rambles by lois

mostly my words, to avoid spamming my main with rambles. Just need a place to put out thoughts and little snippets of shit i write.

[blodau]

The stars of the street

When the sky feels incomplete

When I feel incomplete

A substitute comfort a substitute light

Anything that guides me through the night

The clusters come forth from the quiet sky

I dont want to talk about the universe anymore

My brain my heart, all I hold is sore

[blodau]

I’ve yet to find a song that adores you like I do

[miss-starrynight]

Broken but bright

[blodau]

Riddled in my mind with your smile behind my eyes

You don’t know how hard it was to go home that night

If time could only stretch longer, here, my lips are yours

Between your teeth and against your own, your hand in mine we’re walking home

That’s where I’d like to belong, with you even on that night alone

I can’t feel the cold the winter biting at me, you melt it away you make me feel free

And I could write a whole book, I could compose a melody

On just a single moment, on a normal day

Just on the way you made me feel, and how it follows me

[blodau]

Whatever we become when we die, mine's seeped into the universe Through the sockets of a bird One day I will wake and be alive My feet will hold every cell of anger and burn through the grass, thrusting down to earth's core until the dust inside me bursts and my bones crush into diamonds, already making their way back up Birth without question And worth without reason.

[blodau]

im such a lightweight lmao

[spacelesbians-archive-deactivat]

rainbow cat moodboard 🌈

[blodau]

@aintgreat

[blodau]

if this pain was physical i still wouldn't be able to get out of bed

[blodau]

Can I start again?

[blodau]

Stepping over the dead stars that fell to my cloud, people come again to paint the walls I built with my bare hands. I break pieces of the wall to keep in my subconscious. People inspire me and haven't a clue. I look around unclench my hand and watch the wind blow.

[blodau]

I am nothing trying to be everything and I can't at least be something

[blodau]

I cant even write anymore I can barely breathe my body hurts I dont know

[blodau]

I'll drag my rocks with me to the river Clean off the light in my heart Maybe then I could see clearer That things cant be that hard

[blodau]

I'm filled with a sickly rage I got an apology today Was the wrath worth The harsh energy burst I was invisible for a second My senses went Came back cold And dripping wet I'm drenched on the floor Ready to be a cloud again I regret not being more The energy is sky-sent

[blodau]

I've accepted my fate that no one will truly love me I'm just company, I'm just company

[blodau]

Im coming down from seeing light still blinded by a dark night I see the air it fills the silence bleeds through quiet quiet, enough room for emerald sight

[blodau]

I'm so fucking dumb, wtf happened i used to be a smart kid now i'm so fucking stupid