one day i'll fly away

Bryan Murray - 20 - OCD

[bryan-murray]

olivandcr:

“I got 5 side-tables and a ladder.” He said nonchalantly, like it were a completely normal combination of things to order online. “You should get out some time,” he said without looking up from the bags. “I’m doing a nun casting call later in the week if you want to come. It’ll be at the rec in court D if you want.” Fingers caught in the gritty fabric imitating aged lace, Olivander nodded eagerly as he took in the miniatures. His plans on incorporating the different decorations around the house were interrupted by the other Omega’s mention of the board. Eyes lighting up, his heart could have exploded out of his chest at how excited he was at the brunet’s words. “Why not?” He urged, near breathless. “Describe the guy in the shop, he sounds very knowledgable. Every. single. person lost a member of their family? Bryan you fucking savage I could kiss you this is the best news I could have ever gotten.”

“I wish...” Bryan said under his breath. Whenever he tried to leave his room, he was harassed by either Miles or Carson, and as if that was not enough, now Ryan was back. Bryan looked at with Oli with surprise, although he was still looking at the bags. “A nun casting c- call? T- that’s a great idea?!” He exclaimed. “D- do you really want me to c-c- come?!” He asked with disbelief, although he couldn’t help getting suspicious, because whenever an Omega acted in a friendly way, it’d always ended up bad for Bryan. “Well.. I thought he was just making stuff up to s- sell these stuff..? It was a creepy place, though. No wonder that’s the only shop who has an Ouija Board.” He chuckled. “Wh- wha?!” Bryan asked in shock. “Wh- what did I say?!” He asked, but he couldn’t help but laugh. He didn’t know if Oli was only acting nice or genuinely being nice to him but it made Bryan feel... somewhat important..? He didn’t know, but he was loving the feeling.

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ryan-cole:

Somewhat of an evil grin passed Ryan’s face when he noticed the male, one who he victimized quite a bit before he left for a bit. Bryan probably had it easy while Ryan was away and that just wouldn’t do. “Bryan, my best pal! How the hell have you been?” He smirked. “I’m back for good as far as I know. Why? Did you miss me? I’ll be sure not to leave you for months at a time ever again.”  One thing Ryan was known for was his sarcasm and every word that left his mouth basically dripped with it. “I guess you’ll just have to find out.” He took a step towards the meek boy. “Have the other guys been giving you a hard time while I was away?”

“I’ve been doing... really great.” Bryan said with a forced smile. He could sense the sarcasm in his tone. When Ryan told him he was back for good, Bryan knew that he was screwed for good. He really didn’t want to talk back; he was too scared to say anything. “I... o- of course! All of us did! The house r- really w- wasn’t the same... without you.” He added. “N- not leave me for m-m- monhts?!” He exclaimed with a panicked tone. “Wonderful...” Bryan really hated this. “They, uh... n- no! Not at all!” He shook his head. “Th- they’ve been really nice.” He lied.

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jacksonderinger:

“Arts huh.” Jackson raised his eyebrows with an amused smile on his face. “Say, do you think girls like those kind of things?”

“Uhm...” Bryan looked at the other male’s face. “I... don’t know.” He shrugged. “They probably do...”

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text: bryan

H: i am good :) how are you?

H: yeah.. i have been busy with family stuff

H: sorry..

Bryan: still?

Bryan: is everything alright?

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olivandcr:

Olivander eyed all the bags, briefly weighing the pros and cons of checking the what the two boys had scrummaged together and finishing his late breakfast. “I hope so, also, I might have ordered stuff online so if you’re around sign for it, yeah?” Pushing up from his seat Oli walked over. Having never really gotten a clear reading of the other male’s comfort with physical contact, he opted for a nod before turning his attention towards the bags. “Show me your favorites.”

