don't mind my nerve

Castiel (supernatural) - misha collins - professor draco malfoy (harry potter) - brenton thwaites Gwaine (Merlin) - tommy martinez James Maguire (Derry Girls) - tom holland Jo harvelle (supernatural) - blake lively jo march (little women) - saorise ronan laura hale (teen wolf) - alexandra daddario peter pevensie (chronicles of narnia) - chris evans sirius black - avan jogia spock (star trek) - tyler hoechlin teddy lupin (harry potter) - chace crawford ten (doctor who) - andrew garfield

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"Violence for violence is the rule of beasts." / fiona and sirius

“and violence for ripping off my shit is why i need the bat, fi!” sirius did his best to reach past his sister for the weapon that she was brandishing, being held back by her other arm. “come on. hey. hey. what if i kick in a little extra for rent this month, huh? no one’s gotta know.”

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“ please, jo’s the only person i know who actually thinks axe is a good body spray. ” mostly because the other people he tended to be forced to spend his time with considered themselves far too good to wear axe, and wore branded overpriced colognes and perfumes instead. ridiculous if you asked laurie ; axe smelled good. “ you smell good. better than axe, if i do say so. ”

 “well, thank you.” teddy knew that laurie knew that he was changing the subject, and that wasn’t going to fly right now. he picked up the hair scratching again, giving a contemplative little hum. “why do you smell like jo?” he did his best to give it as a throwaway question, like it was an answer he didn’t particularly care about.

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30 - destiel

30.

“i’ll kill them.” cas’s voice was soft as he slid a gentle thumb over the bruised eyelid. the ointment that he’d squeezed onto it left the skin shiny, and he blotted at it with a square of gauze. “smoking in bed, putting themselves and their baby in danger? putting you in danger? dean, a house fell on you. ...firefighting is... incredibly noble. but i think someone else can be noble, at least for a few weeks.”

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“I was never going to be happy with you.” - freddean

fred had already had a finger up, ready to start a counterargument to the rest of what dean had said. the fight had been going on for about fifteen minutes, usually meaning that they were only just kicking up. but this stopped fred in his tracks as his hand slowly fell to his side. “that’s a low fucking blow. take that back.”

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caskier :+)

“jack, come on, gather up your things.” cas’s tone wasn’t harsh as he spoke to the back of his rapidly retreating child, but it was urgent. castiel’s body language couldn’t be more tense as he stood in the doorway of jaskier’s place, eyes looking around so that they could look everywhere but his ex’s face. when they alighted on a particular award, he looked down with a click of his tongue. “...jack said that you invited him over to... play some video games. ...you know this is... insane, right? what you do here?”

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crowny :+)

late after work, closing down the bar in the back office, it was the perfect time for an unexpected visitor. well, unexpected was a term that could be used by people who hadn’t yet had the pleasure of meeting crowley. supposedly the door had been locked when the last bartender had left for the night. even toss up whether it had been or crowley had let himself in. benny closed the account book on his desk, setting it aside. “bit late for a visit, cher. y’ve missed the show.”

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* BILLIE EILISH'S HAPPIER THAN EVER ALBM PROMPTS ,

GETTING OLDER.

i wish someone had told me i'd be doing this by myself.

there's a lot i'm grateful for.

it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door.

last week, i realized i crave pity.

maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed.

it's so weird that we care so much, until we don't.

i'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong.

i promise i'll be fine.

I DIDN'T CHANGE MY NUMBER.

i didn't change my number, i only changed who i reply to.

shoulda' guessed that you would think i was upset.

don't take it out on me.

maybe you should leave.

you were easy on the eyes, but looks can be deceiving.

you got a lot of fucking nerve.

BILLIE BOSSA NOVA.

some information's not for sharing.

it's hard to stop it once it starts.

i'm not sentimental but there's something about bout the way you look tonight.

it might be more of an obsession.

i'm the only one who does it how you like.

MY FUTURE.

you don't seem to notice i'm not here.

can't you hear me?

i'm not coming home.

i know better than to drive you home.

i'll see you in a couple years.

