My ...crush..?
Okay so uh I've had this sort of attraction to this guy I already know since somewhere beginning elementary school. Somewhere in 5th-6th grade a grew this weird obsession with him where I would start to take pictures from him from afar, come early and stay late at school to be with him, wrote ESSAYS, PAPERS, TEXTS full about him and also ofc try to be around him alotsies. Okay so my feelings for him have always been off and on, i never really properly learned how to deal with my feelings for him or anyone as of matter. A while ago in high school i kinda started to think i may would have a chance again and he might would like me back yk? Soon enough he told me this girl got in contact with him and she acted a bit flirty etc. As the stupid person i am i acted all glad and happy about it, HELPING him with his stupid crush. A girl i knew because of one of my other classes.
I'm just praying on my own downfall atp, js km. (who cares, i feel like i could turn into a lesbian at any moment too anyways)