“Really? Wh- what stuff? And, yeah, d- don’t worry about that... I’m always in my room so... I’ll d- definitely be around.” Bryan smiled. He watched nervously as Oli walked towards him. His brain stopped functioning and he held his breath. Why was he even moving towards him? “Oh... the bags.” He said and let out a sigh of relief when he realized that Oli was asking him what his favorites were. “I- it’s... uhmm... I definitely love these voodoo dolls.” He said as he pulled them out of the bags. “And this... fake hand.” He chuckled. “But my favorite is, of course, the Ouija Board. The owner of the store said this thing changed many owners... and every person who owned this lost a member of their family in a tragic way. Of course, I didn’t believe him but...” He smiled stupidly.

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beatricemdupont:

“Okay, so I am trying new things that I saw online and I need your input, which of those cakes taste better for you?”

“Let me see.” Bryan said and picked up the one that looked like pumpkin cake with cream cheese topping. “I really love this one.” He said after taking a bite. “Honestly, Bea. You’re the best. This is the most delicious cake I’ve ever tasted. What is that one?” He pointed the other cake.

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ryan-cole:

“What is it I hear that Omega has gotten lame and tame since I left? I gotta say I’m a little bit disappointed hearing that. I think I may have to raise some hell to get things back to their normal functioning.”

– Oh god... – Bryan thought to himself. One jerk was going and another was coming to the house. Just when Bryan thought the house was rid of Mason for good, now Ryan was back. Bryan would love to avoid the male, but it would be rude not to say anything since they’ll be living in the same house. “Heyyyy there Ryan.” Bryan forced a smile. “A- are you... b- back for good?” He asked, hoping that the guy would say no. “H- hell? Wh- what do you mean hell?”

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carsondallas:

“Why the fuck would I be trying to hurt your feelings?” Carson asked, dumbfounded by the question he’d just been asked. “Sure, you’re annoying and we might not see eye to eye but I don’t go out of my way to hurt people. Sometimes it just happens.” Carson listened as the boy spoke. A wave of sympathy came over him. He knew he’d been the cause of some of his pain in the past  and that bothered Carson. He wouldn’t admit it, but it did. Truthfully, Bryan had never done anything to deserve the hatred his brothers spewed at him. He was just an easy target. “You just gotta know how to handle them. You’re better off acting like what they say doesn’t affect you. If they know it bothers you, they’ll keep doing it. Show no emotion. Trust me, it’ll help.” Carson looked down to see his phone was lit up and ringing.  He knew the call was rather important and he needed to answer it but he was more interested in his conversation with Bryan. The call could wait. “I’m not much of a talker but thanks for the offer. Same to you. You know where to find me.” He gave the boy a faint but genuine smile. It quickly turned though, when he asked his question. “Just - keep this between us. I don’t want to hurt you. But I have a reputation and I’ll do whatever it takes to keep it. Okay?”

“It’s what most people in this house do...” Bryan told him as he tried to look away. “They do it without any reason.” He sighed. “A- annoying? Wh -what did I ever do to you to annoy any of you?!” He asked. “That’s why you never see me around the house, Carson. I try to avoid everyone because I don’t want to deal. I’ve dealt with enough in high school. And they never stopped until the last minute. And I know Miles and the others will never stop... But i’ll try to keep that in mind. Thank you.” He smiled at the taller male. “Someone you’re running from?” He asked when Carson didn’t reply to the call. “I... I mean, it’s none of my business. D- don’t mind me.” He said, looking down. Bryan threw the guy a sad smile. He wouldn’t tell anyone anything anyway, but for once, he thought someone would be there to back him up, but no, the president didn’t want to be seen with him. No one wanted to be seen with him, he was alone. It was understandable, but it was heartbreaking. “I... don’t worry about it. My lips are sealed.”

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reaghan-rocks:

“Shut up,” the girl exclaimed, wide-eyed and grinning. “Oh my god, Bryan! I’m so happy for you. Wait, so spill !! Who is it? Is it anyone I know? GASP–– Are they on Greek row?”

