miracles happen

calliope presley foxx. seventeen. miracles happen, I'm living proof of that.

[reese0k]

I–I, w-why’d you make me think you were fine? I-I told you we were in this together, you could’ve told me, I would’ve tried to help or understand or– or something. Y-You didn’t have to lie to me.

[calliopefx-blog]

It’s not your fault Reese. You shouldn’t have to deal with this---it’s not a big deal. I just didn’t want you to think it was your fault and that you weren’t making me better because--it’s not you, it’s me. It’s me and my stupid brain and my stupid heart and my stupid body--and just stupid. 

[reese0k]

I–I know you do, but it’s okay, I know she’s up there listening and watching us. –W-What are you trying to say Calliope?

[calliopefx-blog]

She is, she’s watching over you always. I--you already know what I mean Reese--I did it again, I couldn’t make it, okay? I tried--but the vacation and the boat and everything--I couldn’t do it. And I didn’t want you to know, it’s not getting better, it’s getting worse. And now you’re gonna hate me and there’s nothing I can do to save you from that. 

[calliopefx-blog]

reese and bee lol i’m laughing

[ripleyxo-blog]

We could, she’d probably love it. Parenting advice, that’s a definite yes.

[calliopefx-blog]

Well then looks like you’ll have to get reading. Apparently we need that now. 

[ripleyxo-blog]

If there is one then I think she’d love it, but you might have to tell her all her lines. No problemo, what are best friends for?

[calliopefx-blog]

We could put on a play here for Kat, like a thank you, I guess. For being best friends? To give parenting advice?

[athenaduong]

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[ripleyxo-blog]

I’ll read over it tonight and tell you if it is or isn’t. She really would, I’ll have her look at it, too. Eh, he might, but you’re my go to girl. He’s my go to boyfriend.

[calliopefx-blog]

Alright--you just let me know. If there is a part for Bee, then we should definitely give it to her, she’d love it. Hopefully one she doesn’t have to read. Oh--good to know, I’m glad. 

[reese0k]

Because you are, you’re good to me and you’re a girl my mama would love and be proud of me for loving. You’re just the best. Why do you think that? That’s not true.

[calliopefx-blog]

I wish she was here for you--I wish she was here so you could tell her all of that. I just do. I don’t know--I--I mean we’re all here because we have issues and she just wound up here and I don’t want her to be messed up. She’s perfect the way she is-- and--I’ll just feel bad if she ends up like me. 

[aneskaofarendellex]

We have plenty of room here, you shouldn’t worry about that. You should worry about getting better. –That’s not true, you know that’s not. Reese and Bee would never be the same. 

[calliopefx-blog]

Trust me, I worry about a lot more than just getting better. Just hopefully, I can make it to the six month mark for once in my life. They’d never be the same but they’d probably be better off. Reese deserves somebody better anyways and Bee needs somebody to raise her--not me. They’d get the love they deserve. 

[sophhobrien]

Thank you, you’re very nice. We can go whenever you have time.

[calliopefx-blog]

Sure. I know how some of that stuff feels when you try stuff on and don’t like it. I’m basically always free so we’ll just have to check with Kat--although I might have to take a five year old with us as long as you don’t mind. 

[presleyctrl-blog]

I dunno how I remember ‘em, I just kinda do. I do feel like ‘m flying, like I’m a bird. Ooh, ooh wait this ones my favorite too.

[calliopefx-blog]

Well then I can see why you like to do that stuff so much. Flying would be fun. You’re full of surprises Pres. 

[reese0k]

But you are the best, so i’m gunna say it. Oh right, that, you’re good at that.

[calliopefx-blog]

Why do you think I’m the best, hm? Eh---like I said, I wouldn’t say good. I really feel bad for her, she’s going to end up all messed up because of me. 

[ripleyxo-blog]

I think that would be a good idea, the little kids would love it, I bet. Memphis would love it, I know. Maybe, yeah. I will, don’t worry. You’re my go to girl, duh.

[calliopefx-blog]

We just have to wait and see if it’s any good. She would definitely love it. Well that’s good--although, I’m sure Beau could take care of any problems for you easier than I can. 

[reese0k]

Well you’re not, you’re the best girlfriend living. Calli! What do you make poor beanie do?!

[calliopefx-blog]

I wouldn’t say the best Reese-- Nothing bad, nothing crazy. Just anything--I don’t know what I’m doing trying to, I guess, raise her or whatever. 

[ripleyxo-blog]

Sometimes. Other times they’re good, but mostly weird. I think she’ll listen to me, I’m older now, y’know?

[calliopefx-blog]

Well maybe if it’s good then we can just cast everybody here and direct it right here. Maybe--but if you need help, just tell me. 

[ripleyxo-blog]

It probably is, yeah. What? No, totally not. Never, I swore I wouldn’t ever do it again.

[calliopefx-blog]

Movie scripts are always dumb, right? Then we’ll just have to make her see that. And if you don’t want to talk to her, then I will or I’ll stall for you or something. 

[ripleyxo-blog]

We can burn it after we read it and decide how much I totally shouldn’t get back into the business.

[calliopefx-blog]

Sounds good to me. It’s probably stupid anyways.  You don’t want to, right?