OXYTOCIN.

can't take it back once it's been set in motion.

i like to do things god does.

what would people say if they listen through the wall?

you should really run away.

i wanna do bad things to you.

if you find it hard to swallow, i can loosen up your collar.

you and me are both the same.

GOLDWING.

go home, don't tell anyone what you are.

you're sacred.

you better keep your head down.

they're gonna' tell you what you wanna hear, then they're gonna disappear.

LOST CAUSE.

you weren't even there that day.

thought you had your shit together, but damn, i was wrong.

you ain't nothin' but a lost cause.

this ain't nothin' like it once was.

i know you think you're such an outlaw.

i used to think you were shy, but maybe you just had nothing on your mind.

i used to wish you were mine, but that was way before i realized someone like you would always be so easy to find.

thought you would've grown eventually, but you proved me wrong.

HALLEY'S COMET.

i don't want to want you.

in my dreams i seem to be more honest, and i must admit you've been in quite a few.

you're all it takes for me to break a promise.

silly me to fall in love with you.

my sleepless nights are better with you than nights could ever be alone.

i was good at feeling nothing, now I'm hopeless.

what a drag to love you like I do.

i've been loved before, but right now in this moment, feel more and more like I was made for you.

i think i might have fallen in love.

NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY.

do you know me? really know me?

i feel you watching.

is it not what you wanted?

we decide who they are, we decide what they're worth.

who decides what that makes me, what that means?

OVERHEATED.

i don't really even know how it happened.

i'm overheated.

you wanna kill me? you wanna hurt me?

stop being flirty, it's kinda working.

did you really think this is the right thing to do?

EVERYBODY DIES.

everybody dies, surprise surprise.

sometimes we try to make it feel like we might be right.

i just wonder why you'd wanna stay if everybody goes. you'd still be alone.

i don't wanna cry. some days i do, but not about you.

it's just a lot to think about.

i sure have a knack for seeing life more like a child.

it's not my fault.

even when it's time, you might not wanna go.

it's okay to cry and it's alright to fold.

you are not alone.

YOUR POWER.

try not to abuse your power.

you ruined her in a year, don't act like it was hard.

how dare you? how could you?

will you only feel bad when they find out?

if you could take it all back, would you?

i thought that i was special.

you made me feel like it was my fault you were the devil.

you might not wanna lose your power, but power isn't pain.

NDA.

did you think i'd show up in a limousine?

i don't want him having shit to say.

you couldn't save me but you can't let me go.

i can barely go outside, i think i hate it here.

maybe i should think about a new career.

at least i gave him something he can cry about.

i thought about my future but i want it now.

did i take it too far?

THEREFORE I AM.

i'm not your friend or anything.

i think, therefore, i am.

what the hell are you talking about?

get my pretty name out of your mouth.

don't talk about me like how you might know how i feel.

so go have fun, i really couldn't care less.

did you have fun?

i'm sorry, i don't think I caught your name.

HAPPIER THAN EVER.

when I'm away from you, i'm happier than ever.

i wish it wasn't true.

don't say it isn't fair.

you clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable.

you scared me to death but i'm wasting my breath.

you only listen to your fucking friends.

i don't relate to you.

i'd never treat me this shitty.

you made me hate this city.

all that you did was make me fucking sad.

don't waste the time i don't have.

don't try to make me feel bad.

you ruined everything good.

just fucking leave me alone.

MALE FANTASY.

i hate the way she looks at me.

i loved you then and i love you now.

we were inseparable years ago.

it's all i think about when I'm behind the wheel.

i worry this is how i'm always gonna feel.

nothing lasts, i know the deal.

i can't get over you, no matter what i do.

i know i should, but i could never hate you.

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* WNRS HEADCANON QUESTION PROMPTS ,

THE WHAT'S.

what's been your muse's happiest memory?

what has been your muse's earliest recollection of happiness?

what are five lessons your muse learned the hard way?

what lesson took your muse the longest to un-learn?

what is a dream your muse let go of?

what part of your muse's life works what part of their life hurts?

what's the most unexplainable thing that happened to your muse?

what could have your muse done better in previous relationships?

what is your muse's biggest regret?

what is something your muse has never told anyone? why?

what is one positive and negative thing about your muse?

what did the people who raised your muse teach you about love?

what is your muse passionate about?

what's the first thing others noticed about your muse?

what is your muse's type in three (or more) words?

what is an assumption that is often made about your muse?

what did your muse want to be as a child?

what compliment does your muse hear the most?

what subject did your muse thrive at in school? did they fail any?

what is something your muse needs to hear right now?

what does your muse fear the most?

what's the worst pain your muse has ever been in that wasn't physical?

what is hardest for your muse to understand?