“Thank you.” Bryan said with a light chuckle. “He’s not... he’s from CRU though... I mean, at least he was. After the retreat he went to Montana... He said it was a family emergency and then he never returned. I think he’s going to transfer there.” Bryan sighed. “Maybe you know him. His name is Harry. He’s British.”

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milesxgraham:

“Yeah I do. Aren’t we bros?” Miles smirks, mocking the younger guy. “I have strange ways to approach people bro, forgive me.” He says with an obnoxious laugh, taking a bite from his sandwich. “You are great? Why?” He leans back. “Why not? He’s our bro after all.”

Bryan stood there and stared at Miles, not quite sure what to say about his remark about the two being bros, so he just decided to smile it away. “It... certainly is strange.” He rolled his eyes. “It’s just... a great day, you know.” He smiled. “And we’re j- just a few days away from H- Halloween and, who does’t like Halloween, r- right?...” He asked. He didn’t want to talk to Miles that much; he just wanted to get the hell out of there. “He... uhmmm... was certainly not my brother.”

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text: bryan

H: hey there

Bryan: how are you?

Bryan: i haven't heard from you in a while :)

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jacksonderinger:

“Hope you’re telling the truth.” Jackson said with an intimidating expression on his face. He smirked when he saw how terrified the boy was although he had no idea why he was acting the way he did. “I’m not. Once my ex forced me to watch one of those. Slept through the entire thing. Why do you like them?”

“I... I am.” Bryan gulped. “Oh, well, that’s unfortunate.” He smiled. “Because it mixes so many forms of art together! Theater, acting, music, singing, dancing... and the costumes are always great. The stories are exciting, and the music really makes the emotions come to surface.”

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julianrosenbaum:

“That’s great. Would you mind showing me some of your pictures?” He smiled. “I’d love to see them.”

“Oh, of course!” Bryan said and took out his phone. “Some of them are on Instagram.” He smiled and handed Julian his phone. “I didn’t use all of them but... well, what do you think?”

[bryan-murray]

“I... think that’s about it.” Bryan approached Oli with a smile on his face as he put the bags on the floor. “I think there isn’t a party place left in town Castiel and I haven’t visited. Anyway... don’t mind me.” He chuckled stupidly. “Is there anything else?” He asked the vice president, who, like every other guy in Omega, Bryan’d always avoided even before he was the vice president.

@olivandcr

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reaghan-rocks:

“Gasp–– Okay, don’t look now but… Cute guy. Three o’clock. Checkin’ you out. So how do you wanna play this? I totally got your back, bro. Wing-woman of the year, right here.”

“R- r- really?” Bryan asked. “I... I’m sure he’s looking at something else.” He smiled. “And I... have a boyfriend anyway... sort of.”

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milesxgraham:

“I just wanted to have a little chat with my bro.” He smirks, eating his sandwich wild. “How are you? Do you miss Mason?”

“Y- you wanna have ch- cat with me?” Bryan asked. “Do you throw a sandwich to every people you wanna have chat with?” He muttered with a very low tune; not sure if Miles heard it. “I’m great.” Bryan smiled. His eyes widened with shock the moment he heard Mason’s name. “M-M-M-M- Mason?! Wh- why would I m-m- miss him?”

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castielparker:

“You are too nice for this house too, honestly” Castiel said also agreeing with the male who was riding the car with him “I talk to them but not that much, I don´t know some of them are a bit too cocky for my liking and I just don´t like that at all” he explained as his shoulders shrugged “I am kinda sure we might find a 78% of what we need so”

“Ugh... they’re the worst.” Bryan shook his head. “Why did you pledge for Omega, Castiel? Is it your family too?” He asked. Bryan was sick explaining people why he was in Omega. His father was the president back in the day and all the males in his family were Omega’s. Castiel was his friend but he never asked him why a nice person like him decided to become an Omega. “A 78%?” Bryan asked with a laugh.