[danger]

[preservable]

[r-e-memberme]

― Love (2015)

“Love is strange. I feel like a junkie. How could something so wonderful bring such great pain? Maybe it’s better not to love at all.”

[athlants]

[suspend]

[reading-goddess-deactivated2015]

[stability]

[one-976]

[ravensandrocks-deactivated20200]

I am hopelessly in love with a memory. An echo from another time, another place.

Michael Faudet       (via discolor3d)

[brexkmyhexrt-deactivated2015061]

[imwritingpoems-deactivated20200]

ill spend the rest of my life trying to forget

[tullipsink]

Someone once told me that I’ll never know what it’s like to experience real pain. But yet it’s almost four in the morning and I’m thinking about what life would be like for the people around me if I wasn’t here while I’m letting out silent screams in hopes for no one to hear just so I can have more of an excuse to be alone while I’m suffering with a dangerous mind and an aching heart. The only words escaping my mouth is the name of someone who once promised me that they wouldn’t leave but did and if that’s not real pain then I don’t know what is.

A.M.// if wishing to be dead isn’t pain then what is? (via tullipsink)

[mle-bea-deactivated20210703]

[loveserum-deactivated20191021]

A thousand days spent without you

[melisica]

[hazyaffection]

the talk between could’ve been lovers

[loveserum-deactivated20191021]

I fell apart at 16 because the boy I wanted a thousand different futures with told me about another girl. The only thing I could think was that I didn’t know how to spend my forever without him. Breaking at the thought that it was the only thing still holding us together, I remember feeling like the phone line between us had my heart dangling from it like a sheet in the wind. To think my whole world revolved around one person, who couldn’t even look me in the eye while he threw my heart back into my arms, made me want to hollow out my veins of every broken promise that felt like acid to keep. I know he was my dream, but reality felt like a break from the chemicals he’d set off in my head. There’s no easy way to explain this, but my forever without him felt like a chance I never knew I needed.

My heart isn’t on the line for him anymore (via veincold)