watch me die

possible !!!TW!!! just a reminder that you are worth it <3

[eosecho]

[someonelessexciting]

Sometimes I’m like ‘is being skinny worth all this?’ but then I think..

How long?

How long am I gonna live in a body that I hate?

How long am I gonna keep wearing a hoodie in the summer?

How long am I gonna wait for love when nobody wants me this way?

How long am I gonna let my youth slip by and not enjoy it because my weight holds me back?

How long am I gonna wait before I finally feel pretty enough for cute clothes?

I can’t let another year pass me by wishing i was skinny.

I can’t keep saying I’ll start tomorrow because even that is too long.

I won’t let another day pass by where im not actively trying to reach my goals.

[x-craving-hurt-thinspii-x]

[c0ke-z3ro-addict]

things i hate about myself:

- how my thighs spill out when i sit down

- my stomach

- my arms

- my chin and cheeks

- my whole legs

- my collar bones don’t show enough

- can’t stop binging

things i like about myself:

- my wrists look boney

[satanssonike]

Imagine having a healthy relationship with food

[wastedvessal]

I literally laughed so hard at this 💀

[etherealghostdoll]

me trying to enjoy something: ☻

my brain: you can’t enjoy this because you aren’t skinny

me: ☹

[cringyflute]

“why do you wanna be skinny?” we live in a world in which people will always congratulate you for loosing weight. you could be starving yourself to the most detrimental degree and they will still praise you for loosing weight.

[duckerdodadau]

[bookshellfish]

Lets kiss so we can burn calories together

[bnmxfld]

“Maybe I’ll see you in another life, if this one wasn’t enough.”

— Florence + the Machine / How Big, How Blue, How Beautiful

[breathingnotliving]

being alive is the most painful thing.

[breathingnotliving]

https://open.spotify.com/track/39UJG380DXNHAa07pGdVgI?si=A0GSRldvSKSxlK0viHu3CA

[breathingnotliving]

i can’t remember the time i was truly happy.

[breathingnotliving]

i’m slowly saying goodbye. I can’t take this anymore.

[impossiblee4n4diarytrash]

Repeatedly looking up if diet coke is actually 0cal cause I got trust issues 😑

[breathingnotliving]

alone again :)

[traumatizeddfox]

picking up disorders like i’m at a grocery store for mental illnesses