DELETE MY EXISTENCE.

👹WE ALL GO TO HELL👹 DEPRESSED, SUICIDAL & FUCKED UP DEATHCORE KID

[antigonick]

You think you know yourself inside out when you live alone, but you don't, you believe you are a calm untroubled or at worst melancholic person, you do not realise how irritable you are, how any little thing, the wrong kind of touch or tone, a lack of speed in answering a question, a particular cast of expression will send you into apoplexy because you are unchill, because you have not learnt how to soften your borders, how to make room. You're selfish and rigid and absorbed, you're like an infant.

—Olivia Laing, Crudo

[gothicc-succubus-deactivated202]

KNOW👏YOUR👏WORTH👏

[my-funked-up-life]

That's a fact

[bringmethedrugstore]

word.

[small-but-mightyy]

[bringmethedrugstore]

WHY CAN'T I SIMPLY FORGET YOU. IT WOULD MAKE IT ALL EASIER!!

[savagepuss]

Old tumblr was really top tier.

[wav-mp3]

2010-2018 to be specific

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

Men dni.

[cherrytainteddoll]

if ur not borderline i promise u that u don’t get it. ppl have tried to tell me that they understand how obsessive i am in relationships because they get mad when their bf is talking to other girls. no. u don’t get it. and u should be happy u don’t get it. it’s not cute to have panic attacks in the middle of work because ur partner texted u in a “different tone”. it’s not fun having ur whole day ruined because u just remembered they have friend and ppl they care about outside of u. it’s not normal to genuinely want to die because they didn’t compliment u with the same enthusiasm they usually do. it’s scary and embarrassing and guilt inducing. u don’t get it and i’m so glad u don’t but pls stop trying to relate to something that u physically can’t. it doesn’t make me feel better it makes me feel invalidated and embarrassed because u DONT know how deep it goes.

[veryfunnymemes]

[nasapussy-deactivated20230815]

Type of mother I aspire to be.

[lebritanyamor-deactivated202601]

^

[theeeprotagonist]

I wish my parents had seen the depression in me like this…

[merppppppppppppppppp]

Grade A parenting right there. I remember when my mommy and I used to have mental health days where she would take off from work and I would take off from school and we went to the movies and shopping. She also let me take a day off school. Not often, but she did

[zombie-divar]

sanity

[my-vanishing-hope]

“I wish I can just sit down with someone and tell them my whole life story. they don’t even gotta say one word. They don’t even gotta comfort me when i breakdown, I just want someone to listen, to what I have to say about my own experiences and what I’ve been through and even the good things. But you can’t trust no one now a days. Cause next thing you know, words get twisted, story’s get told and the things you say will be held against you. Smh I just wanna let everything out, I got so much to say, and no one to tell it to.”

—

[gothigh2fly]

They say "time heals", but even now ... I know that's a lie. What people really mean is that eventually you'll get used to the pain. You'll forget who you were without it; you'll forget what you looked like without your scars.

— Claudia Gray, A Thousand Pieces of You

[stay-close]

And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened.

— Douglas Coupland, Life After God

[bpdamn]

Sometimes, the pain isn’t poetic. Sometimes, there is no lesson to be learned. Sometimes, all we can do is break down and let it hurt till we don’t hurt no more.

[deadbyinsidee]

[nothing-really-matters-anymore]

Having depression is like being homesick but not knowing where home is

Anonymous

[mini360foot]