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ind. spn & crime based oc.

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today i am doing the things !!

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The moral of the story is, I will gut you if I need to. I will carve my way out with only my teeth.

Brenna Twohy, from “Little Red Riding Hood Addresses the Next Wolf,” Forgive Me My Salt  (via themorninqstar)

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atrcmento.

jesse pulled on to the gas station forecourt ,     using the heel of his hand to spin the wheel towards the gas pumps .

he scooted around to the pump ,     eyes darting back and forth like an animal caught in a trap ,     for jesse the paranoia never left him .     it hung over his shoulder twenty - four hours a day ,     whispering in his ear like the ugly conscience you wish you never had .     a quivering hand hovered over one of the pumps ,     hesitated and returned to the pocket of his pants .      again ,     wide eyes searched the environment retaining as many details as one could with a quick scan .     the station was small and lacking in tlc ,    the building made from a thick wood that gave way in dark patches ,     around those darkened orifices the wood had been frayed and dirtied as though a community of termites had made their homes and ate like kings ever since .

again ,     he reached for the pump ,     this time successfully grasping the handle and forcing the nozzle into the tank of his rusted car .     whilst filling the tank with overpriced fuel he noticed a female inside the store ,     he hadn’t seen her earlier ,     he could barely see her now ,     her figure merely a silhouette through the grimy display window .  

      leather    boot   heel   swings   kickstand   onto   pavement,    triumph   bobber   steadied   into   place.   miles   of    desolation   is   behind   her   &    there’s  a  disappointingly   empty   pack   of   cigarettes    remains  to  show  for  it.   sky  blue   box    clutched   within   her  fist,   she   chucks   it   into   trash.   EXHAUSTED   eyes   drink   in  their  surroundings.  a  disheveled   looking   man  just  reached  gas   pump.  she  doesn’t  think  much  of   him  (  one  track  mind  )   &   proceeds   inside.  the   snack  isles  taunts  her,  &  she  caves,            a   bag  of  doritos,   some   sour   gummy  worms,   a  red  bull,  &   cigarettes,  the  scorching  air  engulfs  her   as   she   returns   outdoors.  through  sunglasses   gray  eyes  flicker  over  stranger’s  frame.   catching  his  gaze,  a   biting   smirk  finds  its  way  onto  her  features. 

         ❛   isn’t    it   a   little   HOT   for  having   a  beard  ??   ❜    cigarettes   thumping  against   palm,   she   strips   cellophane,  then   plucks   smoke   from  american  spirit   pack   &   casually  wedges  it  between  plump  lips.

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SHIPPING INFO //  answer the following for your muse(s) so people know how shipping works on your blog. REPOST.  don’t reblog.

WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE? :  i  haven’t  developed  any  ships  with  her  yet  so  i don’t  have  any  particular  otp,  howeverrrrr  i got some dope ships i headcanon  with  @tcughguy ,  @huntersfate  &  @lupusdci   !!!

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING? : angst  generally  keeps  me  most  engaged  in a  relationship.  i  don’t  really  have  many triggers.  anything ranging  from  a normal  relationship  to  something  toxic  is  fine.  the occasional  fluff is  good  too.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE? :  idk.  i  mean  as  long  as  a  muse  is  over  twenty one  averie is  down,  maybe  like  late forties  cap  (  if  they  rly  handsome  ).  but  for  some  reason,   her  brother  boyd’s  age  gap  is  eighteen  to  late  thirties,  because  he  is  garbage.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING? :   in a  sense.  as  long  as  there  is  chemistry  i’m  down ??  but  if  there  isn’t  i can’t  force  my  muse.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NS.FW? :  when  someones  hand  is  in  someone  else’s  clothing. i  don’t  do  read  mores  but  i  do  tag  nsfw  stuff  as  nsfw !!

WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH? :  idk  i  mean  i’m  a  ship  whore  but  if  i  had  to  ship  her  with  spn  canons  it’d  be  dean,  cas,  sam  &  ruby.  oops.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU? :    nah  just  come  at  me  ic,  she’ll  do  the  rest..

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP? :  all day  err day

ARE YOU MULTISHIP? :   yesssss.

