[breakingreality]

"Time is a cheap shooting asshole.

The moment you stop paying attention to it, it crushes you. Brutally.

Nobody is unfaced against the pass of time. Eventually it catches up to you.

It will happen to you, too. Waste the little time you have now... because eventually you will understand how literal is the expression of "time is gold", little borrower."

[breakingreality]

Make a muse that's literally a tumblr roleplayer that does metacommentaries about other muses the mun has seen on the dash or on memes.

[rpmusings-galore]

it didn’t make me stronger, braver, smarter… 

                                                          it made me   b r o k e n 

[breakingreality]

You should just remake lmao

An actually constructive advice! I am thankful for your worries; however, I'm perfectly fine like this :3

[breakingreality]

This might sound bad, but when i see an extremely glittery text ornamented with a lot of formating and pretty icons I get lowkey suspicious of them lmfao

[breakingreality]

"Hah! Still pretty as fuck, haven't lost my mojo."

Eli please.

[breakingreality]

I used to have so many triggers, lmao.

These last months, years, I began treating myself with a psychologist. Of course I despise the typical big no nos, but... damn, I've healed so many wounds

[breakingreality]

"— I thought... Jiang Shi were a TYPE of chinese vampire, not a name?"

Stop questioning people Eli

[breakingreality]

"Time may change people... but people cannot change time.

Well, exceeeeept...

Pretty much me, to be honest."

[theperfectwarrior]

I was taught I'd never be loved just the way I was.

I was taught to feel ashamed of who I was.

[breakingreality]

The mun has been booped by a hooded figure

Oh noes! I has been booped! :c

[breakingreality]

Me: I have no muse.

Also me, after reading an old thread from @stained-carmine : Shit Imma write

[breakingreality]

@stained-carmine

“E-Eli…” She would hesitantly reach for the other, stopping short when the immortal spoke up again. The way she spoke, the way she looked at her, the feelings that she could feel from the other, it all pulled at her heart, sparking pain in her chest as if someone had tied an anchor to her. Heart throbbing in her ears, she almost couldn’t hear Eli when she spoke once more. Each word impacting her with a building force, stronger and stronger. Her body began to shake, faintly at first, before the tremors grew more and more, the young duchess trembling violently as the swell of her emotions rose, higher and higher, reaching far above her like an insurmountable tide.

And then she had said it. The words that signaled that Eli would leave her. That she would lose this friend she had come to enjoy spending time with in the garden. This girl who equaled her in vivacity and passion. This girl who had such a bottomless pit of a stomach that Ivalinne had to sneak several things from the kitchen just to sate her hunger. This girl with which she shared those crimson eyes that others would spurn them for. This girl who she had gotten so used to seeing in the gardens, who now was saying she would never return.

She didn’t want to lose her!

“NO!!!” She screamed with all her might, the dam that had held her feelings back shattering to pieces as her emotions burst forth. Tears welled up in her eyes so swiftly they departed her eyes less than a second later.

“I DO NOT WANT THAT!” She shouted, voice echoing throughout the gardens for all to hear. “I WILL NOT ALLOW SUCH A THING TO PASS! I REFUSE IT!”

“I WILL NOT ACCEPT THIS! I WILL NOT LOSE MY TREASURED FRIEND OVER SOMETHING AS INSIGNIFICANT AS THIS!”

“DO NOT DARE TRY TO PUSH ME AWAY!!! AS THE DAUGHTER OF THE ROZKA’CER I—” She would choke on her words, her tears flowing so furiously that she couldn’t even speak between sobs anymore. Like the support beams collapsing under the weight of a structure too large to keep up, her legs would give way beneath her, the young noble collapsing to the floor as she cried with no end in sight.

“A-as a……R-R-Rozka…c-cer….I…or-order…y-you…” Her voice was a hoarse whisper as she pleaded with the girl. “P-please…d-do not……leave m-me…”

— — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — —

There is... a pause. Her slow movements stop in motion completely as if time itself had refused to flow for a second; these treasured seconds she gained let her enough time to not break upon the tears of Ivalinne, she who bears the ability to destroy the facade the redheaded firecracker had built with that much effort. 

Because, what can you do when you know what fate awaits? The suffering that she will undergo from this moment on while you’re unable to help and avoid it? No... She certainly was able to avoid it from happening; but deep inside her, she knew: She should not change that moment in time, Ivalinne’s fate was not Eli’s to decide. 

Eli clenches her teeth upon the sight; she had hurt the girl she so much adored, but there was one thing clear: She... had to leave. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but eventualy she would have to leave. Leave her alone for her to go through the green mile... 

“Are you giving me orders?”

She asks, breaking the silent with a grimace of anger on her face that slowly... breaks into a sad sigh.

“Ahhhh... Fine. My god, you won’t ever let me be the edgy-type, huh ?” 

She says, obviously joking and trying to soften the situation. 

“Don’t cry... okay? Please. I won’t...”

“I won’t... ever leave you.” 

A lie.

A lie that she so much despised saying. Because in the end...

                            S h e   w o u l d   a b a n d o n   h e r.  

[breakingreality]

What do you think of fate? Do you like fate prisma?

Oh, hey!

I apologise, I kind offff have left the blog alone. Like, a huge hiatus that I might not ever finish.

Regarding Fate:

I do like Fate; in fact, most of my narrative is based on the Visual novel of Fate from 2002; however, when the franchise became much more mainstream and Grand Order gained popularity and they began to... launch a lot of series, I lost track of it. I know basically all about the nasuverse (Kara no kyukai, fate and Tsukihime), so I'm fine with not following GO (despite being now touching the more obscure parts of this multiverse).

Regarding Prisma... I lllllike it? I like the fact that Illya has "better" life and ending than how it happens in UBW, for example. I have the obvious complains about the fan service, but I can easily ignore it. Anddd Prisma has arguably the BEST Fate movie, being the one about the Alternate Shiro that kills all the card guardians one by one to save Miyu. Honestly, I fucking loved that :D

[rpmemes-galore]

muses who fight tooth and nail to protect others, but don’t think they’re worth saving.  muses who would look after someone else who was injured/sick, but don’t believe they deserve to be cared for.  muses who would give their lives for those they love… but honestly can’t fathom someone doing the same for them.  muses who don’t know their worth.  muses who view themselves as monstrous or unforgivable. muses with a dark past and trauma, which clouds their judgement and their view of their own self-worth. muses seeking redemption they don’t even believe they deserve.   rb if u agree

[breakingreality]

“There’s nothing more terrible than mistaking. 

Like, how can I miss a steak? That’s terrible news.”

[breakingreality]

*Nom nom nom* 

“Planning on coming back. Skipped all 2022, who’s here?”