Hello, dear! I was searching for (and failing to find) your blog again after downloading a few of your emojis, because I was putting them into a server I planned to make public. After reading your post, I was curious if you would still be okay with your archive blog being linked in the server for credits? I completely understand not wanting to be too visible, but also would like to keep things neat and have credit sources to everything, so I thought it best to reach out to ask?
Thank you :)
Helloooo!!! That's completely okay with me - Thank you for asking if it's okay first! āWilde
I was in the process of archiving different emoji blogs when I came across yours and I just wanted to say that ur art is extremely cute and I like it a lot. I won't share ur blog with people (outside of Me simply archiving) just in case since you mentioned in ur post you don't like having eyes on you (which is very understandable, especially in this community) but I DID just wanna come in ur ask box and say I love ur art. You seem like a great being and I hope your mental state improves whether you choose to come back or not and I hope whatever other communities you're in will treat you well since this one will really just chew you up and spit you out for doing literally nothing lol
Thank u for saying such nice things & being understanding about our situation . We appreciate ur words a lot ,, genuinely . . . š¤š It means so much to us . ( Sorry it took a few days to reply ,, we don't check our socials much anymore šš ) . . . & sorry if the English seems a bit broken ,, I'm so tired hfduehfshifk āKittie
Some emoji remakes + extras I didnāt post on here
I was going to remake my whole server before I called it quits and this is as far as I got. Iām 99.9% sure Iām not going to remake the rest so thatās why Iām posting them now all in one post.
Hi ,, I'm Kittie ! I've made many emotes on this account before ,, if anyone's noticed my sign-offs . I know we've practically vanished off the face of the earth ,,,, but we're alive now & I'm here to explain some things . VERY LONG POST AHEAD.
Long story short ,, we're probably never going to return to this blog . Either that or we finally get over everything & just start posting our art & such ,, but change our handle to something new & move our emote server to a different account to handle .
The host who originally ran this blog split into two alters months ago . Since then we started trying to continue to mask as one person on this blog ,, which ended up with a lot of different typing & posting styles mixing up . . . Which then made our blog feel messy & incredibly disorganized . We tried to originally keep this blog as singlet-ish as possible ,, but it is incredibly difficult at times considering we're all so different .
To be completely honest ,, this whole running a blog thing started getting very . . . Anxiety inducing . We don't like having eyes on us ,, we don't really like being perceived . Running a public blog brings a lot of fear ,, a lot of overanalyzing ,, a lot of " there's eyes on me " . Anyone can see what we post . Anyone can see our art that we hold so dearly to us . Anyone can see everything . We like to keep to ourselves as much as possible considering we're so paranoid & anxious about everything . U begin to worry someone's going to take something u say the wrong way ,, or that ur going to get dragged into drama ,, or that ppl are going to find personal stuff . . . & that's terrifying .
& I don't want ppl to start saying things like " well if u knew this why would u guys even start this blog up ? " because we didn't know . We've never gotten much attention growing up & we still don't . Having ppl actually see u is a whole new terrifying world . Maybe it would be different if we weren't so disordered , but we can't change that . All we can do is step back & give ourselves breaks .
We aren't online much & we don't like to post things . We can't be in too many discord servers at once or any big servers because it scares us . We can't have too many friends on our friends lists so we clear it out frequently . & it's not even that we don't want friends , we actually feel incredibly alone because of us shutting the world out & only keeping around 1-2 ppl at arms length mentally . . . But at the same time , we have a LOT of controversial opinions & thoughts ,, as well as disorders that make it easy to look like a monster . Ppl are so quick to judge . Ppl are so quick to say " oh that's disgusting " or " oh that's wrong " . So imagine us ,, in a community full of ppl who will definitely attack u for these controversial things ,,, posting & getting attention for our stuff . It's scary . We won't share these opinions here & we won't talk about it ,,,, but rest assured we'd probably get attacked without even having a chance to defend ourselves . Which we can't afford because of our mental state .
It's not that we're guilty of anything wrong ,, it's not that we've done anything terrible or bad . . . It's just that most ppl that we find in this community will & can see our opinions as the wrong opinions . It's a 50/50 we're not willing to risk .
This isn't our community anymore & these aren't our people . We probably should've never started this blog up to begin with . . . But here we are , keeping it up . . .
@atticbuggarchive has the emotes we like / wanted to keep .