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS? :  i’m  an  inbetweener.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM? :  dunno yet, bye.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU? : basically  yell  loudly  at  me  &  scream.

tagged by   :  @tcughguy tagging   :   @hittcr,  @thosedirtygrifters,  @petrovanity,  @atrcmento,  @lupusdci, @primxs, @huntersfate

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i’m entirely capable of being a fucking nightmare.

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averie’s brother now has his own sideblog !! u can follow mr. handsome here @deathlamide

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❝ There's no 'we' in fries. ❞

a meme buried in my blog.  (  not  accepting  )

    ❛            but   sharing   is  CARING.  no  ??   ❜   she   should   have   gotten   her   own   fries,   however   half   of   them   would   have   gone   to   complete   waste   considering   a   burger   was   enough   to   keep   her   satiated.  a   pouty   lower   lip,   grey   eyes   drowse   in   faux   sadness.    ❛  c’mon   ethaaan,  just  a  couple,  pretty  please  ??   ❜

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*sprays you with a water pistol* (tcughguy / oops)

hot n’ sweaty meme.    (  accepting  )

      she  is  VERY  foolish  to  believe  an  hour  of   tanning  in  PEACE   might  be   accomplished  with   him   around.  her   partner  clearly  has  a  DEATH WISH,  fucking  with  her  like  that.  she can  feel  the  water  practically  sizzle  in  contact  against  hot  skin.  despite  the  unwanted  surprise,  she  has  to  admit,              it  feels  DAMN  good.  rising   abruptly   from   chair,  legs   employ  swiftly   &   bare  soles  stomp  across  the  earth.    ❛   THINK  your  gonna  get  away  with  this  that  easily  ??   ❜  limbs  ascend  toward,  fingers  itching  to  yank  the  squirt  gun  from  his  hand.  she’s  bent  on  REVENGE.

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“Let’s go to the supermarket again and take a very long time staring at the frozen vegetables.”

hot n’ sweaty meme.    (  accepting  ) 

    ❛    okay,   BUT  !!   hear   me   out.           how   about  the  cooler  isles  in  the  liquor  store   ??   ❜   a  quiet  hum,  raven  brow  quirks  with  anticipation.  their  motel  fridge  lacked  alcohol  ;  they  had  no  need  for  vegetables.   just   beer.   what  a  perfect  way  to  KILL  two  birds  with  one  stone.    ❛     we  could  get  a  thirty  rack  &  refresh  ourselves   at   the  same  time. ❜

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“I’m sweating in places I didn’t even know existed."

hot n’ sweaty meme.    (  accepting  )

   ❛   what  a  FANTASTIC  bit   of   information,  eliot.  thanks  for   that.   ❜  sarcasm  spills  forth  from  lips,  a   smirk’s  hint   lurking  behind   feigned   disgust.   ❛   if  it  makes  you  feel  any  better,   my  tits  are  drenched.  i’m  fuckin’  melting.               you  think  most  bars   would  have  ac,  you  know   ??    ❜   or  maybe  not,  judging  by   its  sketchy  clientele.

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AMERICAN GODS SENTENCE STARTERS

episode four - git gone

❝ d’ya mind ? ❞

❝ best drinks have self defining names. you order a manhattan, god knows what you’re gonna get, but you order a gin and tonic, a jack and coke, it’s not just a name. it’s a command. ❞

❝ how long you’ve been working here for ? ❞

❝ ooh, that’s bad luck. ❞

❝ don’t do it. ❞

❝ i was waiting for you. ❞

❝ why’d you help me ? ❞

❝ you’re really not very good at this; i saw you coming a mile off. ❞

❝ are you trying to recruit me ? ❞

❝ you could be a world class thief. ❞

❝ you look like you could get anything you want just by asking for it. ❞

❝ what d’ya say, huh ? ❞

❝ hang on a minute. i’m sorry. ❞

❝ i owe you one. i feel beholden. ❞

❝ let me buy you a drink. ❞

❝ let’s go somewhere. ❞

❝ so you are a thief. ❞

❝ the weak spot, see ––– all you need is one. and it’s usually people’s attention. ❞

