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sophie | 17 | writer | artist |

[bokutobbys]

𝘁𝘄: 𝗱𝘆𝘀𝗽𝗵𝗼𝗿𝗶𝗮, 𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗰𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗶𝘀, 𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗲𝘁𝗰 𝗜𝗙 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗧𝗔𝗕𝗟𝗘 𝗖𝗟𝗜𝗖𝗞 𝗢𝗙𝗙

𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗔𝗡𝗘

‘Who even am I?’ Camilo thought to himself, looking down at his feet.’No,no,don’t be an idiot!’ He kept thinking and thinking. “I am Camilo.” He  finally said out loud. “I’m 15…and I am a man!” He said, slightly yelling. Camilo drooped his head down, his smile gone. “No that's not right!” He kept yelling. It went pitch black.Only his shadows surrounded him. “Camilo…” A deep voice asked. “W-who are you?” Camilo asked,looking around himself.”Who’s there?!” He yelled. “What…you don't recognize yourself?”

The deep voice came closer. Revealing a copy of Camilo.The copy had no eyes, just skin. “You aren’t me.” Camilo quietly said.”This isn’t even real.” Camilo laughed nervously.”You sure about that?” The copy asked. Teleporting behind Camilo. “Do you think you’re going insane, Camilo?” The copy continued teleporting around him. “Let’s be honest.” The voice started.

“You have no clue who you are…” It laughed maniacally “It’s pathetic…” It went on “Shut up! I know exactly who I am!” Camilo finally yelled.”Oh but do you?” The deep voice continued asking. “I mean, you do realize the form you take Camilo… May not even be you.” The copy teleported itself and Camilo to the Casita with Camilo’s body.

“Shut up!!” Camilo yelled. Holding his head. The room went pitch black again. “Hey Camilo…” Another voice asked. “What gender even are you?” The copy came again. “Are you a woman? Pathetic.” It laughed. “You tell others and yourself you’re a man.” More voices came. “Yet that seems to upset you…”

“What you’re trans?” Another copy came in.”No…” Camilo said softly, fiddling around with his fingers.”Then what the hell are you?” The original copy asked, laughing even harder.”I mean, you can’t be either.” It asked again.”But…” Camilo started.”Oh! Don’t tell me you think you’re neither!” Said the copy.”What would dear Mami say?” It continued.

“I bet you don’t even remember who you are!” It threw its head back laughing. “I do!!” Camilo continued yelling, tears streaming down his face. “Then what’s your name?” It asked quietly. “Ca…” Camilo stopped. “Pathetic.” The deep voice said.

“Camilo…?” A soft voice asked. Camilo opened his eyes. There was the Casita. Everything was normal. He looked down to see Antonio there. “Are you okay..?” Antonio asked. Camilo bent down. “Antonio...am I…” He stopped.

❞𝗔𝗠 𝗜 𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗔𝗡𝗘❞