* SHE IS THE SUN.

It is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply. original character penned by charlee.

[caeloms-a]

OKAY SO, IMPORTANT READ ; 

I’ve been doing some thinking and I believe it’s time I step away from Tumblr Roleplay (for now!), at least until I have finished university. I’m in my last five / six months of my studies, and they’re definitely my most vital. My feelings about being here, writing Zelda, writing in general, have waned a lot in the past month or so. There’s so much creative writing and creative juice that I’ve been having to put into university that it’s just too much for me rn.

I still love Zelda a lot, but I need a break. Whether I come back or not is still up in the air right now. And if I do, it’ll either be a total revamp of Zelda or it’ll be entirely new characters (although knowing me, if I did start writing other characters, it wouldn’t be long before Zelda popped her head in, as I have so many beautiful relationships built between her and other writers/characters whomst I still cherish with all my heart and being). 

Being here has just become less and less fun for me, and I’ve seen the change in effort I put in to writing these days and I don’t like it. I would rather give it (and my friends / writing partners) my all than half ass it. Thank you for sticking with / by me! Some of you since the very start! I appreciate and love you all but you are the ones I love and cherish the most. Thank you for your time and your efforts and your wonderful, wonderful characters; thank you to the very special few who have helped me through personal things too, you know who you are. And to the new friends that I’ve made (even if we have only spoken here and there), thank you too!

Zelda’s been on this hellsite for five years, five years. Fucking hell! The girl needs a rest. I need a rest. At least for now. I don’t think I could ever give her up completely. 

Feel free to unfollow me if you’d like to. I won’t hold it against you! But if I do come back several months down the line, it’ll be here that I will make my update/s about what’s happening. 

If you’d like to keep in touch, you can add me on D/is/co/r/d: Charlee#8524 - I’ll probably be up for writing things here and there on that platform, or if you just want to keep in contact I would really, really like that. Or if you have Whatsapp, message me and I will happily give you my number (if we are mutuals) so we can talk there! You can follow me on Twitter (@charleesnow) and I’ll be sure to follow back. Or my personal Tumblr ( @tudorpolitics ), though I mostly just shit post there. I won’t be logging on to this account after this week so I won’t be able to respond here to any messages (and I’m deleting the Tumblr app from my phone too). 

You haven’t gotten rid of me completely! Or Zelda J. Niles B).

Thank you, I love you, (you all better add me on something because I’ll be upset if you don’t!). TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. Stay kind, be healthy, be happy.

Hugs and kisses, Charlee 

                             ( and Zelda ).

[caeloms-a]

OKAY SO, IMPORTANT READ ; 

I’ve been doing some thinking and I believe it’s time I step away from Tumblr Roleplay (for now!), at least until I have finished university. I’m in my last five / six months of my studies, and they’re definitely my most vital. My feelings about being here, writing Zelda, writing in general, have waned a lot in the past month or so. There’s so much creative writing and creative juice that I’ve been having to put into university that it’s just too much for me rn.

I still love Zelda a lot, but I need a break. Whether I come back or not is still up in the air right now. And if I do, it’ll either be a total revamp of Zelda or it’ll be entirely new characters (although knowing me, if I did start writing other characters, it wouldn’t be long before Zelda popped her head in, as I have so many beautiful relationships built between her and other writers/characters whomst I still cherish with all my heart and being). 

Being here has just become less and less fun for me, and I’ve seen the change in effort I put in to writing these days and I don’t like it. I would rather give it (and my friends / writing partners) my all than half ass it. Thank you for sticking with / by me! Some of you since the very start! I appreciate and love you all but you are the ones I love and cherish the most. Thank you for your time and your efforts and your wonderful, wonderful characters; thank you to the very special few who have helped me through personal things too, you know who you are. And to the new friends that I’ve made (even if we have only spoken here and there), thank you too!

Zelda’s been on this hellsite for five years, five years. Fucking hell! The girl needs a rest. I need a rest. At least for now. I don’t think I could ever give her up completely. 

Feel free to unfollow me if you’d like to. I won’t hold it against you! But if I do come back several months down the line, it’ll be here that I will make my update/s about what’s happening. 

