summary: Michael has always been so careful with you, reverent in his own way. But today, in a church pew with his family mere feet away, you decide to show him exactly what sin tastes like — and how delicious it can be. ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀
warning: sexual themes, smut, 18+, very public sexual activity, religious guilt (in a hot way), crazy amount of blasphemy, handjob, loss of virginity, praise kink, brief size kink if you squint your eyes ⊹˚. ♡.𖥔 ݁
a/n: i don't even know what to say.... I’m probably going to hell with them lol <3 enjoy ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
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There was something almost sanctified about the way the late-morning light poured through the stained-glass windows, bathing Michael in a soft golden halo that clung to the gentle contours of his heart-stopping features. The sun caught almost ethereally on his sun-warmed skin, turning his coiled brown hair into threads of amber, and making those delicate, doe-like eyes look like molten honey.
He was biting nervously at his plump lower lip again, the way he always did when he was trying so hard to focus, his sharp jaw tightening faintly, and the sight alone sent a slow, liquid heat pooling low in your belly.
You and your adorable boyfriend had only just begun exploring the intimate territory between you — soft, tentative touches in the dark, wandering hands, breathless grinding that left you both trembling, but never quite crossing the final line. You had always respected his hesitations. The religious upbringing ran deep in him; you could see it in the flicker of guilt that sometimes shadowed his eyes whenever desire threatened to pull him under. He was still so new to all of this, still so reverent, and God help you, you loved him for it. It made him all the more alluring and desirable. Perhaps it was the way so many men had thrown themselves at you before, so quickly, so easily, whenever the opportunity arose — but not your sweet Mikey, ever the gentleman. It was almost like you were a present he was slowly, shakily unwrapping — day by day, one soft and gentle rip of paper at a time.
Yet today, sitting beside him in the small family church not too far away from the grand Jackson estate, something had shifted inside you. It was like every small movement he made — the nervous shift of his shoulders beneath his crisp white shirt, the quiet exhale as the choir swelled, the way his long fingers flexed against his thigh — sent your thoughts spiraling to sin, here in this house of worship. Consistent heat kept rushing downward, settling heavy and insistent between your thighs, making you clench involuntarily, seeking any scrap of relief for that deep ache, as a flush crawled up your neck beneath the collar of your dress.
You should have probably felt guilty. This was holy ground. His entire family sat only two pews ahead, far enough that they wouldn’t notice, but close enough that discovery felt like a possibility. Instead, the very sanctity of the place made the hunger feel sharper, dirtier, more intoxicating. Sinful. The contrast of it all consumed you.
You smoothed your shaky hands over the long white silk dress you'd chosen, its cream color and long modest cut meant to blend seamlessly with the devout atmosphere. The sweetheart neckline edged in delicate lace hugged your breasts just enough to raise an eyebrow if someone were to stare — a delicious temptation. But the final touch was the small golden crucifix resting warm against your sun-kissed skin, dangling right in the valley of your cleavage like a dare. A contradiction. Innocent and guilty all at once.
Forgive me, Father, for I am about to sin — though the thought barely carried any remorse. With your heart fluttering against your ribs, you oh so subtly let your thigh nudge closer to his right beneath the wooden pew. The contact was innocent enough on the surface — just the gentle press of silk against the fine black wool of his Sunday slacks. But the shiver that raced up your spine told you everything. You felt him tense beside you, the muscle in his leg jumping under your touch. It was almost like he knew exactly what trap you were setting.
Michael's breath caught in his throat.
The sermon had only just begun, the priest’s voice steady and familiar through the church — but today it felt distant, softened, almost submerged. He tried — he really tried — to focus on the words, on the familiar hymns, on anything other than the warm, living heat of your thigh pressed so deliberately against his. But you looked so undeniably stunning in that dress, your curves barely contained by the “modest” fabric. He’d spent nights imagining what lay beneath it — your skin, your wetness, the taste of you. He’d imagined you writhing beneath him, above him, calling out his name in a way that would make God himself blush. The more you two touched, the harder it became to hold onto his holy thoughts — waiting before marriage, staying pure, all the teachings that had been drilled into him since childhood. The small thread keeping him from taking everything was fraying, breaking, about to snap entirely.
You slowly, with intent, moved your hand from your own lap and found it resting on his thigh, still displaying that innocent look for anyone who might glance over, then began sliding higher — fingertips tracing tiny teasing circles dangerously close to his zipper. His world began to crumble immediately.
