𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝐵𝐴𝐷 𝑊𝑂𝐿𝐹 ,

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⸻  this  is  a  slow  activity,  heavily  plot  based  writing  blog  for  ROSE TYLER of doctor who.  please look at my main verse before interacting.  private,  selective,  duplicate  friendly.  multiverse  &  multiship.  as  cherished  by  louise. 22. gmt.  est  november 2018.

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i feel really bad for constantly moving and revamping but i've thought a lot about this and you can find rose HERE.

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DOCTOR WHO ▹ Journey’s End

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ROSE TYLER I CUTIE PIE

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pagetorn​.

I missed you. Those words are like daggers to his hearts, lips parting as he takes a labored breath. What he wants to say? What about what he should have said on that beach all those years ago. She’s right. He has all the time in the world. He thinks of all that he wants to do, grab her hand and pull her back into the tardis and disappear, off on their adventures again. The Doctor hesitates, swallowing the lump forming in his throat. In the end, he takes a few short steps until he’s directly in front of her. A ringed hand reaches out, fingers brushing against her cheek and thumb resting against her chin. Grab her hand and tell her to run away with him.

Instead, words escape him and he wraps his arms around her, holding her tightly as her face nuzzles into the crook of her neck. ❝ I missed you too. More than you know. ❞

                 she  watches  him  closely,  analyzing  all  the  little  micro-expressions  on  his  face  in  a  bid  to  try  and  decipher  how  he’s  feeling.  with  the  doctor  it  could  sometimes  be  easy,  and  other  times  near  impossible.  her  gaze  softens  when  he  takes  her  face  into  his  hand,  breaths  shaky  as  she  fights  back  the  tears  welling  in  her  dark  hues.  the  feeling  of  his  fingers  against  her  cheek  elicits  a  blush  across  pale  features.  rose  lets  out  a  long  held  sigh  when  his  arms  wrap  around  her,  grip  tightening  on  him:  the  terror  of  him  slipping  through  her  fingers  every  present.  she  couldn’t  let  the  doctor  go.  “  i  missed  you  so  much,  doctor.  ”  the  blonde  whispers,  tears  now  falling  freely  from  her  eyes.  “  don’t  disappear  on  me  again.  ”

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pagetorn​.

There’s an ache in his gut the moment his question falls from his mouth as if that’s going to change the tension in the air. Every fiber in his being tells him to run, swoop her up into his arms and twirl her about. Yet, he’s a different man that what she remembers. While his feels never changed, his personality? His looks? It’s difficult to compare. ❝ No… ❞ his voice breaks, a weakness to it indescribable. ❝ No, of course it isn’t. There’s… There’s so much to say. ❞ Yet, the Doctor knows he can’t say everything that comes to mind, spill his heart out and expect her to pick it up like nothing’s happened in between. She doesn’t even know which regeneration he is, how long it’s actually been.

Hands shoved into his pockets, he stares at his shoes. ❝ But I don’t know what you want to hear… ❞ Remind me.

                  everything  hurts: both physically  and  emotionally.  the  pain  from  his  words  seemed  like  a  wound  festering  within  her  soul.  none  of  this  was  right.  in  fact,  she’d  say  that  it  wasn’t  fair:  it  would  never  be  fair.  that  seemed  to  be  their  lot  in  life.  never  finding  each  other  at  the  right  time  and  being  forced  away  from  the  one  person  they  wanted  to  be  with.  “  there’s  a  lot  to  say.  .  .  first  of  all,  i  missed  you.  ”  she  attempts  a  smile  but  it  doesn’t  quite  reach  her  eyes.  “  what  i  want  to  hear,  doctor?  well---  why  don’t  you  just  say  whatever  it  is  you  want  to  say.  you’ve  got  all  the  time  in  the  world.  ”  

