends on here I care a lot about.

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I think the fact that big cvts shrink to tiny scars shld be illegal

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So utterly afraid

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Truly I’m going to die on the streets I don’t care what mom says she doesn’t even talk to me so what does she know

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There is no “hi hello” it’s just venting and asking for advice I’m not friends with you if you only talk to me when you’re angry or depressed

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I love worrying about my health it’s totally not like I do anything about it but I can still stress

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There’s a reason I will never let people over at my house this place is disgusting

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To many people at this graduation party but I want to support my cousins so I’m not leaving we thug this out

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I fucking hate my family not only do they judge me for being vegetarian but now they’re also pulling my tail that I’m terrified of being messed up

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The school is on some sort of lockdown ??

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My chest feels so tights I can’t breath everything is so dizzy

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Why am I the one checking on my school friends but no one bothers to check in on me it’s a selfish thought but still hurts

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Can’t wait to go home and cry then contemplate suicide:D

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Man I really should have killed myself im bad at these decisions

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Can’t wait to go home and cry then contemplate suicide:D

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"your life is yours to mold" oh nooooooooo oh no oh my god. oh fuck me. no. oh my god. oh im so fucked dude.

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Apologized to my friends for the more suicide jokes im making because like the suicidal ideation is really bad and they’re like “what fr? That’s crazy” :(

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Why don’t my friends understand that this guy makes me so uncomfortable and let’s him sit at our table “no he’s chill” bro all he does is make sexual jokes or extremely concerning comments