[butfirstiwillcry]

[butfirstiwillcry]

Happy pride any girl want to be romanced I can be a gentleman if you need me to be one

[hellagross]

[monster2001]

Young hos write poems full of statements

[butfirstiwillcry]

I am good and everybody loves me

[butfirstiwillcry]

I recognized a stranger

Who don’t know me like I know them

I’m different now than when you met me and didn’t care to keep me

Five years later I am not pink and I am no longer hiding

But I can be someone insignificant to close a memory

It’s okay if I’m the only one who goes out searching

When I go dancing it’s to make believe a kind of happiness

Sweat beading on my forehead, nose and chest

Sync-up player, sync-Up

Just because we dance together doesn’t mean forever

Tonight I get home at a beautiful 2am

I think I am so lucky to be kissing my sweet baby good night

But tomorrow I punch a hole in the wall

And I go to sleep with ice pack

[butfirstiwillcry]

[angelisms-blog]

[miamaimania]

“Daydreaming bubble” (1998) ⊙ Kana Tanaka — color photograph

[butfirstiwillcry]

You should know I don’t care about any of that

[4realevildoer]

[butfirstiwillcry]

Everyone has their cliques and I'm just here, outsider

[butfirstiwillcry]

Blogging on the computer I feel like Why So Serious? look at me I'm doing whatever I want and I am a professional

[butfirstiwillcry]

I am not usually a person so desperate but I came to live this way after years of isolation. I have rigid boundaries and I'm extremely Avoidant although not in the attachment style way and more the personality disorder way. The reality is I do not like everyone, and not everyone likes me. I love few, but I love large.

[butfirstiwillcry]

We’re all red underneath this skin anyway

[butfirstiwillcry]

I feel like today is the first day in 3 weeks I can actually sit down and relax

[butfirstiwillcry]