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@pagetorn​  (  twenty-four  )  asked  /  “  what  have  you  been up  to  since  i  saw  you  last?  ”

                rose  can’t  help  the  sudden  intake  of  breath,  hands  tightening  into  a  fist  before  she  releases  them  with  her  sharp  exhale.  the  tardis  is  parked  right  behind  him,  the  familiar  hum  of  the  life  within  her  calling  to  rose:  after  all  this  time,  they  are  one  and  the  same.  she  breaks  her  gaze  from  the  almost  trance-like  state  seeing  the  tardis  has  put  her  in,  looking  at  the  unfamiliar  yet  perfectly  familiar  timelord  stood  before  her.  “  that’s.  .  .  that’s  it?  that’s  all  you've  got  to  say,  doctor?  ”  the  pain  rips  through  her  chest,  clutching  her  heart  and  engulfing  her  very  being.

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MISCELLANEOUS SENTENCE PROMPTS *  collection #4

we'll be fine.

anything interesting?

so what's the plan?

people who stay put don't have interesting stories to tell.

are there any places you'd like to visit?

i'll make us both a cup.

i think you've been reading too many comic books.

i can only tolerate so much time spent with you.

you handle my bad jokes better than anyone.

i stick out like a sore thumb.

you've got a whole band of idiots downstairs just waiting to catch you.

i've heard a lot about you.

well, this is awkward.

i don't fucking care.

you startled me.

at least this means we can help each other out.

if they catch us here, we're in trouble.

the coast is clear.

are you feeling ill? this isn't like you.

you know it's only getting worse, right?

have you heard of them?

this complicates things.

maybe something good can come of this.

can we try?

you can find a better place than that.

what's the coffee like here?

i suppose i should take it as a compliment.

are you safe? you look tired.

i don't have time to be shy about this.

i just need to get out.

i'm not mad!

you have to know someone. anyone. i need help here.

that's a lovely way to meet someone.

not to sound cheesy or anything, but that's the truth.

life is just better with them in it.

i'm here to keep you company.

i don't mind walking.

i can assure you there's nothing to be concerned about.

what have you been up to since i saw you last?

i assume someone died.

don't even think about it.

why didn't i think of that?

they're gone. you should go.

you order first. i'll pay.

i deal with this shit all the time. i'm used to it.

it's all going to be okay.

how's the head?

if you're not interested... you're not interested.

are you sure you have the right name?

i don't mean to be nosy, i'm just concerned.

i just want you to be happy.

we could do dinner.

drinks are on me after this.

you have every right to be concerned.

i'm in love with you.

we're in this 'til the end.

don't let your comfort zone restrict you from pursuing something special.

you have my word.

what do you say? truce?

i didn't know you were here.

can't say i'm aware of them.

i could try and do a bit of digging myself.

i know you'll leave soon.

i've missed you.

whatever happens, i'm in your corner.

who gave you this job?

you gave me quite a shock.

if you need backup, i make great backup.

i was born with these powers.

what the hell was all of that, anyway?

i can leave, if you want me to.

please say something.

why would i ever ask you to leave?

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——   i  am the  bad  wolf ;  i create  myself.   ©

[kai-art]

Growing up, Rose has always wondered why the other kids teased her about not having a dad or why Mum has always complained with the other mums in the neighbourhood about Rose needing a “father figure” in her life - a dad who’ll raise her right. Rose doesn’t understand; as far as she’s concerned, Mum is the only one for her. There may be other dads around the neighbourhood - ones that walked her classmates to school, worked their days away to bring bread to the table, even, hung out at the pub a block from the Powell Estate - but they weren’t the ones who stayed up all night when Rose threw up pea soup or went to work late because Rose forgot her juice box or tried to help her with her Maths even though they were rubbish at it. Jackie Tyler, Rose is convinced, is the best dad in the world.

