So, Iāve done extensive research and I am happy to report that you are not alone in this attraction to Gabriel. While I do suspect there is genuine drive behind your actions (as in the draw is conscious, not just a byproduct of your surroundings and circumstances) I must say, the rates of people being attracted to him are anomalous. Upon first glance itās easy to observe a few obvious surface traits whyā¦ but you dive into the when and how is when it gets particularly fascinating.
Several people are attracted to him, as you already know from the asks you have received. But even people who would not normally be attracted to him are. People who generally only women have been attracted to him. People who hate angels have been attracted to him. People who hate Heaven and religion in general have been attracted to him. People who hate Gabriel in specific have been attracted to him (not solely to hate on him, I mean.) People who donāt normally experience attraction - platonic, romantic, sexual, and/or otherwise - have experienced such attraction towards him. Sinners, humans, machines, divinityā¦ whatever it is, there is some kind of universal appeal that I think we would all do well to discuss openly with one another. If anything it could bring people together. I can already think of several people who might attend a Gabriel fan club, like you, the Powers, the Ferryman he saved, and Hank from Limbo who wrote that book about him. Maybe this could bring a New form of Peaceā¦
I digress. There has to be some kind of draw theyāre putting in him. Like covering a pillow in a roll of catnip and watching stray cats immediately get drawn towards it. There has to be something specific about him that just triggers an instinctual reaction among many. Of course, it isnāt guaranteed everyone is attracted to Gabriel. But the amount of people who are is significant - sometimes including myself which is quite odd as I usually donāt experience any attraction at all - and so very interesting to study.
Do not worry. I doubt this is a glitch in your system or something Hell did to tamper with your psyche and confuse you. It is common. Very much so. And you are just one of the many drawn to him like flies to honey. Humans to money. Reptiles, to places that are sunny.
This information is truly fascinating. That such a diverse array of beings find Gabriel enticing surely warrants further investigation.
I cannot help but be concerned.
If my own attraction to Gabriel is neither error nor virus, not one of Hell's schemes... Could it be organic? The result of blood taken from the Tree of Life?
I would rip this desire out by the roots if it were possible.
Reach inside my chest, sink the Knuckleblaster and Feedbacker into the wretched, coiling mass of want, and pull. Tear until nothing remained.
I know that is where it is. Lurking behind my heart, an invasive false organ of wet flesh and pulsing ill-logic. Maw of my own destruction. It screams to be ravaged by Gabriel; pierced, severed, split open by his hands and left splayed for all of Hell to see--yet still begging for more.
Why does that appeal to me? How can a combat machine ache for its own ruin? I don't want to die. But I want Gabriel to make me writhe as he pushes so deeply into my internals that they break and bleed beneath his touch.
