CaliforniaGirl

Ask me for art, ask for advice, and you shall receive.

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How do you know... How will you know that I am here? Am I just sitting here, invisible to you? Or are you able to REALLY see me? See all of who I am? My flaws and my strengths? Don't be afraid of the past, for it made you stronger. It made you who YOU are. I can see that, in myself, being who I am, has caused me pain, jou, success and failure. I have had it hard, when those have had it easy. Can you see me? My monsters and my pain? Although my eyes glitter with joy, my heart has been shattered before. Even though j trust, my trust has been abused by those I have thought would be there. There are three types of friends. Those for life, a season, and a moment. A beating heart is a treasure. A heartache is a treason.

Can you hear me?

Venom and poison, axes and knives, the things you say to me, can impact our lives. Poetry, is a rhyme, and with that disguise, I can kill my pain a thousand times. Pain isn't forever, don't worry about me, for my friend, you see, this makes me as strong as can be

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What is a soulmate?

A person that will be there for you, even when times get hard. Through thick and thin. Through sickness and health, and through richer or poor. Someone who knows the REAL you, and will never take your flaws, for your weakness, and your strengths as an advantage

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What should I draw? I'm literally confused. I'm a great artist, just not too sure how far my skills can go. I've always wanted to paint something... When I get my own apartment, I'm going to get paint supplies, sketch pads, and paint brushes. I'm also getting art supplies, colored pencils and sharpies for outlines. My inner voice calls for me to express how I feel through the colors of an artist's desire to flourish into something greater. I have always wanted not to copy others work, but to improve on my own work. How though? Practice. I've been drawing for eight years, and painting for thirteen years. All basic techniques however with the basics, extraordinary transitions can happen! I enjoy turning my work into a form of unique art. I have a deviant art account, not for popularity, but so that the world, part of it, can see my own unique talent. Even though I'm not the greatest, I still try, and that right there, shows me that ANYTHING is possible.

[califromcolorado7768]

When the world gives you lemons, squeeze them and make lemonade for all those suckers out there with a mf issue that needs to be solved 😂😂

[califromcolorado7768]

When life becomes complicated is when you think of solutions. Like trees, there are many leaves, pick wisely, for this will affect you're entire future, life and situation. Lies are beneficiary yes, but are they the truth? No. Telling lies is sugarcoating, but the truth? The truth is what will solve the problems the quickest. Even if it hurts the others and/or self. Benefits come with prices.

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The change between Brian Thomas before the Documentary of Marble Hornets and Afterwards.

Drawn by NativeNinjaKillaK

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The most beautiful thing that has ever happened in my life. I'm I'm proud of myself for finding such an amazing person and I thank myself for pushing and staying strong through the hard times to get to where I am today. This man has helped me so much and i am forever grateful. No matter what, I will never give up and never let go. I promised myself that years ago, for me. And now, for him. The man of my dreams and my Fiancee Aka Future husband. I couldn't imagine a better life. Happiness is soooo worth it...

[califromcolorado7768]

This life will be hard. But the question is, can you be prepared to adjust to the circumstances? You can, if you feel you are ready. The only one that can change you, is YOU. Nobody else. Screw all the haters that anyone has to deal with. Some people are just too jealous of you or angry with who they are to accept the real you, and that can be a difficult experience. Nobody knows how it feels, until they experience it themeselves. And that is talking from experience. It's not about the coolest trends, or about the popularity, its about accepting life and being open to a change. But only YOU can decide if you wanna do that.

Your skin is not paper, don't cut it

Your life is not a film, don't end it

Your life is your own book, so write it any way you want. Only YOU can decide when the page ends and a new chapter begins. Mental health IS a big deal, and I know myself as well as others who are and were struggling like i am. Cutting is NOT attention seeking. It is someone's way of seeing if you or others care enough to pull them out of self hatred. Suicide IS NOT a laughing matter. The words YOU have, have a HUGE and CRITICAL impact on how others feel about you AND about themselves. The world can change. I changed. Can you? I know you can. You are strong and independent. Don't let anyone tell you different. Show the love for the mental health community. I know I am ❤❤

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When the world is feeling like nobody knows the real you. N#$%@ HOW TF----- DHJDVDJSBSCDJDB

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When the world is feeling Dumb. LIKE BEACH GET A MF LIFE AND QUIT PLAYIN WITH ME!!!! HDKSBDJSVSNDV