(Mum laughed and cried when Rose gave her a card. Rose thinks, despite the burnt pancakes and wilted flowers, it’s the most successful Father’s Day to date) 

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@mrthajones​  asked:  “  you  can  have  ‘em.  they  love  you,  not  me.  ”

                   the  words  stop  her  in  her  tracks,  steeling  rose  to  one  spot  as  she  feels  like  the  wind  has  been  knocked  out  of  her  chest.  was  this  what  it  felt  like  to  suffocate?  there’s  an  edge  to  martha’s  voice  that  incites  nothing  but  worry  in  the  blonde.  she  reaches  out  to  gently  place  a  hand  on  her  arm.  “  oi,  don’t  think  like  that.  it’s  not  about  who  loves  who  the  most  or  how  they  love  them.  we’ve  both  travelled  with  the  doctor,  seen  what’s  out  there.  i  know  better  than  anyone  that  it’s  not  easy  to  just.  .  .  give  up.  but  you’re  amazing,  martha.  y’really  are.  never  seen  a  stronger  person.  the  doctor  does  love  you,  he  thinks  you’re  brilliant.  martha  jones,  saved  the  world,  he  says.  sings  your  praise!  even  if  it’s  not  in  the  way  you  want.  i’m  sorry  if  i’ve  hurt  you,  or  he’s  hurt  you  by  going  on  about  me.  i  had  no  idea,  honestly.  he’s  a  bit  of  an  idiot  most  of  the  time.  ”

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HEADCANON  ₀₀₁   //   𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝘤𝘺𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘦𝘯  &  𝘱𝘦𝘵𝘦'𝘴  𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥.

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rose  will  slap  the  doctor  with  ease dfghjhg

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HEADCANON  ₀₀₁   //   𝘵𝘩𝘦  𝘤𝘺𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘦𝘯  &  𝘱𝘦𝘵𝘦'𝘴  𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘥.

this  meta  is  centered  around  the  doctor  who  episodes  ‘rise  of  the  cybermen’  and  ‘age  of  steel.’  it  will  primarily  be  detailing  the  intense  trauma  rose  endured  throughout  the  twenty-four  hours  she  spent  within  the  parallel  universe  for  the  first  time.  to  start  this  off,  it’s  important  to  note  how  pete  tyler  plays  a  pivotal  role  in  rose’s  perception  of  the  world  and  who  she  is  as  a  person.  to  backtrack  a  season,  in  ‘father’s  day,  rose  had  previously  witnessed  her  father  die  when  she  was  supposed  to  be  an  infant,  but  due  to  the  doctor  allowing  her  to  visit  that  moment  to  obtain  some  closure,  she  went  to  the  moment  of  his  death  but  cracked  under  the  pain  of  seeing  it  and  subsequently  saved  him.  this  created  a  rupture  in  time  because  his  death  was  a  fixed  point  and  in  the  end,  he  had  to  return  to  his  demise.

going  back  to  that  moment,  rose  saw  a  lot  of  how  her  parents  interacted  with  one  another  and  it  was  vastly  different  to  how  she  imagined.  of  course  jackie  wouldn’t  have  told  her  daughter  that  they  were  constantly  having  arguments  or  that  she  suspected  pete  was  having  an  affair.  that’s  not  something  you  tell  your  young  daughter  who  is  coping  with  growing  up  without  a  father,  something  hard  enough  to  navigate  as  is.

still,  rose  has  a  lot  of  raw  pain  that  has  only  been  amplified  since  meeting  her  father  and  going  through  such  an  ordeal.  so  when  she  steps  out  of  the  tardis  doors  in  the  parallel  universe  and  sees  an  advertisement  for  a  product  created  by  none  other  than  pete  tyler,  no  doubt  she’s  going  to  be  feeling  multitudes  of  emotions.  the  doctor  kept  instilling  in  her  “that’s  not  your  father”  and  “don’t  look  at  it”  but  how  on  earth  could  she  ignore  that  after  everything  she’s  been  through?  her  father  is  alive,  his  little  products  and  ideas  that  she  grew  up  hearing  about  are  a  success.  he’s  rich  and  seemingly  happy.

