VALIANT.

[cambixn]

boy my life just got a whole lot more interesting didn’t it

[cambixn]

veniaes‌:

❛   i  did  warn  you.  they  say  it’s  a  fundamental  skill,  but  that  doesn’t  really  make  it  any  easier  to  master.   ❜     and  she’s  completely  unperturbed  —  a  completely  befitting,  if not  devastating,  contrast.     ❛   and  it  wouldn’t  feel  like  such  an  uphill  battle  for  you  if  you'd  just  be  more  patient  with  yourself.    ❜

            ‘ i feel like m’lungs are about t’explode! it’s already hard               enough doing it f’the few seconds that i can! ’

      he’s only just now regaining his breath, his posture relaxing as he       speaks. there wasn’t a day that that went by where he didn’t wish for       an easy way out, though deep down he knew that no such way existed.       if he was to become a pillar it’d be hard work that got him there, nothing less.

                      but that still doesn’t make it any easier

            ‘ how in the hell am i supposed t’do this permanently?!               i’ve been training nonstop for the last week and barely               made any progress. but practice makes perfect, right? ’

[cambixn]

@veniaes​

      he’s panting. heavily.

            ‘ this is..... a lot more..... work.... than i realized..... ’

[cambixn]

my eyes have been burned by the things i have seen this day

[cambixn]

veniaes‌:

❛     i’ll  literally  go  crazy  if  i  have  to  be  stuck  in  here  a  second  longer,  rin.  literally  crazy.     ❜     you  can  see  the  buildup  of  desperation,  just  as  much  as  you  can  hear  it.     she’s  undeniably  antsy,  but  the  simple  fact  of  her  mobility  being  limited  seems  to  be  her  biggest  issue  at  hand,  rather  than  the  reason  behind  it.     ❛     please,  just  help  me  out  of  here  —  all  i  want  is  to  see  the  sun  in  person,  even  if  it’s  just  for  a  second  !     ❜   /   @cambixn  .

      ‘ what? n’spark the ire of shinobu?         do y’have a death wish? ’

            last time he tried to sneak away she threatened him             with a special wisteria poison she supposedly cooked             up just for him. whether there was any truth in her             words mattered little as the very idea of it was enough             to terrify him into compliance.

                                        it’s her eyes, man.                      they scare me more than any demon could

            he balls his hand into a fist, lightly tapping her on the             head with it. being the same position as her plenty             of times he knows exactly what she’s thinking. and              he’s not about to let her get away with what he tried             and failed to do.

      ‘ she has eyes n’ears everywhere. n’besides she said         you’ll be fine in two days. y’should be lucky i jumped         in when i did. did ya really have to antagonize him? ’

[cambixn]

will i ever write down rins KNY verse so everyone else can see it, or just keep it all in my head? the world may never know

[cambixn]

i’m mentally scarred from watching the blue night happen with my own eyes and i’m constantly struggling to fight back the other me which continues to try and take over, who i can only assume wants to destroy everything

but i got to see shiemi again and that makes it all better

[cambixn]

veniaes‌:

❛     well  ?  how’re  you  feeling  ?     ❜     there’s  plenty  of  concern  to  pick  up  on  in  her  voice,  but  the  dangerous  grip  she  has  on  his  shoulder  says  something  entirely  different.     he  should  be  prepared  for  the  worst.     ❛     you  did  take  some  pretty  nasty  hits  out  there.  i  saw.     ❜     /     @cambixn  .

      he’s sweating. physically sweating as the grip on       his shoulder slowly gets tighter. the one thing he       feared more than even the strongest demons was       in fact marceline d’amours. even the worst of hits       he could take pale in comparison to the hell she’d       put him through.

                   you truly are worse than any demon could be

            ‘ h-hey marceline! ehe, m’feeling pretty good actually!               nothing wrong with me at all! so can ya, uhh, remove               yer hand from my shoulder? please? ’

[cambixn]

@veniaes​

                       should i even be doing this?                        maybe this isn’t a good idea               what if she thinks i’m weird for asking her?

      a myriad of thoughts coursing through his mind, mostly        negative. he’d never been in this situation before and        quite honestly without yukio and his old man he didn’t       have anyone else to turn to; yet still he felt embarrassed       over the whole situation. he tried to keep his composure       but the entire situation felt wrong to him. was she really        the best person to turn to with his uncertainty?

                          come on rin, you can do this.                                  you fight demons                          how hard could this really be?

      the emotions he’s been feeling over the last year have       been eating at him. he didn’t know how to feel about them       or if he even should be feeling them. all in all he felt marceline       was his best chance at figuring out just what he’s been       experiencing. it felt like he’s been standing outside her door       for hours when in reality it was only minutes. finally he builds       up the courage to actually knock.

