“ why do people who have chain wallets always look like they have no money in them ? ” so that’s what we’re gonna do today ? we’re gonna drag luke ????
neither crystal or isha are online right now but i will, once again, point out that sunset curve are the antithesis to low shoulder & nikolai & co literally had to resort to santanic ritual to try & get even an ounce of the natural talent & future fame sunset curve has
okay so, here’s the thing. i’ve never been great at keeping on top of threads etc in the first place, but october has really fucked me this year. it’s usually my favourite month because hello, it’s hallowe’en month. ( hallowe’en has never been a thing in australia until very recently, & coming from an irish household, my family were the only ones to have a party, & that’s been happening for the past ~24ish years. only in the past ~3 have i seen a ) hallowe’en supplies easily buyable, & b ) ppl throwing their own parties. ). that isn’t relevant, it’s just backstory to why i love ( d ? ) october.
however, october 2020 very clearly & succinctly said fuck ink rights, & in many ways. almost every day for the past 3 weeks, i’ve gotten bad news.
my cousin has c*vid
my uncle ( mum’s side ) might have c*vid
same uncle died unexpectedly
my uncle ( dad’s side ) has c*vid
my other uncle ( dad’s side ) has c*vid
his stepson has c*vid
a whole team at work is being laid off despite them literally creating from scratch the program we use to do our job, & one member in particular ( also the only one i kinda like like a little ) created another program we use daily by himself & it’s literally a global world first invention. & my company just said ‘ thanks dylan & oh btw we’re firing u in 6 months ! :) ’
my dad, who is overweight, over 60, & has had multiple strokes in the last 2 years, has c*vid
my baby sister in another state has found out she’s pregnant one week after her blowout get-wasted 21st birthday party
my dad’s mum is really depressed because of lockdown in northern ireland
my dad’s mum had a really bad fall & cracked her ribs & has a large gash on her leg
my dad’s mum has tested positive for c*vid so now no one can visit her & she’s in an isolated room which will add to her depressive state
yesterday was the first day in a while i hadn’t received bad news --- & then dad calls me around 10pm aest to let me know that last one about her having c*vid.
it’s just been an absolute shitfuck of a month, & it was supposed to be good. the jatp rpc was beginning to live instead of it just being me ( & sometimes mace ) shouting into the void ( thank gods for kate & her tory plots or i would have abandoned luke very quickly ), but instead i got overwhelmed irl & then . . . idk, that fed my insecurities so now when i log in i a ) see drafts that are ageing, & b ) see that i don’t have plots with anyone, & feel . . . unnecessary ? irrelevant ? idk which word describes it better. unneeded, maybe.
this isn’t like a ‘ boohoo me ’ situation, more of a ‘ there are so many good lukes out there who are writing & plotting w ppl & here i am . . . taking up space in the jatp rpc & not doing a thing about it. ’
& my friends say that they are happy to wait for me to come back but that doesn’t make the feeling of me just taking up space & doing fuck all with it go away. i’m still doing that. i don’t add anything to the rpc, & i’m really sorry y’all. i understand if you don’t wanna write or plot with me !! esp as i’m terrible at those things even on a good day.
trevobby is so fucking full of himself imagine stealing ur dead bandmates songs & passing them off as ur own & not only not crediting them for their sake / their families’ sakes, but then going & plastering ur thieving face all around ur home that u bought on jacked artistry that wasn’t urs to steal & then u still up all ur gold / platinum records that u should be taking full credit for u thieving self-absorbed asshole
there’s a lot of shit going on across the world , but here’s the latest from the UK : the powers that be , across the country , rejected a valid and important petition to feed vulnerable kids who can’t afford meals etc .
with school break coming up , a lot of kids , and families , are gonna go hungry every night , and basically our country doesn’t give a shit —————— if you can donate here to help feed them , then that would be incredible .
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