THE IS AND IF'S.

is your muse lying to themselves about anything?

is your muse more afraid of failure or success? why?

if your muse could get to know someone in their life on a deeper level who would it be and why?

is your muse unaware of something about themselves?

if your muse had to chose: would they prefer someone cheering them up, or being left alone when they're in a foul mood?

is your muse missing anyone right now?

if your muse had to admit, what went wrong in their last relationship?

is your muse like what they are expected to be?

is your muse more of a creative or analytical type? explain.

if your muse had to rank following in importance: family, career, love life, what would they say?

if your muse could change their name, what would it be?

is your muse someone who would get a name tattooed on themselves? why or why not?

if your muse had to let go of something, what should it be?

is your muse afraid to be themselves?

if your muse could go back in time, would they? why?

is your muse proud of themselves? why or why not?

is your muse in denial about anything? explain.

if your muse had to choose: would they prefer being the heartbreaker or being heartbroken?

THE HOW'S.

how can your muse become a better person?

how old does your muse feel emotionally?

how does your muse deal with being alone? do they thrive or struggle?

how can you turn your muse off the most?

how can you turn your muse on the most?

how does your muse show gratitude? do they?

how close is your muse to their mom, dad and/or guardian?

how does one earn your muse's vulnerability?

how does your muse take a compliment?

how can someone break your muse's heart?

how does your muse take an insult?

THE DOES AND HAS'.

has a stranger ever changed your muse's life?

does your muse have an attractive quality about them that isn't physical?

does your muse believe in second chances? why or why not?

has your muse ever fallen in love?

does your muse fall in love easily? why or why not?

does your muse believe in fate, or do they think things happen because of their decisions?

has your experienced losing someone they cared a lot about?

does your muse agree that people never change and they just show their true colours?

does the image your muse has of themselves match the image other people see them as?

has your muse earned any big achievements?

does your muse wish they could change something about themselves?

does your muse lie easily? what is the worst lie they ever told?

has a major turning point in your muse's life changed a perspective of life they once had?

THE OTHERS.

where is your muse most qualified to give advice about?

when was the last time your muse cried and why?

who is someone in your muse's life they can always run to?

are there questions your muse would like the answer to? what are they?

where does your muse hurt the most?

when was the last time your muse completely lost themselves?

where is an area that your muse might need reassurance for?

who is someone that changed your muse's life the most?

where does your muse feel most like themselves?

are there any accomplishments your muse would want to achieve before they die?

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Raw Lines From The Internet

"I am a monument to all your sins."

"I'll do whatever you want."

"Then perish."

"Violence for violence is the rule of beasts."

"To become a god is the loneliest achievement of them all."

"I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me."

"If the world chooses to become my enemy, I will fight like I always have."

"If the zoo bans me for hollering at the animals I will face god and walk backwards into hell."

"Everything that we know and love is reducible to the absurd acts of chemicals, and there is therefore no intrinsic value in this material universe."

Hypocrite that you are, for you trust the chemicals in your brain to tell you they are chemicals. All knowledge is ultimately based on that which we cannot prove."

"Will you fight? Or will you perish like a dog?"

"Do you think god stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he's created?"

"You've got to make a statement. You've got to look inside yourself and say: What am I willing to put up with today?"

"What is better: To be born a god, or to overcome your evil nature through great effort?"

"Pick a god and pray."

"I see now that the circumstances of one's birth are irrelevant; it is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are."

"And remember that bad times are just times that are bad."

"Can you feel your heart burning? Can you feel the struggle within? The fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. You cannot kill me in a way that matters."

"Decay exists as an extant form of life."

"Flowers wither away. Jewelry are simply stones, decorated with fake beauty. I can give you something pure. Honest and undying love."

