[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

You are drunk and you are cheesy, shut up. 

Drunk in love! 

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

That’s a lot of time, you know? A looooot of time. 

If it was up to me, that’s nowhere near long enough. 

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

They fucking do.

Are you sure about this?

I’ve never been more sure about anything. Promise. Cross my heart and hope to die. Let me make this up to you by spending the rest of my life loving you the way you deserved to be loved.

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

You have to be kidding. Like… Weeks, oh my god. Come here, you stupid 

Right, years trump weeks. Sorry. 

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

But you just… You pulled away when we were going to kiss. I saw you, I was there. 

Because I didn’t know if that’s because you wanted it or because we were drunk! I didn’t want to do anything that you might regret, I didn’t... I couldn’t live with myself if you regret me. I do want to kiss you, so so much. God knows I’ve only been dreaming about doing it since we had that stupid fight a couple weeks ago.

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

… No, you are not. 

Yes, yes I am, and I’m the slowly person to ever realize it. It only took me twenty some years, but if you give me a chance, I will make it up to you, I promise. Please tell me I’m not too late, please. 

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

Yes.  But, just… Look, Carter, it’s not your fault. You didn’t know and even know you don’t own me anything. But I can’t keep doing this, I’m sorry, I can’t. 

The blurred lines were going to blow in my face at some point, it’s fine. 

I can’t believe this, I really am the biggest idiot of the world; no, of the galaxy. I’ve loved you all my life, Caro. You were the one who brought happiness and joy back into my life when my mom and I were falling apart. I had no idea, but I knew that I would never want to live in a world without you. I don’t want to ever be without you. 

I didn’t know what that was; the bitter loneliness when I was off for medical school, the desire to trip all the guys you’ve dated because they made you smile, the all consuming rage when I realized other people were.. were sharing your bed. Stupid me, right? If anyone were to tell me all these things, I would’ve.. I would’ve saved us so much time. By gods, Caroline. I want to be the one who gets to make you smile, laugh, and everything else. More than anything else, I want to be the one you love, and the one who loves you most. I didn’t realize before, I’ve always been in love with you. I’m.. I’m stupidly in love with you, Caroline Berry.

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

You want her back? You want her back? Well, let me tell you something, you can’t.  This is the Caroline that exist now, the one that has learned to handle her heart breaking over and over again for two fucking decades. And you, above all of people, have no fucking right to have a say in the way I get to deal with this.

When you are a teenager crying in your room for days because the love of your life goes to college without you, when you join a stupid gang full of people you don’t know just because you want to be with him, when your whole life only has meaning because you get letters and try to trick yourself into thinking they are love letters… When you have to remind yourself everyday that it doesn’t matter that the person you love doesn’t love you back, that it will be fine, that maybe some day he will finally look at you after two entire decades of being just beside him. When you have done all of this Carter, you will get a fucking say in how I awful this new Caroline is because you have no fucking idea how hard is to stay sane and have you in my life, fully knowing I will never get what I want.  

God. Caro, I... I’m so sorry. I never-- If I’d known.. I really messed up, didn’t I?

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

Carter, please, just… Why can’t you just give me a second to put a smile back on? I just needed a second and now I just… Why do you have to make this harder? What do you win with all of this?

I don’t want you to pretend to be happy around me! That’s what I want, I want my Caroline back. I want the girl who could unabashedly showed me all the good and bad things in the world, the one who trusted me with everything. I want her back.

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

You are literally, the biggest idiot in the entire world. Like, it doesn’t matter if we are in Monaco or in America, or in fucking Afraid, you are the biggest one. You should have a medal. In fact, I’m gonna make you one as soon as we get home, while I probably just throw myself in a a pool of tequila so I can drink until I pass out. 

... There’s no need to revert back to insults, Caroline. You can just say what you mean. If you think this will make me worry any less, it won’t. 

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

That’s just fucking rich, Carter. Do you wanna know why I don’t talk to you? Then answer me why you just keep ignoring things that are right in your face? Come on, tell me because there is no way in the world that you are so fucking blind.

I don’t know what you’re talking about! I have given you everything I have, everything. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for you, and yet it just doesn’t seem to be enough for you. What do you want from me, Caroline? Because I’m all out of ideas.

[carolineberry]

IN PERSON ♦ CARTER

[carter-wells]

carolineberry‌:

Can you just… Look, I’m drunk and I need some air okay? Can you please give me that? Just go inside for a fucking minute. 

Ok.. okay but why are you so angry, Caroline? Why can’t you just talk to me, for God’s sake? 

[carter-wells]

txt ;; caro e carter

CAROLINE: In a limo please.

CARTER: Your wishes are my command~

[carter-wells]

txt ;; caro e carter

CAROLINE: It would not be the first time that were were apart.

CAROLINE: But no one is moving anywhere, promise.

CARTER: I'll see you Saturday then?

[carter-wells]

txt ;; caro e carter

CAROLINE: she is the best girl i know so yep

CAROLINE: You can't just leave your work, dummy.

CARTER: :(

CARTER: So you would move to Monaco without me?

[carter-wells]

txt ;; caro e carter

CAROLINE: Please, he is not a close second. Cath is a close second.

CAROLINE: And what if I want to stay forever?

CARTER: Aha, Cat does do better than anyone to keep your brother in line. They're so cute together~

CARTER: Then we'll have to look into immigrating to France.

[carter-wells]

txt ;; caro e carter

CAROLINE: I may be a little sleepy, training Victor to be in charge for a week is too hard.

CAROLINE: A month would be better.

CARTER: I'm sure he'll do a good job, Caro. There's nobody like you, but he's a close second.

CARTER: Next time, I promise.

CARTER: Next time we'll go for as long as you want. :D