Math_rexi ☆

Wl blogger + wl tips + mealspo {18} {Everyone Welcome}

[blood-cherri]

Stats ☆

18+ y/o

162 cm

Sw: 70kg (154 pounds)

Cw: 68-70 kg (scale broke but trying to get a new one)

Gw 1: 60 kg

Gw 2: 55 kg

Gw 3: 50 kg

Gw 4: 45 kg

Ugw: <40 kg

End time goal: 25 August

Digital journal (literally, i log everything on here). If you dont like it block, dont be hater. Pro recovery <3 Gives advice ♡

[blood-cherri]

I wish I could actually just stick to a diet for once

[blood-cherri]

Tw (cvtt'ng poem)

Little blue box

Little blue box

That I so sought

How you feel like a rock

Sending me deep down in thought

Inside there's crystals

Stickers and tags

Inside there's thistle

Sharp with fangs

You call my name

Every time I feel too much

I try to keep sane

Missing your prickly touch

The sting cuts deep

Sending me in motion

Create a sense of validation

Gives me some devotion

Little blue box

How much I hate

But you my friend

You make me feel great

Little blue box

That I so sought

I just so wish

Life wasn't a bitch

Little blue box

Full of stickers and tags

Your ruined my life

With your damn knife

Little blue box

You need to stop

Leave me alone

Before I turn to bone

(Sorry for typos and use of words. This is my ever first peom I've EVER written so ya...)

[blood-cherri]

A guy in my class was showing a girl a pic of another girl saying she was pretty and the girl in my class was like, "I can't even see her face" and he said "who cares about the face, that BODY" and now I just want to die

[blood-cherri]

Gonna follow this just to get back in the rut, but I might change it a bit later on because I have exams in 1-2] weeks, so I can't really gast in that period.

[blood-cherri]

Im a failure...

And I deserve karma

[blood-cherri]

The food will still be there in a years time

But if I don't get sk'nny now, i might not be

[blood-cherri]

I'm thinking of going on a liquid diet. Like I can only drink stuff. So coffee, water, and soup for nutrients. But I still have to stay under a certain amount of c@ls?

[decayingdeermercy]

i should not be trusted in groupchats

[masochistic-decaying-corpse-dea]

I should not be trusted with sharp objects

[lavslostinwonderland-deactivate]

i should not be trusted with cough medicine

[siriuslypads]

i should not be trusted

[allulose-add1ct-deactivated2025]

I should not be trusted with a car or sharp things

I should also not be left alone with cheese balls

[peppermintvanillagirl]

I should not be trusted with melatonin gummies

[blood-cherri]

I should not he trusted with a phone

[blood-cherri]

At this point, idk if I am even sick. Like maybe I'm the problem? Wait, no, I AM lol 😆... 😐

[blood-cherri]

Every week I'm like "damn, this is the lowest point in my life I've ever been"

And then the next week rolls by

[blood-cherri]

Ok, so did i binge over 2000 for 4 days straight? Yes, but I have a game plan,

Tomorrow Im gonna have 1 cup of coffee and then anything I can get for 1$ at my school and then nothing else.

And then the day after nothing except coffee again

And then the day after that I can eat something and coffee

Posting this to keep myself accountable ☆

[blood-cherri]

Fuck eating I'm done with that shit

I will not b1nge another day, I feel like crap

[blood-cherri]

Heyyyyy... i binged yesterday... again...

But todays a new day <3

[blood-cherri]

(Tw) I had a massive b'ng€ yesterday and ended up actually v0mit!ng it all out because I felt so sick. And now I'm spending my morning on the toilet 😙✌️. #whatthefuckiswrongwithmeandwhycaninevercontrolmyself

[blood-cherri]

Just going to do a small update for today:

I'm not feeling the best, so I'm kinda just not gonna count c@l0r!$s today, but I'm still going to work out and get in my steps. <3

Stay safe and stay @na ☆

(Also, R.I.P. Michelle Trachtenberg, we lost a beautiful angle <3)

[blood-cherri]

Day 9/170

Cals in: 523

Cals out: 489 (Yesssss)

Food log:

1 Apple

Tuna salad

1 slice of banana bread

2 Zero sugar gums

Coke zero

1 french fry + 1 very small fried chicken strip (was feeling very light and a friend offered food)

(No food photos because it wasn't very photogenic and I smelled like tuna the whole day)