If you’d like to keep in touch, you can add me on D/is/co/r/d: Charlee#8524 - I’ll probably be up for writing things here and there on that platform, or if you just want to keep in contact I would really, really like that. Or if you have Whatsapp, message me and I will happily give you my number (if we are mutuals) so we can talk there! You can follow me on Twitter (@charleesnow) and I’ll be sure to follow back. Or my personal Tumblr ( @tudorpolitics ), though I mostly just shit post there. I won’t be logging on to this account after this week so I won’t be able to respond here to any messages (and I’m deleting the Tumblr app from my phone too). 

You haven’t gotten rid of me completely! Or Zelda J. Niles B).

Thank you, I love you, (you all better add me on something because I’ll be upset if you don’t!). TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. Stay kind, be healthy, be happy.

Hugs and kisses, Charlee 

                             ( and Zelda ).

[caeloms-a]

OKAY SO, IMPORTANT READ ; 

I’ve been doing some thinking and I believe it’s time I step away from Tumblr Roleplay (for now!), at least until I have finished university. I’m in my last five / six months of my studies, and they’re definitely my most vital. My feelings about being here, writing Zelda, writing in general, have waned a lot in the past month or so. There’s so much creative writing and creative juice that I’ve been having to put into university that it’s just too much for me rn.

I still love Zelda a lot, but I need a break. Whether I come back or not is still up in the air right now. And if I do, it’ll either be a total revamp of Zelda or it’ll be entirely new characters (although knowing me, if I did start writing other characters, it wouldn’t be long before Zelda popped her head in, as I have so many beautiful relationships built between her and other writers/characters whomst I still cherish with all my heart and being). 

Being here has just become less and less fun for me, and I’ve seen the change in effort I put in to writing these days and I don’t like it. I would rather give it (and my friends / writing partners) my all than half ass it. Thank you for sticking with / by me! Some of you since the very start! I appreciate and love you all but you are the ones I love and cherish the most. Thank you for your time and your efforts and your wonderful, wonderful characters; thank you to the very special few who have helped me through personal things too, you know who you are. And to the new friends that I’ve made (even if we have only spoken here and there), thank you too!

Zelda’s been on this hellsite for five years, five years. Fucking hell! The girl needs a rest. I need a rest. At least for now. I don’t think I could ever give her up completely. 

Feel free to unfollow me if you’d like to. I won’t hold it against you! But if I do come back several months down the line, it’ll be here that I will make my update/s about what’s happening. 

If you’d like to keep in touch, you can add me on D/is/co/r/d: Charlee#8524 - I’ll probably be up for writing things here and there on that platform, or if you just want to keep in contact I would really, really like that. Or if you have Whatsapp, message me and I will happily give you my number (if we are mutuals) so we can talk there! You can follow me on Twitter (@charleesnow) and I’ll be sure to follow back. Or my personal Tumblr ( @tudorpolitics ), though I mostly just shit post there. I won’t be logging on to this account after this week so I won’t be able to respond here to any messages (and I’m deleting the Tumblr app from my phone too). 

You haven’t gotten rid of me completely! Or Zelda J. Niles B).

Thank you, I love you, (you all better add me on something because I’ll be upset if you don’t!). TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. Stay kind, be healthy, be happy.

Hugs and kisses, Charlee 

                             ( and Zelda ).

[caeloms-a]

OKAY SO, IMPORTANT READ ; 

I’ve been doing some thinking and I believe it’s time I step away from Tumblr Roleplay (for now!), at least until I have finished university. I’m in my last five / six months of my studies, and they’re definitely my most vital. My feelings about being here, writing Zelda, writing in general, have waned a lot in the past month or so. There’s so much creative writing and creative juice that I’ve been having to put into university that it’s just too much for me rn.

I still love Zelda a lot, but I need a break. Whether I come back or not is still up in the air right now. And if I do, it’ll either be a total revamp of Zelda or it’ll be entirely new characters (although knowing me, if I did start writing other characters, it wouldn’t be long before Zelda popped her head in, as I have so many beautiful relationships built between her and other writers/characters whomst I still cherish with all my heart and being). 

