Day 2: Losing my Big Girl Clothes
I've gotten a lot of questions about what trouble I got into and I answered that here. But I'm realizing just how serious he is about me losing my big girl privileges for the summer. I knew I wasn't going to be getting much use out of my panties or wearing my shorter shorts/skirts now that I'm in diapers. But yesterday Daddy came over with two boxes and a lot of trash bags and said we were going to go through all my clothes.
Since this is now my summer job and I need lots of content, Daddy doesn't see any reason why I should still be wearing big girl clothes. So anything that was too mature would be taken out of my wardrobe. For the nicer, more expensive, and professional clothes of mine he made me neatly fold them and put them in the boxes which he brought down to our storage unit in the garage of our building. But for everything else he made me either put it in bags to donate or I had to put them in trash bags to throw away. A lot of my clothes are really cheap and were wearing anyways.
But now, the only clothes that I am left with are the most babyish of my big girl clothes that I had and the actually baby onesies and outfits that Daddy has gotten for me over the years. The worst part is that he made me cut up all of my thongs. He says he'll buy me some more appropriate panties to have for the rare exceptions to the diaper rule. He says that as I earn money (he has a whole system for me, I'll explain another day) that I can use that to buy whatever clothes I like and if I am good for a few months then I can earn the privilege of wearing big girl clothes again. But until then my wardrobe really looks like it belongs to a toddler. I hate all of the pink and flowers.
For the first week of my new situation Daddy says that when I'm in the house I'm not allowed to wear anything other than my diaper. He wants me to see it all the time. I absolutely hate being all naked like that, I feel exposed and because of things like mirrors or even the fan on my bare skin, it's impossible for me to forget what I'm wearing. After this week, if I'm good, he says that when we're home I will be in a onesie or just a shirt with my diaper and when we go out he'll pick out a skirt or a pinafore or overalls to go over the onesie. But even with it covered, the idea of being outside in a onesie is so scary! What if someone realizes what I'm wearing? This whole thing is making me feel so babyish, I'm reminded of it all day every day and now everyone online knows exactly what I am too.















