Cantara

tw ed (@n@ / b!ng3) Active: ‘25 aug [ 24f - hw: 69.8kg | sw: 66.5kg | cw: 60.7 kg | | gw: 51kg (hit it once, shit went down, here again) | ugw: 49kg ] stay safe and do seek help to recover please dont report just block <3

[cantarana]

On some days i truly can understand why is there addiction on one side and emotion bottling up on the other of my family

[cantarana]

Conclusion of a tonsils removal:

I think im gonna loose 10kg during the next 2 weeks

[cantarana]

Yk its bad when your meds dont even do their job anymore

[cantarana]

For my 1 year anniversary at this company i got

peace

At least that

And im greatful for it cuz i was with the bitchiest of all of em

Oh nevermind she just had to be a bitch this day too

Welp

[cantarana]

Well

I got the job in the office

I start on oct 1st, until then i stay at the shop

9 work days to go, 9 days of judgement and resentment :)

And im stuck at 60.7kg without tracking food (which is good i guess, better then gaining)

Hopefully the downhill os over by the end of september

Pray for your girl

[cantarana]

Yesterday’s meal log

Vitamin drink - 18 kcal

Sugarfree gum - 2.6 kcal

Merci dark chocolate - 72 kcal

KFC poke bowl - ~600 kcal

Overall: ~700 calories

[cantarana]

My lazy ass couldnt handle not being fed before going out, so i grabbed a small merci chocolate (way to many kcals btw) aaaaand now i have acid reflux - never happened before

Is this karma?

[rexiiedoll]

Ballet theme thinspo🤍🪽🩰

[cantarana]

When laziness takes over hunger

[cantarana]

Yesterday’s meal log

Monster Strawberry Ultra - 15 kcal

Coke Zero - 1 kcal

Mango ice lollie - 54 kcal

Overall: 70 calories

[cantarana]

I honestly think the Universe is enjoying fucking me over

And over

And over

Again

And again

And again

:) it is not funny anymore you son of a

[cantarana]

Lunch

[cantarana]

Br34kf4$t

[cantarana]

Im stuck at 61.35 kg for a week now

If this is where it gets hard im gonna loose it

Im still 10-11kg away from the goal

[cantarana]

Universe please give me strenght to not get into a fight woth my bf about his location being off after an “arguement” :)

[cantarana]

The universe gave me anxiety and abandonment issues because it knew I’d be too powerful otherwise.

Good thing you can fight the matrix

[cantarana]

🖤🤍🤎