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[blisfvll]

i don’t want to grow up.

i want to live in my daydreams

and pretend there’s no reason to worry.

i want to make promises that will never be

and vow my future to someone i’ll never see again.

because i know our paths weren’t meant to merge,

but still i find comfort in pretending the tangles aren’t coming undone.

because for now, you are my future.

and for now, it is all that matters

as the uncertainty of what the future holds fades into our futile promises.

and maybe in another life they will come to fruition.

[florawife]

Nature is so beautiful.

[blisfvll]

i miss being able to fit into my parents arms.

i miss being able to ask for a hug

and have soft eyes and open arms welcome me into their embrace

before they’d kiss my head and tell me to go back to bed.

i miss being able to make them laugh

and watch as they’d shake their heads with foolish grins on their faces

before they’d kiss my head and try to make me laugh with their own jokes.

but then i grew up, and things have changed.

now i lay in bed when i hear them leave for work,

and perhaps the slight pause before the door closes is just my tired mind.

now i don’t have the energy to make them laugh anymore,

because i know they’ll only roll their eyes and tell me to stop being childish.

that i should put my time into my studies or future instead.

still however, i try to find the right things to say that would make them smile

so that maybe i can see that soft look in their eyes as they smile at something my cousins have said

like they once did to me when i was their age.

[blisfvll]

we were never going to last.

i had a thought that we weren’t going to last,

still i told my heart that we couldn’t part.

but i think i realized that we weren’t going to last,

when your favourite colour wasn’t red anymore,

the bloody red you raved so much about,

had now turned a pale purple.

but i think i realized that we weren’t going to last,

when i realized my mood reflected our conversations

how i risked sleep and others for even an ounce of your attention

but you could still sleep soundly without a mention.

and i think i realized we weren’t going to last,

when i realized i didn’t recognize you anyone.

how i could look at you like i used to

but not recognize the man i was looking at

[dailydictionary-blog-blog]

[lindagoesmushrooming]

[grunge-girl-666]

[grunge-girl-666]

[yodaprod]

Times Square 360° in the 1970s

[vintage-hoes]

[sosuperawesome]

Moon Child Halo

Carbickova Crowns on Etsy

[vintage-hoes]

[vintage-hoes]

[inefekt69]

Nihonbashi - Tokyo, Japan

[happymagazinenut-deactivated202]

are you even in love if you don't want to bottle the sound of your lover's laugh and get drunk on it every night???

[drizzlingtears]

Roads to Nowhere

[melisscan]