#wordsin2016
Better late than never. Today marks the same day last year where I felt happy and contented of what I have. Happy because I have someone at my back which is Jab. And also because I'm excited to graduate for jhs and for the next chapter of my life. But at the same time, I'm worried. My father has no job for like how many months already. And we're close to nothing already. February, I turned 16 yrs old. And I never felt something special about that day. What's worse? Me and Jab broke up at that very same day. I miss how special my birthday is wayback when I turned 15 and that was one thing Jab didn't get. And until now, I'm still trying to get over about what happened between us. We never had closure so maybe that's what keeping it hard for me. And it was the same month also where our prayers were answered. My father got the job in Saudi. It was march when I got one of the best birthday gift ever, tho it was delayed. My four years of studying hard and climbing the mountain of learnings in science high paid off. My teacher congratulated me for I was the salutatorian of our batch. The people around me were so proud of me. And I couldn't be thankful enough . The day of our graduation, it was one of the highlight of my 2016. I never imagined myself for the past years standing in front of my batchmates and making a speech in our moving up ceremony. I really thank God about that. Month of June where things began to change. I enrolled myself to one of the most prestigious school in cebu which is the House of Gold and Green. I never thought it would be very scary living independently and away from my mom. And I don't even know a single person in our place and even in school. The reason why I chose to enroll to this school, it's because 1) to forget about Jab and start a new life and 2) it's my dream school. And right at that moment, I realized it was really a big mistake. I forced myself into something big. I mean living in a city alone was never easy. And all the adjustments and struggles made me cry every night. But usc is really a great school and I know it will play a big part for my future. And the last month of the year, I never thought I would celebrate Christmas with a huge smile on my face. It was one of the best Christmas I guess. Celebrating Christmas with my family in Danao was something I wouldn't trade for anything. It was amazing. And I come to realize, 2016 was a tough year. I never thought of these big challenges that came into my life and it's because of my immature decision again. But, I'm still thankful because I got the chance to meet new friends. And I'm still learning how to be mature. I'm still in the long process of buildimg myself into something great. I know someday all of these would make sense. And I'm so looking forward to more blessings in 2017. And who knows? I will meet someone this year haha but I would really focus on my acads first. Thank you 2016! It was a tough ride :)

















