anxious attachment style

[rottenraccoons]

Can Cirrus cheer me up with some words of encouragement. Had some not so nice moments and would appreciate some nice words from him:'>

"Although I don't quite know what it is you're going through, little star, know that you'll always have a place right here beside me."

"I understand how much turmoil life can throw at you, so rest assured... all you need to do when that happens is simply come here. I will take care of the rest."

"I know you are doing your best to make it through. And I know just as well that you will continue to do so. So go on and make me proud, hmm?"

[jetix]

2024-01-26

[jetix]

2017-01-24

[luckydaikon]

[boredperson-1]

i love dying in Cirrus's route. i'd rather die at the hands of someone i love than from illness or old age.

[alinowoo]

I painted as a gift ^^

[boredperson-1]

everything i read about Cirrus makes me like him more. i genuinely love his personality. but also, like the devs themselves have pointed out, i feel like he'd make an absolutely terrible husband and i struggle to imagine a genuinely good ending with him.

he feels like a character built for a bad ending. an incredibly fascinating, sure, but still a bad ending.

idk. if he somehow magically changes or gets "therapied" into being a healthier person, that would honestly make him way less appealing to me. that's kind of the whole point.

[cuteyahooanswers]

2012-08-06

i freak out and lose focus on how much im breathing or if im breathing because then im conserntrating on if im talking to her, so then i look weird breathing out a sentance in one breath, i might even have to stop breathing for a second if i dunno wat to say next, your crush makes you feel happy and warm but so powerless and shy

[boredperson-1]

deleting art on tumblr doesn't work the way I thought it would I have this problem with things always being deleted because I'm the one constantly deleting what I post you know and because I'm constantly going crazy so... yeah... but SOMEHOW yeah...

[boredperson-1]

I can't do anything I lack willpower. I never have. Since childhood, all I loved was watching TV, playing video games, and looking at others. When I look at others, I really want what they have…

So sometimes I tried to draw, sometimes write, do something to attract attention, to earn someone else's approval, praise. It was never enough for me. It still isn't enough for me. It seems like no one knows I exist…

It only gets harder with age. I look at others and it seems like everyone has something they're good at. But all I hear is criticism. I can't help but agree with them. I can't help but know that I can't do anything, and I don't want to learn anything. It's so scary.

[boredperson-1]

I think I'm starting to understand why I've been working worse.

First, I do this every day, seven days a week. Yes, I work very few hours a day, but that doesn't change anything because I continue to absorb information.

Second, I remembered that I used to work even less because the responsibilities were divided between three or four people, including me. And even though the workload has decreased, I realize that with each passing year, it's getting harder and harder for me to do anything, and I'm really getting dumber. It's harder for me to digest information and come up with new ideas. But if you think about it, 10 years ago I was doing much less, and then for 10 years straight, I was doing much more. My God, I'm just so fed up with it all.

I mean, everything's fine, I have such a good job, but I'm so fed up with it.

[boredperson-1]

why don't you love me? and if you don't love me, I would really like to die by your hands. that's all.

[boredperson-1]

I increasingly see people on this site writing,"Men don't know how to write women, it's so weird! Women are people too!" Men write about women the way THEY see them or WANT TO SEE them. It's quite possible that many of them could write women better, they just don't want to because, in most cases, they write for the same male audience.

That's why female character's breasts will be mentioned twice.

I also think many women write men unrealistically. it doesn't seem so silly to us, since many idolize men, and many, especially here, enjoy these emotional male characters. But for many men, it's funny or strange, especially if we're talking about characters from novels.

I think it works both ways.

[boredperson-1]

I'm getting old, please kill me. I don't want to be old. I'm already old according to teenagers. I don't want to be old. I don't want to be an adult. I don't want to.

I've always hidden online… but that makes it feel like I don't have a real me. It's like I don't exist in reality because my mind doesn't match my body. It's hard to explain. Even when I try my best to mold something out of this piece of meat, it has limits… it's all wrong and I don't feel like myself. And I know what people see, I have to force myself into certain behavioral boundaries so as not to look too creepy.

I don't want to look creepy… I want to look cute, but I can't.

I should be dead already. I didn't plan on living this long.

I often think about how my love kills me with his own hands. In fact, his hands could change my shape. But I would probably still want to die.

[boredperson-1]

bruh i still love him.... hate myself for that....

[artcrimsoncloud]

- I'm not wearing any underwear.

- We'll buy some tomorrow. Go to sleep.

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[boredperson-1]

ugly both externally and internally