Young tgirl -soul mate searching
So I’ve had two relationships in the past year n some change. Why? Well because dealing with men who are already acquainted with my lifestyle and girls like me…are truly sometimes difficult. Say our community makes up 10 girls. Then you throw two men in the equation.
So almost every girl has had there personal experience with that guy. That being said, like it’s cool the dude seems comfortable with it.
He can walk with you any where, talk to you
Any where… Be seen with you and don’t care.
But you as a trans girl/women go out into your
Community. The first thing you hear,
“Oh hey I seen you with Cody the other day! you know him too high?!” Um and I’m thinking.
OK that’s one girl. Not bad. But annoying.
You and Cody go to functions and parties.
You meet some of his friends. some are just dudes he knows. Others are trans women.
They know you for being one of them.
They know Cody for dealing with him in the past. So you have ran into almost half of your
Community seemingly.
First thought:“ Damn , is there any tranny he hasn’t tried to date or fuck yet some where?
😔😔😔He is more of a hot commodity than us right now!”
They say let the past be past.
Well it’s very difficult. When you have a boyfriend who pretty much nailed every bitch
Willing to spread it for the nigga. But your an escort, mean while he is in your ear about what your doing or your current “profession” as an escort. He gets irritated sharing you with these random men and strangers. But one mind is telling you: he worse than me. He was pretty much the only sausage in town everybody had to have a taste of.And there was no benefit to his promiscuous behavior. Whatsoever.
So basically its like…you doing what I dread to do. Every day and except I get benefits from it. You Do not my dear.
That is where conflict meets me and mines in a
Relationship.
It wouldn’t be any different if I was a stripper… and every man done seen or touched my bare skin. Wouldn’t be much different if I was in the porn business either.
I’m still seeing others and having to be some what physical with a bunch of others.
But at the end of the day,
These men do it too. Just in a way they think is alright to do it.
#Foodforthought
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