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anyone still here or nah

thinking about the time of my life that I used to consistently use a jillian michaels dvd called “no more trouble zones” where she’s just mean to you the whole time

#thinking about working out again #goal to run a 5k before I’m 40 #just made that up on the spot because I’ve had a vague be running by 40 #but that’s a more concrete goal #I didn’t run a 5k when I was in shapes and I regret it #I was faster than people in my difficult boxing class #when we would #run around the bags #anyway #anyone still here or nah #fitness #personal #plus size fitness

crying hysterically every time I work out really adds that level of difficulty I’m looking for

I haaaaaaaaate my arms

love to end every workout in tears. I’m trying to just ‘do it anyway’ but it really makes me feel so disgusting and miserable

love crying after every ‘workout’

#aka any time I move my body #walking on the treadmill is my exercise now #I fuckibg hate it

I hate working out and I don’t want to do it ever

I can also just sit here on my phone and get some cardio in which is nice

I’m just doing a bunch of time on a stationary bike today. Maybe some crunches and curls. I’m really not into working out bc it makes me feel like garbage

Did the video today. Totally half-assed it but i guess it’s better than nothing. Still feel like shit

Imagine getting endorphins after a workout? Couldn’t be me

I feel disgusting

I just don’t want to move period that’s it

Also I just fucking hate doing it! I don’t want to do it! I didn’t want to do it at all and I forced myself and it just resulted in me half assing it and then quitting

All I feel is my limitations and it makes me want to fucking die

My body is never going to change and I fucking hate working out

I give up

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