* BILLIE EILISH'S HAPPIER THAN EVER ALBM PROMPTS ,
i wish someone had told me i'd be doing this by myself.
there's a lot i'm grateful for.
it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door.
last week, i realized i crave pity.
maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed.
it's so weird that we care so much, until we don't.
i'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong.
I DIDN'T CHANGE MY NUMBER.
i didn't change my number, i only changed who i reply to.
shoulda' guessed that you would think i was upset.
you were easy on the eyes, but looks can be deceiving.
you got a lot of fucking nerve.
some information's not for sharing.
it's hard to stop it once it starts.
i'm not sentimental but there's something about bout the way you look tonight.
it might be more of an obsession.
i'm the only one who does it how you like.
you don't seem to notice i'm not here.
i know better than to drive you home.
i'll see you in a couple years.
can't take it back once it's been set in motion.
i like to do things god does.
what would people say if they listen through the wall?
you should really run away.
i wanna do bad things to you.
if you find it hard to swallow, i can loosen up your collar.
you and me are both the same.
go home, don't tell anyone what you are.
you better keep your head down.
they're gonna' tell you what you wanna hear, then they're gonna disappear.
you weren't even there that day.
thought you had your shit together, but damn, i was wrong.
you ain't nothin' but a lost cause.
this ain't nothin' like it once was.
i know you think you're such an outlaw.
i used to think you were shy, but maybe you just had nothing on your mind.
i used to wish you were mine, but that was way before i realized
someone like you would always be so easy to find.
thought you would've grown eventually, but you proved me wrong.
i don't want to want you.
in my dreams i seem to be more honest, and i must admit you've been in quite a few.
you're all it takes for me to break a promise.
silly me to fall in love with you.
my sleepless nights are better with you than nights could ever be alone.
i was good at feeling nothing, now I'm hopeless.
what a drag to love you like I do.
i've been loved before, but right now in this moment, feel more and more like I was made for you.
i think i might have fallen in love.
do you know me? really know me?
is it not what you wanted?
we decide who they are, we decide what they're worth.
who decides what that makes me, what that means?
i don't really even know how it happened.
you wanna kill me? you wanna hurt me?
stop being flirty, it's kinda working.
did you really think this is the right thing to do?
everybody dies, surprise surprise.
sometimes we try to make it feel like we might be right.
i just wonder why you'd wanna stay if everybody goes. you'd still be alone.
i don't wanna cry. some days i do, but not about you.
it's just a lot to think about.
i sure have a knack for seeing life more like a child.
even when it's time, you might not wanna go.
it's okay to cry and it's alright to fold.
try not to abuse your power.
you ruined her in a year, don't act like it was hard.
how dare you? how could you?
will you only feel bad when they find out?
if you could take it all back, would you?
i thought that i was special.
you made me feel like it was my fault you were the devil.
you might not wanna lose your power, but power isn't pain.
did you think i'd show up in a limousine?
i don't want him having shit to say.
you couldn't save me but you can't let me go.
i can barely go outside, i think i hate it here.
maybe i should think about a new career.
at least i gave him something he can cry about.
i thought about my future but i want it now.
i'm not your friend or anything.
i think, therefore, i am.
what the hell are you talking about?
get my pretty name out of your mouth.
don't talk about me like how you might know how i feel.
so go have fun, i really couldn't care less.
i'm sorry, i don't think I caught your name.
when I'm away from you, i'm happier than ever.
you clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable.
you scared me to death but i'm wasting my breath.
you only listen to your fucking friends.
i'd never treat me this shitty.
you made me hate this city.
all that you did was make me fucking sad.
don't waste the time i don't have.
don't try to make me feel bad.
you ruined everything good.
just fucking leave me alone.
i hate the way she looks at me.
i loved you then and i love you now.
we were inseparable years ago.
it's all i think about when I'm behind the wheel.
i worry this is how i'm always gonna feel.
nothing lasts, i know the deal.
i can't get over you, no matter what i do.
i know i should, but i could never hate you.