A Day In A Poets Mind

[caitlinsara18]

This is my outlet, where I can let out my feelings. Like my own digital diary. My page represents my personality. Bright, bubbly, and full of emotions.

[caitlinsara18]

Time stood still as if there was only one more day left to live

She took full advantage

She laughed, cried, screamed, loved

So passionately, so fearlessly.

How brave she was there on the surface of reality.

The following day was a glimpse of memories in her photo album.

[caitlinsara18]

She has grown within her roots

Her imperfections are the ones that make her beautiful

She is unseen without consequence

As the pale moonlight redeems her

She is unheard without trial

Her thorns are rustic, the goddess is blooming within her.

For every strand is a memory

Her sound is distanced

For she is so soft and quiet.

Her roots make her out to be.

Pulling and pulling again, too far into the ground. Stitched within her skin, all her imperfections make her who she is, all over again.

[caitlinsara18]

My calling is in peace as I’m looking every which way but my own towards you, into the light in the night

As my spirit shines so brightly

I love the chirps in the morning as the sun rises for a beautiful yet gloomy day

Lord, tell me the way ❤️

[caitlinsara18]

Is it a fairytale I’m trying to live? I have stressed myself out over so little because of all the damage done to me. I feel like a train wreck abandoned at the station where people pass and think “so beautiful” “how unique” when I’m all broken inside.

[caitlinsara18]

Some days feel so warm & some feel so cold. Some days I feel so close and others so far. So distant & Idk what else to think. Maybe I should leave, and let you have your space...maybe it’s better off that I end up replaced rather than stay...Dwelling on same things, different days. Toxic is one word that won’t stay away. Help me realize in my beautiful mind that it’s okay. Please don’t make me go away.

[caitlinsara18]

Lord thus above me

As I sit here in this cold yet so warming world

Fill me with bless as I destress from the sour lemons summoned from the devil

Many different trials happening within days, confusion is occurring to my head none the other

Will I ever know why? I am your child god please give me a sign why

Seeming to be doing good, but am I?

Lord please, give me a sign

[caitlinsara18]

[caitlinsara18]

The rose ♥️🥀

As I started out, I was shy and I couldn’t hide. Anywhere. Me being me, I stepped out and spoke out. For everyone but me. I have blossomed into this beautiful little rose, standing between two thorns every single day I’m alive. I get torn, tossed out, and ripped apart. At the end of the day I’m still beautiful, strong, and growing. I can take on anything because I, Caitlin Sara, am the R O S E.

[caitlinsara18]

Sweeter than a southern belle at a dance 💃🏼

[caitlinsara18]

The safe road is the best way to go

Who cares what will happen

You will be surrounded by shining light

You’re spark is what makes you safe

It’s like a shield

It’s your own

Power that nobody can ever take

Away from YOU.

Embrace it

Take the safe road

Going down a different one will just lead you to regrets

Regrets are okay

It happens, it’s apart of our life

But taking the safe road

You’ll come out successful and shining brighter

With no regrets with the route you chose, because the regrets you once had

Are now great lessons

[caitlinsara18]

I’m a blue eyed beauty with a sense of despise🦋

[caitlinsara18]

#HappyValentinesDay

[caitlinsara18]

Yes this photo is black and white and I’m staring with my glorious eye lashes into the night. From here on out there’ll be nothing but positive things on here, unless I have to vent then I will reach out to my page. Besides that, I want nothing more than good vibes happening. This world is so full of un known color, let’s find it and embrace it.

[caitlinsara18]

Tell me is this how it’s going to be. You and me, fighting in the streets

Struggling to make it through the night, just stopping at a red light

Never turning around and never going back

This life is like a slap in my cold blushed face

Nothing. Fighters, not lovers. Actions are just lies in the way we form with words to make us feel good

Truth is all we want, but we’ve been quiet for forever

Like two ghosts who are invisible to each other...

None of us will say a thing

Were all dead out of love

[caitlinsara18]

Numbness

I’m feeling numb, like I am trapped in some cave I can’t reach out of. I’m heavily breathing, it feels like I’m drowning and I can’t breathe. Why does it feel like my heart is going to explode? How come I tell you how I feel but I’m ignored until I say something you like? Why am I holding on to this temporary chain of pain, I need to let go. Just not today, the chain has eased down until...something else comes up to pull it against me, and make me weaker like a feather flying in the air then steadily dropping onto the floor, concrete, snow...How can I smile one minute, then have tears rushing down my innocent face another? How is this possibility inside me eating who I once was. These emotions are all over my face, like a race. Who will win? It’s a ready set go, competition I can’t get away from. 

[caitlinsara18]

I've had the courage to find out who I am

I've had my braveness make me take risks and accomplishing them

I've had my kindness kill someone because they didn't ruin my day

But for some reason when it comes to you, I get so sensitive with what I say

I get nervous, sometimes I feel like you'd judge me..I don't know why because your the one person who shouldn't get to me..but your the only one that scares me..