Gizmo & Chicken

A Mom Who Loves Anime & Manga

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28 Days 'til Halloween

The countdown has officially begun! Halloween is almost here! Our home is decorated, and we're getting our costumes ready! I can't wait!

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1 AM on Friday...

My daughter is teething bad, and I need to wake up at 6:45 AM. FML

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How I feel today. My bed is my best friend.

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Going to get this house cleaned up! My house pretty much looks like this with children!

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Job Hunting

So, I've begun the new adventure of looking for a new job closer to home. Now, that my son is older and starting school, I feel it is important for me to be closer to home... However, I am noticing that finding something might be a little more difficult than it was a few years ago. I had a job "interview" today, and I must say I was pretty disappointed. It was an insurance company making people think they were going in for an interview, and then doing a sales pitch. Needless to say I was pretty peeved about the whole thing.

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Friday

Thank Goodness.

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Take Off Your Mask

I've been suffering with depression for a very long time. No one knew my struggle, no one knew my pain. I never told anyone, not even my husband. It was like I was wearing this mask all day long. I would go to work and be this person that the mask portrayed. I was this organized professional. I would be able to talk to so many people throughout the day, but inside I had so much pain. All I wanted more than anything was to be left alone and hide from the world. Slowly, but surely, the mask began to crack. I couldn't keep it together anymore and people began to see through my facade. I ended up having a break down and realized that I needed help. So, here I am, slowly recovering. Every day is a struggle, but as the fog of my depression slowly lifts away, I know there are better days ahead. I wanted to share, because maybe you're like me... wearing a mask... It is okay to take off your mask and show your true vulnerable self. It is okay to ask for help. ❤

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I Laughed.

I had a really good laugh with my husband tonight (he is working a regular day shift this week). It had been a while since I've laughed so hard. It had been a while since I've laughed with him. ❤

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The Fog

It feels like the fog is slowly lifting away. Slowly but surely, it's like I am beginning to see the light at the end of the long dark tunnel I've been traveling through for so many years.

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3 AM on a Friday

Insomnia is such a pain. You want to sleep, but you just can't. Your mind doesn't stop racing with all the what-ifs in your life. It's like your mind is off all day long, and suddenly, during the quiet of night, it decides to dump all the ideas that went by throughout the day. All the unthought things...

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Greed.

Enjoying the 7 Deadly Sins. These Netflix originals aren't half bad. Ban the fox sin of greed is my favorite. 😊

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Over It...

I'm so over it. I feel like the spark in my life has burnt out. I don't want to work anymore. I just want to be with my children. I just need a change...

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Almost There...

On the way home on the train finally. No late working for me tonight! We're almost to the end of the week! Thank Goodness!

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Monday

*sigh* Mondays...

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The Spell Is Broken

The weekend is coming to an end...I always feel a little blue when the weekend ends. I spend it with my family, and when it ends it's as if some sort of spell is broken. The bubble is popped and it's back to the dull routine.

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Little Witch Academia by artist たけみや (@takemiya_09)

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Watched Little Witch Academia on Netflix! I can't wait until the next season comes out. 😺

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A Sad Evening

So...my son decided to bite my daughter today and made her cry. As you can imagine I was pretty peeved. He cried and tried to plea his case. I had to discipline him, and he had a meltdown. Now, here I am being sad because I had to discipline him.Sad kids and sad mom...sad evening overall.