Michael's eyes widened, cheeks flushing hot with a pink hue. He closed his eyes, exhaling deeply in an attempt to regain control, but it was already too late. From the moment you touched him, blood rushed hot and fast downward. The small touch making him acutely aware of how hard he was getting, the growing bulge becoming painfully obvious beneath the thin barrier of clothing. Along with the arousal came that insistent shame, curling tight in his chest, torn in a relentless battle with desire — the same battle that had come up many times before during your sensual endeavors. It made his pulse thunder in his ears. From the very first time he felt you like that — slick and desperate against his jeans — he knew he couldn’t resist. But he had promised the Lord he would try.
When he dared glance at you, he almost choked. You looked the picture of perfect innocence — eyes forward, your other hand resting gently in your lap, that golden crucifix rising and falling gently with your calm breathing. The sight of the small pendant between your breasts only made everything worse. His gaze lingered a second too long, eyes tracing the delicate chain and how it lay against the soft swell of your cleavage, before he caught himself and jerked his eyes back to the altar.
You could see it written all over his face: pure, unholy desire. So you did what any good girlfriend would do and moved your hand up and closer, fingers stopping just above the tent in his pants before softly palming him through the fabric. Michael had to stifle the whimper that threatened to escape, both his hands grabbing the edge of the wooden bench so hard his knuckles pulling taut. His breathing came shallow and uneven.
You couldn't help the soft little giggle that escaped you — barely audible, just for him. Then you leaned in, slow and casual as if simply adjusting your position, your lips brushing against the shell of his ear, warm breath ghosting over sensitive skin.
“You’re so hard for me already, baby,” you whispered, your voice low and sweet beneath the organ music. “Right here in God’s house. Does it feel sinful, my angel?” You paused, letting your hand move slightly. “But you like it, don’t you? Don’t want me to stop?"
A soft, broken sound nearly escaped him at your words. He bit down hard on his lower lip, eyes fluttering shut. In this holy place, with his family mere feet away, being touched by you like this — it was the most sinful, exquisite torture. Every nerve ending screamed for more even as his conscience warred against it.
Your palm pressed harder, rubbing up and down in a slow, deliberate rhythm.
Michael's hand found yours, but he didn't push you away. Instead, he covered it with his own, holding it there, pressing it down against the hardness beneath his slacks. When his eyes met yours, they were dark and glassy with conflict — shame burning bright, but desire burning brighter. The look he gave you was raw, pleading, almost like you were his sin made flesh and the answer to his prayer all at once.
He didn't need to speak. The understanding passed between you in that single, loaded glance.
Don't stop. Please don't stop.
Then, with a boldness that made your own breath catch, you slowly pulled the zipper down and slipped your hand beneath the waistband of his pants and underwear, your fingers wrapping around his thick bare length. The contact was electric. So many nights you’d wondered how he would feel like this — warm skin, no barrier between you. Your mouth watered at the thought of tasting him, of feeling him come undone on your tongue. If you weren’t surrounded by his family and the other people nearby, you would have done it right then and there.
Michael’s entire body went rigid. His jaw clenched so hard you thought he might break his teeth, his head tilting back at the sheer pleasure of your touch before he caught himself. He quickly pulled his head back down, remembering where he was, trying desperately to act normal. But the pleasure spilled through in one hand gripping the pew while the other found your thigh, holding on like you were the only thing keeping him grounded. A strangled whimper caught in his throat — so close to escaping, so desperately held back.
The feel of his large hand against your thigh made you let out a small whimper, the sound eliciting a twitch from his cock. You couldn’t resist anymore. The need to touch him, to really feel him, was overwhelming. So you began moving your hand slowly, dragging up and down, feeling him throb against your palm. His breathing came in short, shallow gasps. His thighs trembled beneath his slacks.
“Shh,” you whispered, your lips still at his ear. “Gotta stay quiet for me, baby. Be a good boy for me and I’ll make it feel even better.”
He nodded, barely, his eyes squeezed shut so tight his lashes trembled against his cheeks. Sweat beaded at his temple. He was already getting closer — the way his cock twitched in your hand, the way his hips were trying so desperately not to thrust up into your grip. He’d been wound up all through the service, and now with your bare hand on him along with your dirty words, it was only a matter of time.
Your hand began moving faster, stroking him with purpose, feeling the way his entire body shook with the effort of staying silent.
“That’s it,” you murmured, sweet and filthy all at once. “S’good for me, let it all go baby.”
His breathing hitched. His hand gripped your thigh so hard you were sure it would leave marks. With a final, strangled exhale that he managed to suppress into barely a whisper — he came.
