in 6 short days, it’ll be 10 months. 10 months without hearing your laugh unless it’s in videos. 10 months without seeing that big smile EVERY single day, no matter where or how. 10 months without my very best friend. my other half. the one who knew me best. the one who understood me. the one that put me in my place. the one that cared about me more than any other person I’ve known. you protected me, when I thought there was no need. you kept a watch out for me to make sure I was always okay. 10 months later, and you’re family is still my family. getting these messages from your mama warms my heart just a little. every day, I miss you more and more. I miss you the most on my trips to & from stark. I look up at the sky and literally ball my eyes out bc I know your watching over me but I want you here. i think about all our memories, all our laughs shared, all our goofy jokes, and all our precious moments. I love you the most. you treated me differently than ANY girl you’ve ever dated and I know that bc I know how you would treat them. I had faith in you to treat me right. I gave you that chance and boy did you do an amazing job. you are still a blessing to me to this day. I wish I could get one last hug, and one last talk. we have a lot of things that were left unsaid and I just want to go back and change it. keep watching over me angel, and laughing at me while I cry. it makes me giggle. miss you more than life goober❤️