Jazmini💕

TW: ED

[starving-loser000]

I just want to be normal.

[brownpeachh]

gang I miss my mum 😪

[venice--btch]

i feel so demotivated. Like why tf do i keep binging? why cant i just stay focused?

[brownpeachh]

SOS

[yuyuuuuta]

this was probably funnier in my head😅

[brownpeachh]

[brownpeachh]

I wore something really “exposed” today and for some reason everyone kept staring at me? Like could they be any more obvious??

My male friend told me I looked high af cause my eyes were sunken and asked if I was ill😭also my bf said he’s very worried about me…he showed me a pic of me from last year saying he wants me to go back to that and that it’s his favorite picture of me??babe that was me at my HW no way in heaven or hell am I going back there😭🤲🏽

[mildmayfoxe]

people who find it easy to do things have no idea how hard it is to do things

[brownpeachh]

people who exist so easily please teach me your ways

[v3amp444]

Not mine from 📌

[taurusbimbo]

[mentallyillkid]

Am i the only one that doesn’t even care about being sk¡nny? I just want to feel like my body is my own and under my control.

[brownpeachh]

I still care a big deal about being skinny but now it’s more like I need to have control over my life

[brownpeachh]

TMI AHEAD⚠️

I’ve come to a point in my Ed where I’m genuinely scared for my life. I’ve gone through a lot of phases in this disorder but none like this. I’d wake up eat, restrict low count and log everything down to my water intake then after 3-4 hours I feel guilty and eat not necessarily a binge but I eat and eat…weigh myself and pxrge I pxrge until I get dizzy and my throat feels scarred and gets red then I weigh myself again happy to see I’m back to my morning weight then finally I take an unhealthy amount of laxatives I’m talking 34 tablets all at once…the next morning ofc I shit my brains out but I’m happy cares I’m at a new lw…I know this is not healthy but I can’t stop

[brownpeachh]

Crying in the bathroom because my family finds sm joy in triggering me

[anwhorex1c]

2 weeks to see your fat leave your body. 2 weeks.

[brownpeachh]

is this an invitation for a 2 weeks fast🤭

[wannabeskinny000]

Cause i feel like I’m the worst

So I always act like I’m the best

[dietcokeflavoredair]

“communication is key” i say, as i ghost all the people i care about because i cannot express my feelings due to trauma

[trannynevereats]

:3 mehehe

[coldcafes]

it’s easier to starve than to burn the calories later