Hot, thick spurts of cum coating your hand and the inside of his pants. His cock pulsed and twitched in your grip, each contraction sending another wave through him. His whole body went tense, trembling with the force of it, his face flushed deep crimson, his eyes rolling back for just a fraction of a second before he forced them open again.
You kept moving your hand gently through it, drawing out every last pulse, every final shudder. “That’s my good boy,” you whispered, so tender it made the sin of it all feel even deeper. “So so perfect, all for me.”
When the tide of pleasure washed over him, you slowly, carefully withdrew your hand. He was shaking — actually shaking — beside you, his breathing still ragged, his mind clearly somewhere far away from the priest's sermon.
You looked down at your hand, glistening with his release, then deliberately wiped it across the white silk of your dress — a visible stain, a secret mark of what you’d just done to him in the house of God.
Michael’s eyes widened when he saw it, shame and arousal warring across his features in equal measure. But even overwhelmed, coming down from the euphoric feeling, he still reached for you — the sweet and loving side of him falling back into place like it always did. He pressed a shaky kiss to your cheek, his voice trembling. “You’re everything to me. Everything.” Tender but desperate, like he needed you to know even as he was unraveling.
He grabbed the other hand that had been laying in your lap and gently placed a kiss on it, the gesture both sweet and urgent. Butterflies formed immediately at his still-sweet touch — a true contrast to the way his body had just trembled against you.
You knew this was far less than what you wanted. The thought of having all of him inside you made your core ache. You understood what this moment was: finally tasting a fruit once forbidden. So when you leaned in close and whispered against his ear, the words came out naturally, almost on instinct. “I don’t think we’re finished yet, Mikey.”
His entire body went still. His eyes widened, pupils dilating as the implication hit him. A soft, barely audible whimper escaped him before he could catch it.
You felt the way he trembled beside you, the way his hand instinctively reached for your thigh again. You squeezed his hand gently, like a silent promise of what was to come.
The service continued around you both as if nothing had happened. As if the two of you hadn’t just crossed a line in the most sacred of places.
You silently thanked the Lord for the fact that the service ended only minutes later. But for Michael, he had spent those minutes in absolute agony — hyperaware of the wet spot in his pants, the smell of sex clinging to him, the way your dress now bore the evidence of what you’d done. And what you had implied with your words of not being done yet. He kept his legs tightly together, kept his jacket pulled down low, prayed — actually prayed this time — that no one would notice.
When the sermon ended and his family stood to leave, he rose with them, moving stiffly to keep the wet patch hidden.
“Michael, darling,” his mother called as they filed out of the pew into the aisle. “Will you both be joining us for lunch?”
He glanced at you, seeing the slight smile playing at the corners of your mouth. The crucifix gleamed between your breasts in the afternoon light, your hand subtly covering the faint stain on the white silk of your dress — a secret only he knew.
“Actually, mother, we were thinking of grabbing a bite just the two of us,” he said, his voice steady despite the heat crawling up his neck. “I promised to take her somewhere special.”
His mother smiled warmly, patting his cheek. “Of course, sweetheart. You two have fun.”
She waved at you, and you waved back, playing the part of the perfect daughter-in-law.
Michael could barely look her in the eyes. The shame was suffocating — but so was the anticipation of what was coming next.
The short walk to the parking lot felt eternal — every small thing magnified: fingers and hands brushing against each other, the comfortable silence layered with nervousness hanging thick in the summer air. You waited for the parking lot to clear completely before leaving, and when you finally reached his car, Michael opened the door for you before hurrying to the driver's side.
Just as he sat down, you were about to ask where you were going, but the words never came. He grabbed your face gently and pulled you into a kiss, almost dragging you to straddle his lap in the front seat. His large warm hands hiked your white dress up around your waist. His desperation shook you — you hadn't expected this from him, not yet. The boldness of it made heat rush through you, a smile spreading against his lips.
The kiss deepened as his tongue brushed the corner of your mouth before you let him in without hesitation, tongues intertwining. You ground down on his already hardened cock, the wet spot of his slacks mixing with the slick wetness of your panties.
You pulled apart, resting your forehead against his. "Baby..." Michael broke away, moving toward your neck and leaving wet little kisses that sent goosebumps across your arms. You grabbed his shoulders gently, pulling away again, your eyes interlocking with his warm brown ones.
"Michael," you said, a bit more sternly but still sweet. A small concerned look crossed his face, almost like he was scared he'd misstepped.
"W-what? Did I do something wrong, angel?"
"No, no baby. It's just... before we get carried away — do you want to do this here, Mikey? Are you sure?"
Michael didn't hesitate. His expression shifted entirely, becoming certain, almost hungry. "Please," he breathed, almost like a confession. "I don't want to wait anymore. I need— please, angel."