❝ show me. ❞

❝ oh, god. ten years, and [ … ] has NEVER looked at me like that. ❞

❝ there’s a lesson in there somewhere. ❞

❝ my grandma always had cats. she said that they could see ghosts when we can’t, and warn you of thieves. ❞

❝ do you ever worry about what will happen if you keep stealing ? ❞

❝ do you believe in the afterlife ? ❞

❝ all i know is there’s more than i know. ❞

❝ yeah, i think that might sound wiser than it is. ❞

❝ when you die, you rot. it’s a fixed system. physics doesn’t take sundays off. ❞

❝ my parents believed in everything. father, son, holy ghost, spirit filled and full of the light of god. they taught me all of it, chapter and verse. ❞

❝ i went to bed every night in a world full of magic where anything was possible. ❞

❝ it’s like everything that made the world anything more than what it is is just –– stories. like snake oil. but worse, because snakes are real. ❞

❝ i wanted to get that magic back so bad, but one day i just accepted the fact that i couldn’t, because life is just not that interesting. ❞

❝ don’t look at me like that. ❞

❝ the fun is just getting started. ❞

❝ i could teach you to fight. ❞

❝ hey, you want coffee ? ❞

❝ are we pregnant ? ❞

❝ what i’m about to say may sound irrational to you, but i have all sorts of rational reasons for saying it, and doing it. ❞

❝ say it, and we’ll talk about whether or not you should do it. ❞

❝ are we … discussing this, or are you telling ? ❞

❝ there’s some wiggle room. ❞

❝ are you unhappy ? because i’m happy, okay, you make me happy. ❞

❝ yes, i see that you’re happy. from this side of it. the wrong side of it. and i think maybe i resent not being happy. not resent you, just … resent. ❞

❝ do you still love me ? ❞

❝ we are like a history book. we’re established fact. we don’t change. ❞

❝ i represent FAILURE to you ? ❞

❝ i can take it. if you’re on the other side. i can make it if you can. can you wait for me ? ❞

❝ just glad that i could be here to help you, you know ? ❞

❝ hey, don’t stay here alone tonight. ❞

❝ why did you say that ? ❞

❝ come on, [ … ] , say what you mean. ❞

❝ last night was a one time thing. you were there. and thank you, but we’re not doing this. we did this. and now it’s done. ❞

❝ you don’t love him. not the way he loves you. ❞

❝ is that all this was ? just fun ? ❞

❝ are you saying no ? ❞

❝ i lived my life, good and bad. definitely not light as a feather. ❞

❝ in life, you believed in nothing, so you will go to nothing. you will be done. ❞

❝ there is nowhere else for you to be. ❞

❝ tears have fallen for you. ❞

❝ do i get a say in this ? ❞

❝ death is not a debate. ❞

❝ how many do you think have come before you, all with promises and threads and offers of gold, glory, love ? who are you to misguide me from my duty ? ❞

❝ you are but a man, not even one i should remember. ❞

❝ i’m gonna come in now. i’m gonna come in now, okay ? ❞

❝ is this a haunting ? are you haunting me ? ❞

❝ does [ … ] know ? ❞

❝ i’m a vulgar woman. anger and grief have just really made me vulgar. ❞

❝ god, you know, i should thank you. it’s so much easier grieving someone when you’re glad they’re dead. ❞

❝ oh, fuck your feelings. ❞

❝ everybody has feelings, everybody cares about what they feel. i don’t care about what you feel. i care about what you think. what do you think about what you did ? ❞

❝ what was your big lie, [ … ] ? ❞

❝ i love [ … ] … loved [ … ]. love [ … ]. i love [ … ]. (s)he’s the light of my life. ❞

❝ you, i remember. ❞

❝ there is nothing i can do to lighten your heavy heart. ❞

❝ your heavy heart sank you like a stone, right back where you last left off. ❞

❝ was it love ? ❞

❝ love will always have you at a disadvantage. ❞

❝ many is the man who would take any version of his lost love rather than leave his love lost. ❞

❝ (s)he/they will say thank you to whichever god has sent you back to him/her/them. ❞