Being here has just become less and less fun for me, and I’ve seen the change in effort I put in to writing these days and I don’t like it. I would rather give it (and my friends / writing partners) my all than half ass it. Thank you for sticking with / by me! Some of you since the very start! I appreciate and love you all but you are the ones I love and cherish the most. Thank you for your time and your efforts and your wonderful, wonderful characters; thank you to the very special few who have helped me through personal things too, you know who you are. And to the new friends that I’ve made (even if we have only spoken here and there), thank you too!

Zelda’s been on this hellsite for five years, five years. Fucking hell! The girl needs a rest. I need a rest. At least for now. I don’t think I could ever give her up completely. 

Feel free to unfollow me if you’d like to. I won’t hold it against you! But if I do come back several months down the line, it’ll be here that I will make my update/s about what’s happening. 

If you’d like to keep in touch, you can add me on D/is/co/r/d: Charlee#8524 - I’ll probably be up for writing things here and there on that platform, or if you just want to keep in contact I would really, really like that. Or if you have Whatsapp, message me and I will happily give you my number (if we are mutuals) so we can talk there! You can follow me on Twitter (@charleesnow) and I’ll be sure to follow back. Or my personal Tumblr ( @tudorpolitics ), though I mostly just shit post there. I won’t be logging on to this account after this week so I won’t be able to respond here to any messages (and I’m deleting the Tumblr app from my phone too). 

You haven’t gotten rid of me completely! Or Zelda J. Niles B).

Thank you, I love you, (you all better add me on something because I’ll be upset if you don’t!). TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. Stay kind, be healthy, be happy.

Hugs and kisses, Charlee 

                             ( and Zelda ).

[caeloms-a]

OKAY SO, IMPORTANT READ ; 

I’ve been doing some thinking and I believe it’s time I step away from Tumblr Roleplay (for now!), at least until I have finished university. I’m in my last five / six months of my studies, and they’re definitely my most vital. My feelings about being here, writing Zelda, writing in general, have waned a lot in the past month or so. There’s so much creative writing and creative juice that I’ve been having to put into university that it’s just too much for me rn.

I still love Zelda a lot, but I need a break. Whether I come back or not is still up in the air right now. And if I do, it’ll either be a total revamp of Zelda or it’ll be entirely new characters (although knowing me, if I did start writing other characters, it wouldn’t be long before Zelda popped her head in, as I have so many beautiful relationships built between her and other writers/characters whomst I still cherish with all my heart and being). 

Being here has just become less and less fun for me, and I’ve seen the change in effort I put in to writing these days and I don’t like it. I would rather give it (and my friends / writing partners) my all than half ass it. Thank you for sticking with / by me! Some of you since the very start! I appreciate and love you all but you are the ones I love and cherish the most. Thank you for your time and your efforts and your wonderful, wonderful characters; thank you to the very special few who have helped me through personal things too, you know who you are. And to the new friends that I’ve made (even if we have only spoken here and there), thank you too!

Zelda’s been on this hellsite for five years, five years. Fucking hell! The girl needs a rest. I need a rest. At least for now. I don’t think I could ever give her up completely. 

Feel free to unfollow me if you’d like to. I won’t hold it against you! But if I do come back several months down the line, it’ll be here that I will make my update/s about what’s happening. 

If you’d like to keep in touch, you can add me on D/is/co/r/d: Charlee#8524 - I’ll probably be up for writing things here and there on that platform, or if you just want to keep in contact I would really, really like that. Or if you have Whatsapp, message me and I will happily give you my number (if we are mutuals) so we can talk there! You can follow me on Twitter (@charleesnow) and I’ll be sure to follow back. Or my personal Tumblr ( @tudorpolitics ), though I mostly just shit post there. I won’t be logging on to this account after this week so I won’t be able to respond here to any messages (and I’m deleting the Tumblr app from my phone too). 

You haven’t gotten rid of me completely! Or Zelda J. Niles B).

Thank you, I love you, (you all better add me on something because I’ll be upset if you don’t!). TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. Stay kind, be healthy, be happy.

Hugs and kisses, Charlee 

                             ( and Zelda ).

