bury me alive @bury-me-alive - Tumblr Blog

I'm slowly going insane, there something wrong with my fucking mental state

Why isn't the suffocation from depression enough to kill me?

You make me feel so guilty about the scars in my body

I RATHER BE IN THE PSYCH WARD AGAIN THAN TO LIVE IN YOUR HOUSE

I’M NOT ACTING LIKE A CHILD I DONT WANT TO HURT MYSELF ANYMORE IT HURTS SO BAD AND ITS SO EMBARRASSING AND THE ONLY THING YOU SAY ITS THAT I DO IT TO PUNISH YOU

FUCK YOU

I can’t live in this house anymore my mother only screams to me about everything snitching I do is right

I need to go to a friend’s house or idk because this is bigger than me

She says that my self harm and my meltdowns are a kid attitude that I only do it to punish her

This is not alright

And because of her I’m gonna end it killing myself sooner than I thought

And I was just starting to feeling better

last week I couldn’t take my depression anymore, i have bpd and just took a hole bottle of clonazepam, my family found me and took me to the hospital, so yeah I nearly d!e haha

I’m better now but everyone in my family and friends act like super concern and angry at me

And well the effects of all that clonazepam won’t go until 15 days so yeah my birthday was kind of shitty haha

So now I’m gonna be taken to a psych ward

#bpd #depression #depressed #psych ward

Got diagnosed with anorexia nervosa

I don’t care what’s healthy anymore…

#ana d!et #anorexia #mental illness #bpd #anorexia nervosa