"Impermanence does not mean insignificance."

"Death is the ultimate destination, but we all makes stops along the way."

"And if the devil ever was to see you, he'd kiss your eyes and repent."

"Someday you will have to answer for your actions and god may not be so merciful."

"Please be patient, god isn't finished with me yet."

"We deserve a soft epilogue, my love."

"There is no 'advocate'. Men are the devil, and when you speak it's with his tongue."

"I am decayed. My lungs are full of thorns and mildew. My bones are held together by vines. I am fragile, be gentle with my corpse."

"You are a thief and a murderer. You have killed a baboon and stolen his face."

"I picked a whole fuckin' bouquet of whoopsie daisies."

"It's not that deep? Maybe not originally, but the ground is soft and I'm ready to dig."

"When you look at someone through rose coloured glasses, all the red flags just look like flags."

"This is hell's territory and I am beholden to no gods."

"Bury me shallow. I'll be back."

"I'd strike the sun if it insulted me."

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sometimes, harry really hated his kind-hearted nature, and if he had anybody to really blame it on with any hard evidence as to why they deserved to be blamed, he would be cursing them right now. draco may have been a pretty good person to spend the average might here or there with, but it didn’t nearly make up for his personality, and yet harry had agreed to let malfoy stay in his apartment while his own building is fumigated. he’d laughed at the thought, originally. draco malfoy having to stay in his average apartment because his nice and fancy place had a bug problem, it was karma come to bite him if you asked harry, but what did he know. “ we both know you’d have invited yourself along anyway. ” he excuses, waving off the sentiment. and then he laughed, genuinely laughed, at the pathetic attempt at a compliment. “ you could have just told me it’s nice. or are you a terrible liar all of a sudden ? ” an eyebrow raised. “ yes.. i have lamps, and they’re antiques most of them, so don’t touch them. or i’ll have to have them fumigated. ”

it took real, concentrated effort for draco not to mock harry back to his face the way that a give year old would have done. “some of us were raised to give specificity to our compliments, potter. it isn’t my fault that your apartment is making that actively difficult.” draco had always insisted on going back to his own place, despite it being nearly in a different borough and a full train ride away, instead of a walk. but he had soft silk pillowcases, and a doorman who knew him by name, and his sister there to gossip with alarmingly soon afterwards. he shot harry a look at that little comment that could have shattered glass. “like you’d know an antique if it bit you. what, you’re going out antiquing on the weekends? thrift store does not mean it has a vintage.”

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drarry starter prompt 39.

it was genuinely disgusting, but it was convenient. draco looked at the dark-paneled walls as he gingerly set his bag down on the desk. harry’s apartment was right across from draco’s shop, and in some terrible, terrible twist of fate, draco’s entire building was being fumigated for termites. god, bugs in every corner of his things. the thought had him pushing his shoulders back, trying mindfully to keep his heart rate down. “...thank you. for letting me stay here.” it was a forced politeness that had been second nature since he could speak. “your bedroom is very....” he couldn’t think of a compliment. nothing was coming to mind. “you have lamps. that surprises me.”

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“ of course not. ” because that would be weird and god forbid they do or say anything that would change things ; dean’s been holding onto this for near enough twelve years now, he can hold on a little longer. “ thanks, appreciate it. ” and he means it, despite the playful tone, because cas doesn’t have to let him live here, but he does, and dean would most likely be crashing with bobby or out on the street somewhere without him. “ i dunno man. ” he shrugs, genuine and honest, and despite how it should probably be more of a deal, he isn’t sure he cares all that much anymore, as bad as it sounds. “ i can very easily stop him from calling here, though. ”

“i don’t mind that he calls here, dean. he’s your...” he had no idea if there was an official word for what was going on with fred and dean, and he wasn’t sure if he cared to. he knew that it wasn’t exclusive, but he did know that it was ongoing, and that was enough to him that he wasn’t going to start digging around in it and say something that he was going to regret. “the people who know me less well tend not to take as kindly to me. i don’t want to cause problems for you.”