[caeloms-a]

OKAY SO, IMPORTANT READ ; 

I’ve been doing some thinking and I believe it’s time I step away from Tumblr Roleplay (for now!), at least until I have finished university. I’m in my last five / six months of my studies, and they’re definitely my most vital. My feelings about being here, writing Zelda, writing in general, have waned a lot in the past month or so. There’s so much creative writing and creative juice that I’ve been having to put into university that it’s just too much for me rn.

I still love Zelda a lot, but I need a break. Whether I come back or not is still up in the air right now. And if I do, it’ll either be a total revamp of Zelda or it’ll be entirely new characters (although knowing me, if I did start writing other characters, it wouldn’t be long before Zelda popped her head in, as I have so many beautiful relationships built between her and other writers/characters whomst I still cherish with all my heart and being). 

Being here has just become less and less fun for me, and I’ve seen the change in effort I put in to writing these days and I don’t like it. I would rather give it (and my friends / writing partners) my all than half ass it. Thank you for sticking with / by me! Some of you since the very start! I appreciate and love you all but you are the ones I love and cherish the most. Thank you for your time and your efforts and your wonderful, wonderful characters; thank you to the very special few who have helped me through personal things too, you know who you are. And to the new friends that I’ve made (even if we have only spoken here and there), thank you too!

Zelda’s been on this hellsite for five years, five years. Fucking hell! The girl needs a rest. I need a rest. At least for now. I don’t think I could ever give her up completely. 

Feel free to unfollow me if you’d like to. I won’t hold it against you! But if I do come back several months down the line, it’ll be here that I will make my update/s about what’s happening. 

If you’d like to keep in touch, you can add me on D/is/co/r/d: Charlee#8524 - I’ll probably be up for writing things here and there on that platform, or if you just want to keep in contact I would really, really like that. Or if you have Whatsapp, message me and I will happily give you my number (if we are mutuals) so we can talk there! You can follow me on Twitter (@charleesnow) and I’ll be sure to follow back. Or my personal Tumblr ( @tudorpolitics ), though I mostly just shit post there. I won’t be logging on to this account after this week so I won’t be able to respond here to any messages (and I’m deleting the Tumblr app from my phone too). 

You haven’t gotten rid of me completely! Or Zelda J. Niles B).

Thank you, I love you, (you all better add me on something because I’ll be upset if you don’t!). TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. Stay kind, be healthy, be happy.

Hugs and kisses, Charlee 

                             ( and Zelda ).

[moon-yean]

you know what, darling? i believe you would.

[caeloms-a]

caeloms:

QUICK  NOTE  !     i’ve burst my ear drum so i don’t feel like being here all that much right now. i’ll be lurking occasionally but yeah. antibiotics got me wanting to sleep for years.

i wanna tuck myself completely under a fluffy blanket where no light can reach my eyes. at which point, twenty-three middle aged women come and take care of me

[caeloms-a]

QUICK  NOTE  !     i’ve burst my ear drum so i don’t feel like being here all that much right now. i’ll be lurking occasionally but yeah. antibiotics got me wanting to sleep for years.

[rp-memes-atyourservice]

Send ‘✌️’ for my muse’s reaction to yours slipping two fingers into their mouth.

Send 👉 for your muse to pull two of my muse’s fingers into their mouth instead.

Bonus points for context!

[caeloms-a]

@vorcotec replied to your post: the general meeting my fo4 companion verse jane?...

preston: general pls. you’re going to die and it’s all because you’re thirsty 

  *puts her finger to preston’s lips*  shhhhh .  i’ll bring water

[caeloms-a]

the general meeting my fo4 companion verse jane? discuss

hello the general is here to help jane (and jack) with their companion quest/s. also to offer several charming winks and whatever else jane wants. like the booty maybe. i mean it’s up for grabs (literally, grab it).

[denisvilleneuve]

[caeloms-a]

OUT OF CHARA  ;  back to uni and dissertation work tomorrow and i couldn’t be more disgusted by this ! 

[caeloms-a]

" keep your eyes open "

☀️   / @braccati​​   SOFT ANGST !