            ‘ h-hey, marce? d’ya got a minute? ’

[cambixn]

i knew my brother wasn’t a COMPLETE asshole and had something up his sleeves and in his pocket protector. that’s yukio for you.

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howl’s moving castle sentence meme.

❛  looks like a little mouse lost its way.  ❜

❛  leave me alone.  ❜

❛  where to? i’ll be your escort.  ❜

❛  don’t get alarmed, but i’m being followed. act normal.  ❜

❛  sorry, looks like you’re involved.  ❜

❛  are you listening?  ❜

❛  i want to know what you want.  ❜

❛  it’s your life — do something for yourself for once.  ❜

❛  you sound ghastly! like some ninety year old woman!  ❜

❛  make up your mind! are you gonna let me in or not?  ❜

❛  just keep quiet and don’t cause any trouble.  ❜

❛  i’m not taking any orders from you! ❜

❛  so, what do you have hidden in your pocket?  ❜

❛  that can’t be good for the table.  ❜

❛  please – help – falling — i’m falling —  ❜

❛  you okay?  ❜

❛  no — i’ve seen all that i can take.  ❜

❛  i give up. i see no point in living if i can’t be beautiful.  ❜

❛  i can’t stand how scared i am.  ❜

❛  don’t worry, i’ll follow behind you in disguise.  ❜

❛  why do i feel like this isn’t going to work?  ❜

❛  wait — help — i can’t make it —  ❜

❛  pull yourself together. isn’t this what you’ve been waiting for?  ❜

❛  what on earth happened to you?  ❜

❛  whatever you do, don’t look down.  ❜

❛  you saved me. i was in big trouble back there.  ❜

❛  don’t try to be cute — i’m still not going to trust you.  ❜

❛  i missed you.  ❜

❛  go away.  ❜

❛  you’re too late.  ❜

❛  this isn’t going to be easy.  ❜

❛  i said move.  ❜

❛  it’s a present for you.  ❜

❛  i feel so at home.  ❜

❛  so, you are going away.  ❜  

❛  uh-oh, here they come.  ❜  

❛  no, don’t let go!  ❜  

❛  i’m too old to be treated like this!  ❜  

❛  strapping young men are so difficult to deal with.  ❜  

❛  you’ll forgive me, won’t you?  ❜  

❛  we’re a family now!  ❜  

❛  i’m sorry, i should’ve gotten here sooner.  ❜  

❛  i don’t care if you’re a monster!  ❜  

❛  i’ve had enough of running away.  ❜  

❛  and now, i’ve got something i want to protect.  ❜  

❛  there’s no time to lose, we have to try something!  ❜  

❛  i don’t know what’s gonna happen, but i’m sure it can’t be good. ❜  

❛  told you we should’ve stayed put. ❜  

❛  they say that the best blaze brightest when circumstances are at their worst.  ❜  

(distressed wheezing)

❛  i just can’t seem to stop crying.  ❜  

❛  i didn’t mean to make you wait this long.  ❜  

❛  don’t look at me, i don’t have it. i don’t know what you’re talking about.  ❜  

❛  you’d better take good care of it.  ❜  

❛  i feel terrible.. like there’s a weight on my chest.  ❜  

❛  a heart’s a heavy burden.  ❜

❛  one thing you can always count on is that hearts change.  ❜  

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zeitism replied to your post: warofloki replied to your post: ...

*deep breath*

hold on, before you say ANY word, i need to put these ear plugs in for no real reason at all

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warofloki replied to your post: rin voice: gee i sure hope shimei is having a...

im here on amaimons behalf to laugh

at least you dress better than him, so i don’t mind.

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zeitism replied to your post: zeitism replied to your post: ...

Well good news! You’re getting a two for one deal tonight!

trust me when i say i’m a fan of all deals, but in this case this is a deal i do NOT want

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zeitism replied to your post: rin voice: gee i sure hope shimei is having a...

Meph vc: Well actually

i dont like those two words, even less when they’re coming from your mouth

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terflor replied to your post: rin voice: gee i sure hope shimei is having a...

well. she didnt have to witness her own birth so i guess shes having a bit better time

you know what you raise a really good point right there. shiemi 1: rin 0

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veniaes replied to your post: rin voice: gee i sure hope shimei is having a...

(crickets)

hey you hungry? i heard crickets taste really good when you dip them in chocolate, and there’s a few right there