My little depression

A real story

[remanence-of-love]

[fatmatns]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[sa-dnesss]

did i actually relapse or did i just never recover

[verpasstzuleben]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[cruellesummer]

God rest my soul I miss who I used to be

inspiration

[blogletthestormpass]

At week 5 of 6 rTMS treatments.

My mood is better. I don’t cry all the time anymore.

I’m really anxious about everything. And I’m really tired. I hope this will get better once I’m done …

[blogletthestormpass]

Day 60 in hospital.

Doing ECT

I have no memory

I have no good veins left

But I have no suicidal thoughts!

Yay?

[blogletthestormpass]

Day 26 in the hospital in psychiatry.

So far. Stopped prozac and trazodone.

Added desipramine

Aaaaaaand. Going to get ECT. I swore I would never go down that road ever. But I need to heal and work and have a family and a house. So. Yeah. ECT.

[apocalyptic-cake-deactivated202]

Listen up!

You see a post like this? Where OP might hurt/kill themselves? You hit that button that I circled

Hit that.

Click Suicide or Self-harm Concern

Yes.

Fill in the rest of it, and hit submit. The "content you reported" will fill itself in

Tumblr will follow up and help them.

Warning: this is only for mobile. If anyone knows how to do this for desktop, please add it!

This could SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE.

YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE NOT TO REBLOG THIS.

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF IT DOESN'T GO WITH YOUR BLOG'S THEME.

And yes, REBLOG. Liking does no shit at all. This isn't ig.

You reblog, people see it. You don't, people don't see it. This shit's that simple.

This could save someone's life. It's not a joke.

[gyrsaker365]

This isn’t some ‘oh yeah sure it could’.

This could legitimately do so.

Don’t you dare fucking scroll past.

[obscureoldguy]

This is good stuff to know!

[tortagnamgnam]

This is the lucky clover cat. reblog this in 30 seconds & he will bring u good luck and fortune.

[blogletthestormpass]

My dad had a heart attack on Thursday.

My mind is all messed up

I can’t organize thoughts. Or do anything. Just lost in time waiting for things to go better. They don’t teach you that in meditation classes or therapy. But I need help rn.

[blogletthestormpass]

Relationship status: still don’t know what I’m going but it seems to be working 🤷🏻‍♀️

Mental status: mountains of anxiety, side effects, and a little suicidal thoughts with a side of self harm urges

Médication status: still on prozac, seroquel, trazodone, lorazepam. Stopping modafinil cause I don’t want to throw up my entire day. Starting lithium.

So. In general. Please make this all work PLEASE.

Thank you.

[blogletthestormpass]

Relationship goals: no idea what I’m doing.

[sketchesinstillness]

Gratitude helps you fall in love with the life you already have.

[blogletthestormpass]

Something happened.

Like.... all of a sudden. Without looking for it. Without searching for it.

It’s kind of like it just fell down on me.

I met someone.

I. Met. Someone.

I met a girl specifically.

And I don’t know how to deal with all the information!!!!!!