words I would never say out loud

🌱✨

[bliss99poems]

I know I fucked up, I'm just a loser, shouldn't be with ya, guess I'm a quitter, while you're out there drinkin', I'm just here thinkin'

'Bout where I should've been

I've been lonely, mm, ah, yeah

[not-hard-to-love]

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“How strange it is. We have these deep terrible lingering fears about ourselves and the people we love. Yet we walk around, talk to people, eat and drink. We manage to function. The feelings are deep and real. Shouldn’t they paralyze us? How is it we can survive them, at least for a little while? We drive a car, we teach a class. How is it no one sees how deeply afraid we were, last night, this morning? Is it something we all hide from each other, by mutual consent? Or do we share the same secret without knowing it? Wear the same disguise?” - Don DeLillo, White Noise

[sunsetquotes]

“There’s a corner of my heart that is yours. And I don’t mean for now, or until I’ve found somebody else, I mean forever. I mean to say that whether I fall in love a thousand times over or once or never again, there’ll always be a small quiet place in my heart that belongs only to you.”

— Beau Taplin

[dualvoidanima]

‘rainbow-surge’

[warmandcozywitch]

[bliss99poems]

He would sit there in silence, not saying a word hoping I somehow became a mind reader overnight. But I can't read minds and you can't be man enough to fight

for me. 

[tmpoem]

it’s a hard day when you are hit with the realisation that you might not like yourself when you question  how things ended up like this

t.m. (via tmpoem)

[qvotable]

One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple.

Jack Kerouac // The Dharma Bums (via qvotable)

[bliss99poems]

As the sun leaves, I get anxiety But you, take away my anxiety. Your kiss is like ocean waves, crashing in the most beautiful way.

1:32am, Slow by Yeek plays as I think about when to tell you I love you.

[bliss99poems]

I thought that's how things were supposed to be, silence until I got you to speak. Kisses fill the air I run my fingers through your hair, looking at you was hard but trying to figure you out was harder. They never made sense, the words you said your actions never lined up. Trusting you never felt right, and letting go wasn't difficult because you weren't even holding on tight.

7:48pm on a Wednesday night, trying to clear my thoughts of you.