His bold, pleading words made your body react, grinding against his pants. Finally, a moan free of worry escaped his mouth, filling your ears like sweet music. He thrust up against you, helpless, craving more. So you helped him by pulling him into another kiss, his hands gentle against your hips before squeezing moments later.
As the kiss deepened, your hand moved down and feverishly pulled at his zipper, along with his slacks and underwear, the fabric bunching up and pooling at his thighs. His hardness sprang free, hitting against his navel — sensitive and eager, precum soaking the reddish-brown tip.
You paused, the moment suspended, looking down at him with genuine admiration. "You're so big, baby," you breathed, almost to yourself. You'd always felt it through the different fabrics, but seeing him like this was completely different. The sunbeams streaming through the car windows painted everything in a dreamlike haze, turning him into something almost too beautiful to look at.
Michael's entire face went crimson. He looked away immediately, his ears burning red, a bashful whimper escaping him. "I'm serious, angel," you said softly, running your fingers along his length, spreading the slick precum over his flushed cock with your thumb. Every vein, every twitch beneath your fingers made your own arousal throb between your legs.
You watched the way his eyes fluttered shut at the compliment and touch combined. "So pretty too."
A small embarrassed sound — a mix of a moan and whine — left his glazed lips. His hand gripped your hips like they were a lifeline.
"Angel… please," Michael whispered, voice hoarse and cracking with need. "Thought about this so many times. Y'have no idea." The confession tumbled out with an embarrassed edge, that sweet Gary accent slipping through before he could catch it, but the desperation was unmistakable.
You could only smile, heart fluttering, kissing the corner of his mouth, then his flushed cheek. "S'time to make it real then, baby."
You carefully shifted higher on your knees, pulling your soaked panties to the side with one hand while the other guided his thick head through your slick folds, teasingly soaking his hardness in your wetness. He twitched upward, craving more, a pained expression crossing his face. "N-need more," he whimpered.
You answered him in a sultry voice. "Of course, my angel."
The moment his cock kissed your entrance, you both moaned — the sound amplified in the small space of the car.
Michael's eyes flew open wide, his warm brown gaze locking onto yours with raw, stunned intensity. His lips parted in a silent gasp as you sank down just an inch, letting him stretch you open. His head fell back against the seat with a broken groan that moved through his whole chest.
"Oh god… angel—" His voice cracked, deep and wrecked. His fingers dug hard into your hips, not guiding you, just holding on as he adjusted to the feeling of you. His thighs trembled beneath you, muscles flexing involuntarily as he fought to stay still.
You eased down another inch. A high, needy whimper escaped his throat — almost embarrassed by how desperate it sounded. His face was hot, sweat already beading at his hairline. His eyes fluttered shut for a second before forcing themselves open again, like he didn't want to miss a single moment of watching you take him.
"Oh my god," he breathed shakily, chest heaving. "You’re so warm. So wet. S'too much, lord." His words dissolved into another low, guttural moan as you sank further, his cock twitching hard inside you, thick and pulsing against your walls.
One of his hands slid gently up your back before fisting the fabric of your dress — holding on, and holding back, all at once.
"You can touch me, Mikey," you murmured, almost an order, almost a plea. "I want you to. Please."
His hands didn't hesitate before roaming restlessly — squeezing your waist, sliding down to grip your ass, sliding under your dress to cup your breasts, thumbs brushing your nipples until you shivered. Hands moving from place to place, desperate and wondering, like he couldn't settle on just one part of you.
His name slipped from your mouth like a prayer. "Mikey…"
His hips gave a small, helpless twitch upward at the sound of it. So you finally lowered yourself completely, arms laced around his neck, taking him to the hilt.
A deep and desperate whimper slipped from him, his whole body shuddering, fogging the car windows even more.
His mouth found your lips, kissing you lovingly before moving down to your neck, sucking and licking messily — almost as if he debated whether to mark you or simply taste you.
He tipped forward, forehead pressing against your shoulder as you began moving slowly, up and down. He panted heavily. "You feel… incredible," he whispered hoarsely, voice thick with emotion and lust. "Better than I ever imagined. Y'squeezin' me so tight, baby… I— I don't know how long I can last like this."
He looked the picture of a perfect mess, completely undone already: lips swollen and parted, eyes glassy and half-lidded with pleasure, cheeks burning red. The shy, gentle Michael was barely hanging on, replaced by someone trembling with overwhelming need beneath you.