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it isn’t often that steve partakes in any parent-teacher conferences that aren’t inside the high school classroom, especially ones that don’t actually pertain to a student in his high school class, but one who attends the workshop he runs over the weekends instead. it doesn’t bother him, naturally, because he’s never got any other plans and he enjoys the company, and if they don’t actually speak about said student all that much during the time, then there’s nobody around to really notice. “ hey. yeah.. sorry if i’m a little late. ” he isn’t entirely sure whether he is late, or if bucky was just early, but either way. “ have you been waiting long ? ” looking over at bucky as he sits down on the opposite side of the booth.

“on time is late, early is on time. but that’s my hang-up, definitely don’t expect that out of you.” he’d been sitting here for about ten minutes, which wasn’t long at all. but he could have been sitting here for an hour and still shake his head the exact same way. “no, just a few minutes. glad that you could make it. sorry that i had to cancel. daycare fell through this morning, so i had to drop Bug off with my sister.” 

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          “ oh! andy got some extra cash and he let me buy the ingredients to make them, ” she laughed, lifting a hand to brush the crumbs from her skin. rapunzel didn’t know where or how andy had gotten the extra money, but she trusted that her elder sibling didn’t do anything too dangerous. she didn’t ask them many questions. “ and of course. you know how much i love baking, and i thought we could all use a sweet treat! ”

“wait, you turn money into bakery treats?” sirius raised his eyebrows, thinking for a second. he’d had some spare cash that he’d been planning to spend at the bar tonight. but, hey, maybe he’d hit on something just as good. and if it got his sister to smile... he pulled his wallet, chain accompanying it, out of his pocket, shelling out a crisp twenty dollar bill. “and, hey, how about you get something nice, too. don’t tell fi i’ve got cash.”

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“coffees. and the minutes that were sent from last night’s meeting.” draco pulled his own coffee from the cardboard holder, the only frozen drink that was among the bunch of them. he shed his jacket, holding it over his arm because he knew better than to make himself comfortable when he was still at padme’s desk. “have you given any more thought to seeing if my proposal could make it into a morning briefing?” it had been something that draco was sure he was being subtle about, but he’d been casually mentioning sliding in one of his father’s suggestions for weeks now. “i think the mayor would really love it.”

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castiel was, by all accounts, a tough professor. his ratemyprofessor was a graveyard of people who had taken his 101 thinking that intro to world religions: western traditions was going to be an easy pass. if the students were willing to learn, it wasn’t going to be a problem. but if they were going to try and blow him off... a freshman had just run out of castiel’s lecture hall when meg stepped in, brushing past her a little too close in their hurry to leave the room. cas leaned back against the desk, sleeves rolled up. “these aren’t my office hours, meg.”

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foolishtm​:

                                        𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃  𝐏𝐀𝐓𝐒  made  him  revert  back  to  when  he  was  younger ,  snuggling  up  against  his  mom  when  they  had  a  bad  dream .     very  familiar  feeling  now .     his  eyes  moved  up  to  castiel ,  brows  furrowing  slightly .     it  was  terrifying ,  every  night  was  terrifying .     most  nights  he  didn’t  even  sleep ,  just  lay  awake  staring  up  at  the  ceiling  sometimes  would  text  jesse  or  abel  if  they  were  up .                         ❝     he  does ?     ❞                    jack  asked ,  shifting  to  sit  up ,  letting  the  blankets  fall  around  him .     he  wasn’t  alone .     someone  he   KNEW   were  having  nightmares .     at  least  it  was  someone  they  could  talk  to  about  it     —–     maybe .     at  least  there  was  some  light  towards  the  end  of  this  damned  tunnel .                    ❝      do  you   …   do  you  think  that  he’ll  talk  about  it  with  me ?     ❞

“of course he’ll talk to you about it.” it wasn’t the first time in castiel’s parenting that he had felt a little helpless, and he was just glad that he had something that he could latch onto to give jack some kind of reference point. of course he had had nightmares himself, but nothing like what jack had prescribed to him, and nothing that was so chronic like this. “it’s something that’s normal. i know that it is deeply... uncomfortable, but you aren’t alone. do you want to stay up with me for a little while?” maybe he babied jack, but... well, until he was told to stop by jack himself...