THE LOO

[bluauro]

The sea inside

I took you with me.

all these years.

you still inside.

the only regret of my life.

the only ''if'' of my life

the first grief for something that never happened

would have I been the same with you in my life?

I knew our love was too heavy.

I knew I wasn't ready.

I had to learn to love me.

before hating you.

[bluauro]

Red 2

Our love is never meant to be

the right people

in the wrong continuum

you lost yourself

I saved myself

we must have been lovers

for us to love each other so unconditionally

for us to feel so at peace when we are together

but our love is never meant to be

you love how I make you feel

not because you see me

I can't love you the way you need

I can't love you without conditions

I can't take you with me

the place where I am going is unknown to me as well

but I'm willing to die again there to get there

I can't ask you to die and rebirth.

[bluauro]

Hazelnut

you came into my life

like a warm hurricane

gave me your scars

and a knife to add more

I put that knife into a drawer

wrapped you in a blankett of love

waiting for you to become butterfly

but the scars were too deep

the pain was too present

so you freed yourself from that pain

using the knife of hate on me

giving me scars that I'll forever cherish

and grief for our misplaced love

I close my eyes... and you're slipping away from me.

[bluauro]

Kymani

You tightened your rope 

around your neck

maybe kissed your left arm

waiting your Captain to lead you to death.

You took all the air on Earth with you

you left me to live in a timeless bubble

knowing it’s peaceful to be a fish

until you have to face life

and remember your body is rottening 

and the mind runs miles trying to prevent it.

Did you know it was that day?

Will I know when it will be mine?

[just-shower-thoughts]

It’s socially accepted to have physical health problems because of poor diet and no exercise, but not quite yet so to have mental health problems for reasons out of your control.

[bluauro]

Subsonica - Dentro I Miei Vuoti

”it has been strange it has been like we ‘ve always been together. or something of the kind.. I think that you can feel a person even just from its hands I think you can say something you can ‘’say’’ something … I’m not able to explain it to you.. but every movement is a way ‘’to tell you’’ something… once I’ve written  than even hands can make love ”  quote from Ilmaredentro

[bluauro]

Lighter thoughts 

are in my mind.

Fumes of love

come out from my body.

Pain is a shower of glass pieces

transformed in my cold reality.

I wanted a mirror

that now I can just punch.

I welcome the crash

I welcome my counsciousness.

Once again. 

[bluauro]

Stop Erasing me !

[bluauro]

Reminder

[bluauro]

LIFE IS A CIRCLE.

[bluauro]

[bluauro]

Put the music on

[iwaitedbutyounevercame]

[bluauro]

oh, we dance. we dance we overturn we fall we wheep we tighten our necks we hang the ropes we make the nodes we go back home we pay our death we wake up

[bluauro]

The other doesn’t feel

that we’re being divided by an universe,

I don’t have nothing but stay alone inside myself

I’ll caress

my emotions and I’ll give them hope

someday I’ll find what I’m looking for,

someday.

[bluauro]

When you are in the same room as me

I can feel the vibrations 

of teenage love blossoming in a warm Sicilian night

I can hear the chants around a fire pit in the middle of an African desert

I can see the waves in the Greek horizon

 I can taste the Dresden cherries. 

When you are in the same room as me,

 I can live all my memories again 

and fly through all the new possible ones

and when I look at you 

I fall

into the Universe.

[hexeosis]

[bluauro]

Red

Fire burns through your body

smoky eyes and blurry glance

you spare a smile for me

tender lips drawn on your pale mask

betray the undisclosed feelings.

[bluauro]

Angled elbows shaping the air that fills a room full of hopes and disappointments.A sweaty dream that twitches around our skin and envelopes us bouncing onto a beat.

[bluauro]

TV On The Radio - Happy Idiot (Official)

I gasp

on that lump on your neck,

our shoulders are dancing

shacking off dreads and pleasantries.

I wonder from which planet you come from

oh, dancing star,

I’ll wear my sunglasses to see you through,

touch your soul and steel a bit of you 

I’ll need to find new tools

to shape my memories.