You rolled your hips experimentally, grinding down in a slow circle, and the moan that tore out of him was pure bliss. Encouraged, you began to ride him properly — rising and sinking, your hands braced on his broad shoulders. The car filled with the wet sounds of your bodies meeting, soft gasps, and his increasingly needy whimpers.
Every time you dropped down, his cock hit that perfect spot inside you, sending sparks up your spine. Michael's hands kept wandering before settling on your ass, squeezing as he guided you in the rhythm he craved.
"Ngh, y'feel so good, angel. Like heaven," he breathed, head falling back against the seat, lips caught between his teeth as a whimper threatened to escape.
You leaned in closer, lips brushing his ear. "No, uh, Mikey. Let me hear you. I wanna hear how good you're doing for me."
A wrecked sound escaped him — half-moan, half-sob — and his hips started thrusting up to meet you, chasing more friction. The shy, hesitant man you'd known just hours ago was gone, replaced by someone unraveling beneath you, lost in the heat and closeness.
Knowing he was already getting so close, you snaked your hand down, rubbing your clit in circles as you picked up the pace. Michael looked down at the way your bodies were intertwining, his cock twitching at the sight of you pleasuring yourself on him.
Then, bravely and gently, he moved your hand away, replacing your touch with his own slender fingers, mimicking the exact same pattern and speed you'd been using. That same look of focus you'd seen when he was determined to finish a song — brow furrowed, jaw set — now fixed entirely on you. You couldn't help but roll your head back and moan.
"Y-you're such a fast learner, baby. Look at you, already knowing exactly what to do," you cooed.
“Oh God," he gasped at your praise, his other hand on your ass pulling you down harder, faster, his hips thrusting up to meet you, all restraint gone. The sweetness and tenderness were still there in his movements, but pure need was overtaking them.
"You feel so— I can't—" he started, voice breaking.
"I know, baby," you cooed, riding him with purpose, feeling the way he was already close, just like you. The skill of his fingers was making you see stars, your eyes half-lidded, almost drunk on him. "Mikey… don't stop. I'm so close. You feel so good stretchin' me."
He whimpered at your words, pulling your hips down even harder, his thrusts becoming more frantic and less controlled, all while keeping that same pace with his fingers. His face was flushed, his eyes squeezed shut, his mouth open as little sounds — whimpers, gasps, broken attempts at words — fell from his lips.
"God, yes," you moaned loudly.
Michael called on all his strength not to finish right then, wanting to watch you come undone on him first. "Please," he breathed out, almost desperately. "Angel, I'm so close... you're so tight around me, so perfect… please, I just need to feel you come around me first. Please, angel."
The plea in his voice, along with his touch and his thrust, made something deep inside you give way. You picked up the pace, riding him with renewed intensity, chasing your own high.
"Michael, yes, yes," you cried out as your body reached the tipping point. Your orgasm rolled through you like a wave, your whole body going taut as you gripped the fabric of his shirt, curses mixed with his name escaping your mouth.
It was too much for Michael. Watching your pleasure wash over you from his touch alone, while he was inside you, seeing how desperate you'd been for him — it undid him completely.
His hands gripped your waist and he took over, thrusting up into you with a new kind of urgency, his eyes never leaving your face. He lasted maybe three more thrusts before he followed you over the edge, coming so hard he swore he saw heaven — swore he felt God in that moment, in the way you were falling apart around him, in the absolute perfection of having you completely undone because of him.
"F-fuck… angel," he breathed, the rare curse falling from his lips like it surprised even him. Soft praises fell from your lips as you watched his eyes shut and his face contort with pleasure, wave after wave moving through him. You wished you could hold onto this image forever — wanted nothing more than to watch pleasure ride over him again and again until the end of time.
"Holy—" he let out, breaking off into a moan as his final release left him, his entire body still shaking with the intensity of it.
A beat of silence. Heavy pants and thick, warm atmosphere as you both sat there in the steamed-up car, breathing hard, foreheads pressed together. You felt him go soft inside you, the mix of him and your wetness pooling at the base of his cock.
Michael let out a deep exhale, something releasing in him, before looking up at you. The look in his eyes was like you hung the moon just for him, pupils wide as they met yours, his pearly whites showing through a soft, dazed smile. He laughed softly as he grabbed your face with both hands, thumbs moving in slow, tender circles against your cheeks.
"I love you so much, sweet angel."
You leaned in, lips grazing his. "I love you too, Mikey."
You pulled him into a kiss that said everything the words couldn't.
He broke away, whispering against your skin, the smile evident in his voice despite the tiny fragment of guilt threading through it. "We're going to Hell."
You laughed, soft and warm. "Probably. But at least we'll go together."