then  the  cybus  industries  app  connects  to  her  phone  and  it  appears  to  be  connected  to  pete  so  finally  the  doctor  relents  and  she  goes  to  his  mansion  for  her  mother’s  birthday  party.  rose  was  anxious  to  see  the  inner  workings  of  his  life,  how  he  came  to  be  a  success,  all  the  things  that  she  never  had  the  chance  to  witness  in  her  own  universe.  but  she  doesn’t  exist  and  that’s  what  breaks  her  heart.  the  thoughts  of  her  mother  sitting  back  home:  would  she  have  been  better  off  without  me?  am  i  the  reason  that  my  dad  never  succeeded,  or  even  worse,  have  i  contributed  to  his  death?  she  knows  it’s  messed  up  to  think  about,  but  when  it’s  right  in  front  of  her,  it’s  hard  not  to  let  those  intrusive  thoughts  eat  away  at  her  heart.  then  there’s  the  alternate  jackie,  very  much  spoiled  rotten,  and  tells  rose  that  she’s  nothing  but  staff  at  her  party.  this  isn’t  her  true  mother,  but  she  looks  like  jackie  and  has  her  voice;  shares  her  name.  to  hear  her  own  mother,  who  has  only  ever  been  her  support  system,  talk  to  her  like  that?  she’s  destroyed.

then  the  cybermen  come  and  they  alone  are  a  nightmare.  they  bring  nothing  but  pain  and  suffering.  rose  is  horrified  by  john  lumic’s  creations,  his  factories  and  how  the  cyber-conversion  actually  occurs.  her  alternate  mother  is  taken  to  the  factory  and  turned  into  a  cyberman.  all  rose  can  think  is:  “my  mum’s  dead. ”  even  though  it’s  not  true.  she  can  still  remember  the  hopeless  people  walking  into  the  chambers  like  lambs  for  the  slaughter.  the  screams,  the  intercom  talking  about  waste  product  from  conversion.  it’s  sickening,  but  she  needs  to  put  a  stop  to  it.

this  time  she’s  getting  with  pete  tyler  is  everything  she’s  dreamed  of,  but  seeing  his  jackie  die  grounds  her  in  the  fact  that  he’s  gone  in  her  own  universe.  she  still  can’t  help  but  keep  close.  rose  watches  the  doctor,  mickey  and  jake’s  plan  to  remove  the  emotional  inhibitor  unfold.  it’s  traumatizing.  all  those  poor  people  who  had  their  lives  stripped  away  realizing  what  they  have  become,  the  terrible  screams  as  they  died  from  the  breakdown.  the  horror  she  feels  in  that  moment  is  unlike  anything  else.  they  manage  to  escape  but  the  damage  is  already  done.  pete  tyler  finds  out  who  she  really  is  and  rejects  her.  to  lose  her  father  not  only  once  but  now  twice?  it’s  a  devastation.  but  that  emotional  wound  only  deepens  when  mickey  announces  that  he’s  staying  in  the  parallel  universe.  she  understands  why,  he  has  his  nan  ---  the  woman  he  loves  so  dearly.  there’s  nothing  left  for  him  back  home  apart  from  her,  but  even  now,  she’s  getting  closer  and  closer  to  the  doctor.  mickey  is  still  her  best  friend,  a  confidant,  someone  she  trusts  with  her  soul.  so  she’s  not  just  losing  her  father,  but  the  only  person  who  ever  cared  for  her  properly.

when  rose  gets  into  the  tardis  after  that,  she’s  not  okay.  the  doctor  brings  her  straight  home  and  the  second  her  eyes  land  on  her  mother  who  is  just  so  beautifully  alive,  she  breaks.  everything  she’s  been  holding  in  for  the  past  day  has  finally  cracked  and  she’s  not  sure  when  it’ll  ever  get  better.  rose  is  thoroughly  traumatised,  and  to  this  day,  she  still  has  nightmares  of  that  day.

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I surrender myself to everything. I love, I feel pain, I struggle.

Nikos Kazantzakis, from “The Saviors of God: Spiritual Exercises,” (via mournfulroses)

[luthienne]

Lucille Clifton, from The Book of Light; “Climbing”

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