Carrie Miller and Other Odd Things

A collection of my odd and pointless thoughts. Hi. I love all things that involve the water."Take responsibility for the energy you put out to the world."

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Working for a band is a curse. They follow you everywhere after like a ghost. And I don't recommend it. K thanks, bye.

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My boyfriend has been getting to know his coworker’s family over the last few years. His coworker has a ton of young kids. So he has been able to watch them grow and change for a bit now .He has always said he wanted kids but had never actually spent time with little kids other then short interactions. Today he taught the toddler to high five and he now has full on baby fever. He even started watching child development videos on YouTube... For fun. I'm concerned but also awww.

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I made a video for a family members memorial. I worked out it and tweaked it all night until all the photos perfectly matched up. I made about 6 versions. You would think I would be satisfied… no. No I was not. The funeral was today and I’m considering editing it again and reuploading it. This is why I didn’t make it in journalism. I could never find something to be perfect so it was never done.

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I was recently asked to come out of retirement for social media stalking and pr intel work. I have mixed feelings. I only said yes because I believe in the cause.

Not gonna lie though… I missed it. Nothing like the rush of getting just a first name and finding everything from all the things someone has said for the last 10 years to their address and birthday with in an hour. Like… what’s your favorite color? Don’t tell me. I already know. Lol

Also a good reminder to make all of your social media private or have none at all. The internet is forever. I can find shit you deleted. I know what you've liked. I know who you follow and unfollow. I know how many people agree of disagree with you. And I'm not a doxer. That’s just basic shit I can find.There are ways to see it all all with out hacking. You should be afraid of the hackers. Because if everything is on private and I can still find it, imagine what they can do? No one thinks one day they’ll be in the spot light and get unwelcome attention. But if you become a public figure you will be and people like me or worse will be watching. Don’t even get me started on what the companies that own these platforms know

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My bf’s work partner is from Honduras so he has some crazy stories of growing up in a small town/ village in the 80s and 90s that involve poisonous snakes and anacodas.

Today I called while they were working on his car together and found a garden snake and this man dead ass goes “ fuck! I'm so sorry for my French. I left my village because of snakes but I think they are just following me now.” and I just 😭😂 I love humans. A garden snake compared to a viper or literally swimming with 12 foot anaocandas?! Valid point my guy, but still.

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Dating your ex supervisor is texting them that you blew your productions goals out of the water at a job they aren’t working 3 years later, simply for the praise and aw because you finally used the strategy they used and irrationally hope thats enough to make them think “ mmm yeah, top 10 producer girlfriend. 10/10 worth of the gf accolade.”

Btw he doesn’t get a shit what numbers I pull 😂. I was the tastes sorting ever, I already earned that title, but still. For me... I proved today I was still queen.

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There needs to be a universal block button that blocks accounts asking to follow you from people who have the same email or phone number or IP address. Like for when a crazy ex presses send requests to my contacts, I, someone who has blocked them on everything, should be able to not get requests from that user regardless of their new social accounts. I shouldn’t have to be the one to get a new phone or all new email addresses because some shitty abuser can still send requests to me or try ways to see my private accounts. Or I should at least get a notification that the person behind the account is someone I know. It’s possible in a one way direction, it should be available in the other

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One of my best friends came out to me today. I'm touched she felt it was safe but am forever mad I grew up in a town that makes her feel like coming out is dangerous. Literally the rage I get from this town is just 🤬🤬🤬

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Me: shits on Amazon and Jeff 24/7

Also me: gets a job at Amazon and my recruitment lady is amazing.

Brb, we’ll see how this goes. Too good to be true in my opinion

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6 months of my meds and I'm finally becoming interested in things again. The newest one is fashion. The only issue is I'm poor now so I can't really participate, but my Pinterest is fire right now

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Me: sees job posting for radio production.

Job posting: wants 5 years in a major market worth of experience

Me: lol nevermind. I forgot how to talk to people anyway😓😅

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My cousin liked one of my posts and fucking jamlys liked it tried to request to follow me. One messaged me out of the blue and it was weird. It should be a good thing but I just never ever want to interact or deal with those people again. I have zero desire to even have more then like 1k people again.

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There is a girl that my fam gave my hand me downs too and she keeps posting flash backs for embarrassment and they are all my clothes and I just... Beezy I was still struggling. Why you gotta light you gotta light me up like that?!

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When it rains it pours with job searches. One day your not getting any call backs and the next 6 people in a day want to set up a first round interview and someone is looking to give you a side hustle to mow their lawn.

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I posted about the bo burnham special being how I feel as a depressed person and now I keep getting people “checking in” on me.

...Guys, I have always been depressed. I will always deal with depression. And this is not even close to a low. It’s just art, and I think it’s really sweet you saw it and empathized with it. But I’m… good? I’ll let you know if I’m not okay, okay? I promise.

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Note to self: if you adopt a black cat name it Binx, Casper, Damon or Salem, and Luna, winnie, elaina, and scarlet … in that order k thanks byyyye

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In the picture, out of the job