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She loved kdramas. She loved to feel emotions she could identify when she couldn’t identify her own.

I think Jeremiah loves the version of himself when he’s with Belly, while Conrad loves the version of his life that has her in it.

That’s why Jeremiah’s decisions often feel more self-centered—not necessarily in a selfish way, but because being with Belly makes him feel happy, confident, and worthy. His love seems tied to how she makes him feel about himself, so his choices naturally revolve around protecting that feeling.

Conrad’s love feels different. To him, Belly isn’t just someone who makes him feel better about himself—she’s someone who makes his life feel complete. That’s probably why his decisions are usually more about protecting her and the life they could have together. Whenever he isn’t weighed down by his depression, he seems to do everything he can not to ruin that future, even if it means sacrificing what he wants.

I also think this explains why Jeremiah was able to move on more quickly while Conrad couldn’t. Jeremiah eventually found someone who helped him rediscover that same version of himself, making it easier for him to let go. Conrad, on the other hand, never seemed to be looking for a new beginning. All he wanted was to get back to the life they had together, because to him, life was always better as long as Belly was in it.

#the summer i turned pretty

i might be in the minority, but i don’t like the second part of ctlbt—hear me out.

i really loved both the cheerful muhee and the broken, overwhelmed muhee. so when her pain was portrayed through dorami, it felt like her struggles were being downplayed, because dorami’s actions often came off as half-trolling.

i wish they had conveyed her pain in a more serious and solemn way. it would have been really beautiful to see hojin slowly trying to understand her story alongside her. that approach would’ve felt more heartfelt, and a deeper interpretation of what it means to understand her language.

#kdrama #can this love be translated

I know it isn’t about her being a fan. I can’t fully articulate his side, but I understand why he’s hurt. Maybe it’s because he thought she was getting to know him from scratch, only to realize that she already had a preconceived image of him—and from his point of view, he now feels expected to live up to that image as a fan’s idol.

#idol i #kdrama

last december was so long.

I really love how his side of the relationship is written. It’s not love at first sight—you can see his feelings slowly seeping in. He doesn’t act like this is his first love, nor is he overly hung up on his ex, yet it’s still clear that he cares for her. He starts paying attention to her even before knowing about their connection or that she’s a fan. The development and transition of his feelings feel so natural and endearing.

#idol i #kdrama

the audience went wild about the reveal on ep2. but imagine how sunjae felt by the pool when his crush—who doesn’t even know who he is—shouted his name with so much emotion, ran to him, and gave him the most heart-crashing hug. somehow, i want to feel what he felt right there.

#lovely runner #kdrama

i love love how they portray sadness here. usually, sadness is presented as a big, unexpected storm—something that you’ll ugly cry about. however, here in our movie, it’s like a continuous drizzle. sometimes it’s barely noticeable, and you can dance through it. other times, it’s so loud that you need to sit down until it calms. but it’s always been there—it never stopped. and you know, someday, it will become a thunderstorm. you know how to prepare for it, yet you can’t bring yourself to. you might just want to stand in the middle of it when it comes.

#our movie #kdrama

i fell in love with the melancholy.

#kdrama #our movie

alright kdramas are fun again. the twins who switched to half heal, half meet their loml, food chaebol romcom, baby avengers cop drama, the tantrum imugi who’ll probably get his happy ending, the gym situationship, the doctor who is curing and seducing his alcoholic patient, the scammed lawyer who became a temporary scammer along with the nugu youtubers

#kdrama

After rewatching Sungjoy in We Got Married, I had a realization. He was often labeled as unromantic during the show, but what if he was actually creating a safe space for her despite the “married couple” setup? She had just turned legal at the time, and even though there was only a one-year age gap between them, the situation was still delicate.

In reality, it would have been uncomfortable—even inappropriate—to lovebomb her just for the sake of views or to ride the trend. Maybe he recognized that. Yes, he might have been shy or even somewhat uninterested, but it’s also possible that he intentionally chose to set boundaries for this reason.

They created a relationship where they were both friends and fake lovers—a space that felt playful and supportive rather than pressured or overwhelming. It was a dynamic where she could freely move closer or take a step back without feeling confused or restrained by actions that could have been too intense for her at that time.

Maybe that’s what he was thinking.

#yook sungjae #red velvet joy #park sooyoung #we got married #kdrama #they were kdrama to me

at least in tangerines, we saw how changseop came, stayed, and devoted himself to the position previously held by yeongbeom. but in 2521, we don’t even know who’s in that spot, let alone how well they did in that precious role. he is a shadow—someone who has everything, yet concealed himself from us forever. an unfair winner.

#hurting myself at random afternoon #when life gives you tangerines #2521 #kdrama

aesun and gwanshik found financial success too late in life. it’s devastatingly unfair that they had to struggle with money for so long despite being pure-hearted and diligent. mentally recapping everything that happened is making me cry.

#when life gives you tangerines #kdrama

i love that when life gives you tangerines emphasizes that what you show and give to a child shapes their principles, which could guide them for the rest of their life.

#when life gives you tangerines #kdrama

it is right for geumyeong to end the relationship, to yearn for a relationship where she won’t have to walk on eggshells for the rest of her life.

on the other hand, it’s tragic that once she lets go, there’s no coming back for yeombeom. he can only watch as his greatest love slips away. but their ending is his fault—he never made an effort to create a livable environment for her, like gwanshik did for aesun every time.

geumyeong can stand up for herself, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t need protection. he failed to realize this.

#when life gives you tangerines #kdrama

suddenly m&a stuff becomes interesting.

#the art of negotiation #kdrama

emotions are so raw.

#when life gives you tangerines #kdrama

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