i don’t have the courage to live anymore …you just don’t understand how it feels to be me don’t tell me that you do coz you are not me …my life it’s such a mess …i don’t know if i hate people or i love them ..i don’t wanna see them or see the teachers …i don’t wanna wake up and face my school coz i’m stupid and i’m done with it ,i have no future no one will ever get it , i feel cold ,i’m trid from crying and begging and trying ,tired from smiling… fuck fuck …my anxiety and my depression breakdown killed me …they are killing me all of them …and i’m killing them all ….i have terrible feelings that i can’t even explain …troubles and bullshits …i just wanna end this shit cutting …it feels good when i cut but i don’t wanna keep living this way ..i don’t wanna keep living in fears hiding my scars and acting that everything is okay …i’m not okay …i’m not happy …i’ve had enough from everyone and from the heavy things that they put them on my back ….i’m tired …i prefer closing my eyes foreve and escape the reality
