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we were lovers. now we can't be friends.

:( 

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i'm falling for her hard. 

what the fuck am i doing?

what's next?

just when i think i'm getting my shit figured out, life hands me this.

i don't want to lose her, but do i really have a choice?

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Wow. A beautifully tragic short film. I think anyone who has grown up with the internet can relate to this. Wow, I'm moved. NSFW at all just fyi.

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lie to me and say it's going to be alright.

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crash crash crash crash crash crash crash crash

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4th of july

so, in theory, i had a good day today. i slept in some, went for a pretty long run, and got to hang out with my family. i ate some amazing indian food and went and saw a movie that was surprisingly enjoyable. all very good things.

my record is really coming together. it'll be done by the 21st. i think it's turning out really well.

why i am feeling so hopeless then? what is wrong with me? do i just still miss her that much? it's been over eight months and i want to get on with my life. i guess holidays are going to always be hard when you're alone.

i'm remembering the first time we broke up. it was the day after simple math came out. i remember listening to it until it made me too depressed. today is the first day i've listened to it in about two years. still hurts.

after that, it was bon iver's self titled album and the antler's hospice constantly. maybe those are next on rotation for tonight. hospice always made me feel like i wasn't totally alone.

i love how music can transport you back to a time and place. it hold so much magic. sometimes that place is painful, but even painful nostalgia is better than emptiness.

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'hopeless' by the wrens

"hopeless that this will turn out better this isn't what i wanted i should have listened to them

go thank yourself for nothing it's all you're really good for and every year you've wasted and ever half-assed offer"

top ten songs of all time

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You'll be happy to know I'm still miserably alone. It's the end of the road. If you want it to hurt, you should've done it eight months ago.

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respect. this is why kanye is on top. a decade later and he's still talking the same issues, just from a different perspective.

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you can all just kiss of into the air

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i had no idea waka flocka is so cool

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sigh.  ok — im just responding to some comments here to clarify things:

yes - peta does some wack stuff.  i haven’t researched it a ton so i haven’t really decided how I feel about them, but it’s true that I have seen some stuff i dont like.  however, i appreciate that waka flocka just hates bullies and loves animals.  i feel like it’s really unprecedented and not something you usually see from male rappers and i just love nothing more than when artists clearly don’t care about appearing in a certain way and are just being earnest and cool.  esp when related to animal rights <3

x

c

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two songs down (lyrics included)

TONIGHT:

You've done it again You've made me scared to be alive You took away my appetite And you're always doing fine

You've got it made You've got a man to earn a wage You've got a boy who will behave And sing to you from center stage

I don't want to die, I don't want to die I don't want to die, I don't want to die Tonight, tonight But I don't want to be alive, want to be alive I don't want to be alive, want to be alive Tonight, tonight

I'm at it again I hit the town 'just to see a friend' We start to smile as we talk again Shit, I remember how this ends

We drift apart Doomed to fail right from the start A lonely boy with a broken heart A lonely boy, a lonely boy

I don't want to die, I don't want to die I don't want to die, I don't want to die Tonight, tonight But I don't want to be alive, want to be alive I don't want to be alive, want to be alive Tonight, tonight

OVEREXPOSED:

Take off your clothes and show me your scars Get comfortable with how ugly you are You're overexposed, you over-emote Your passionate mind, it tends to impose

I wish I loved the songs that you wrote But I can't help hearing that first line that you spoke I wish I loved the songs that you wrote

So cover your ears, it's about to get cold Not temperature-wise, just lacking in soul You're overexposed, you over-emote You're overcommitment is bound to get out

I wish I loved the songs that you wrote But I can't help hearing that first line that you spoke I wish I loved the songs that you wrote I wish I loved the songs that you wrote

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owl pharaoh

ITUNES VERSION - FULL NAKED FT RICK RUBIN AND BON IVER CUDI AND YE FEATURES BANDZ REMIX PHARRELL COLLAB

He better also put the full version of Upper Echelon w/ 2 Chainz on there. This mixtape is so fire though. Will definitely buy whenever it reaches iTunes.