DOES SHE HAVE TO?   ❝  let me be, ren.  ❞  her chest juts as she drags in a breath, collapsing with a shudder, a wheeze, a gurgle. fingers reach numbly for the hole in her shirt, shakily touching its soaked edges. she wants to tear it open to see the wound which craters the middle of her breasts, but there’s no strength in her to part the tattered fabric. it’s too hard to keep her arms up, and they drop limply to her sides, sticky and red. 

❝  ren.  ❞  let me be, she tries to say again. but the edges of her vision grow dark and for a split second her eyelids close, head heavily drooping forward, like someone pushing against it with all the force they had. some external energy was trying to get her to close her eyes, to give up. the more she struggles against it, the harder it is for her to stay awake. 

❝  this might be our last fight. i think, i think it will be.  ❞  her eyes close again, for a second. a breathless laugh leaves her. a rattle in the back of her throat. ❝  you didn’t get to do it yourself. i thought it’d be you who’d shoot me in the end.  ❞ her smile wilts. ❝  for,  for bein’ annoyin’. god knows you threatened to do it enough times. jesus, my arms are like lead.  ❞  with a grunt, she manages to lift a cold hand to ren’s wrist and grips it. presses the print of her thumb to the woman’s palm. ❝  you need to take care of my people. ❞  please. ❝  i’ll give you a kiss if you promise me. if you’ll look out for ‘em.  ❞ 

[caeloms-a]

"I loved you." hahahahahahahaha

☀️   / @absumpsi​   SOFT ANGST !

I  LOVED  YOU.   eleven years, five months, three days. she stands there in silence, face half hidden by the thick, woollen scarf wrapped around her neck.  i know, she thinks. the thought’s clear as day in those pale eyes of hers. i know. she’s always known. how couldn’t she? she’s experienced the greatest extent of love, of the fervour it maddens one with. body and soul. the agony of losing it. i loved you. 

boots crunch against debris and grit as she walks inside, eyes never leaving amelia. she stops right in front of her, and gently pulls down the fabric from her face. they’re both older now; she’s lost that famous smile of her’s. the light in her eye’s has dimmed. this reunion has come too late. ❝  amelia.  ❞ the name trembles on her lips, her voice weak. a tear drips from a lower lash against her cheek, and it shocks her so much that she shakes. i loved you. ❝  i know.  ❞  the admission after all these years leaves her so weary that her body appears to sag, leaning heavily to one side. her eyes drop guiltily to the floor. 

all that time they’d spent together had been with the end goal that zelda would eventually find marielle. marielle, it had always been about marielle. had zelda been selfish with amelia? wanting her, needing her, letting amelia love her, even though she had known all along that her heart belonged to marielle? it was selfish, she’d ignored amelia’s feelings to suit herself and her own purpose. it hadn’t been intentional. zelda’s not like that. she hadn’t realised what she’d done. but now? looking back on it… 

marielle was dead, so were their daughters. eleven years, five months, twenty six days. she’d fixed them their coffins and buried them in a field. now look where she was. forty-two years old and facing the last person whose lips she’s ever kissed. amelia. ❝  it’s like we are back at the cross-roads again.  ❞  zelda’s brow twitch inward, and the fine wrinkles she’s gathered over the years deepen; she grimaces. or is that a smile? ❝  i’ve been looking for you.  ❞ her hands hang by her sides. ❝  all this time i’ve been searching.  ❞

[vhsmeme]

* soft angst starters

‘ stay with me tonight? ’

‘ don’t talk. save your strength. ’

‘ hey, i’ve got you. it’s okay. ’

‘ i’ll be right here. don’t worry. ’

‘ i think we’re done. ’

‘ hold my hand. ’

‘ it’s all been a lie, hasn’t it? ’

‘ we’re out of time. ’

‘ you’ll always be a friend. ’

‘ just hold me. ’

‘ i have to leave you behind. i’m sorry. ’

‘ don’t do that. it’ll only hurt. ’

‘ go on, cry. ’

‘ keep your eyes open. ’

‘ can i hug you? ’

‘ i trusted you. ’

‘ do you remember? ’

‘ i loved you. ’