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I’ve never used Tumblr idk how this works! But I desperately need somewhere to put my thoughts so I’m calling this a writing blog :)

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I can finally yell into the void

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I always have a reason to be sad, don’t I

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let’s start a fire

let’s start a riot, yeah, it’s awful

it was punk

yeah, it was perfect, now it’s awful

they know how to break all the girls like you

and they rob the souls of the girls like you

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I suppose I love this life,

in spite of my clenched fist.

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arson

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do I know how to write a novel? no. But I AM good at other writing and I’ll be damned if I don’t have the confidence to try

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I changed my mind he DID learn how to ride a bike but he’s convinced he’s forgotten.

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working on a character who’s father dies in a cycling accident and a result of this he hates bikes and never learns to ride one

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pull it out by the goddamn root

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21 Liquor Bottles Missing from the Shelf

Broken bottles, violent daydream.

None made me happy, none made by me. Brew a bottle, or, hey, stealing’s free!

Poison bottle, how much did you drink? Cold comfort of glass, lull me to sleep.

Love this bottle, hold it tight, warm me! Kill this bottle, before it drowns me.

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birthday bottle smashing (two weeks). break some glass break some glass break the law break some glass break

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dollar store alcoholism. it’s a real problem

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writing down your shower thoughts is a slippery slope to journaling. they don’t want to to know this because journaling will vastly improve your life.

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I am exmormon. The ‘church’ encourages keeping a daily journal for posterity. How awfully boring! That’s way too much pressure to put on a child! No wonder I avoided journaling for so long, it was spite.

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social media crackpots short form content backshots the cult of Content, praise god!

and the brain rots :/